"Are you ready? Will you be my fuck bitch? Is that what you want? Are you desperate enough to be my whore?"
"Yes," came the whispered reply.
"-What did you say? I can't hear you; say it louder."
"Yes" and then at increased volume "yes, I will".
"you want to be my fuck bitch?"
"Yes I do."
"Then say please. No, that's not enough. Say please, let me be your fuck bitch. Say let me be your fuck bitch whore. please please fuck me. Make me your whore. I am your bitch."
The voice, almost pleading now, came louder, stronger. "I want to be ... I need to be ... please, let me be your fuck bitch whore; tell me what you want to do. Tell me what I must do."
"Stay on your knees. Spread your legs. Wider. Wide as they will go. Now bend your head down to the floor, arms out stretched. Spread your legs further and lie there like an open bitch. Now pump up and down, like you are milking, like a true whore. And as you pump I want to hear you beg, fuck me fuck me fuck me."
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Amy was no innocent. In fact, the way she looked ensured that she had plenty of experience of men. But the fact she always attracted attention did not translate to being readily available. Boyfriends came and went, very much at her command. In her last years at high school and then through college she was open to kissing, touching, a level of experimentation, but always within limits. There was no one with the appeal to take her over the edge, to truly open herself. At times, her friends with tease her, encouraging her to take that final step. They would point at her latest boyfriend or indeed others from past and question how she could resist giving herself. Amy reflected on this, wondering if she was in some way peculiar, but she knew that sex for its own sake was not what she wanted or needed. Quite simply, she was not prepared to allow passion to lead to true intimacy, so she waited.
The college years were not easy. Her parents had separated when she was young, and she had no contact with her father. Her mother had struggled to support the small family, meaning that Amy and her brother each had to make their own way through life. She came through that experience, determined never to leave herself vulnerable to the whims or behaviours of others. It gave her a strength and an independence which many found attractive yet also left her sometimes feeling quite isolated and alone. Many in her situation might have left school and immediately found a job, but she understood the limits that might place on a future career. She was determined to get a good degree and also not to emerge with crippling debt. This not only meant intensive time studying also, long hours working to variety of part-time jobs. Here too she encountered extensive and unwanted male interest. She realised with some irritation that a number of her male lecturers gave her better grades simply because of the way she looked. Similarly at work male bosses always offered overtime opportunities to her before others -- with many of the female supervisors, the opposite was true. Over time, she appreciated there was little she could do to avoid it so she started to turn it to her advantage.