I didn't really sleep well last night thinking about Sondra and what I had done. I felt bad and was going to have sex with my wife to try to connect a little but she was busy on one of the popular networking sites posting about her high school or something. I went to bed by myself and she stayed up until midnight or so, probably chatting with an old friend about who knows what.
I tried to focus on work today but my thoughts always came back around to Sondra. Why was I so attracted to this woman who has sex with perfect strangers she met in a park on a bicycle? Should I forget about it and pretend it never even happened? I have to see her again just to see if it clicks again like it did yesterday.
I got home, dinner was not ready, which was getting to be quite a habit with my wife, so I ate a few grapes, checked my email, and waited for my usual time to ride in the park. I suited up, was headed out the door.
My wife asks, "Didn't you just ride yesterday?"
I replied, "Yes, but I feel like riding today. It was a stressful day at work and I need to blow off some steam. This will help."
I don't even know if she heard my answer because she didn't say anything back.
I rode into the park and Sondra was not in place I saw her the day before. I rode down the secluded trail and there she was, waiting by the trail going back to the creek. This time she had a backpack, was wearing some shorts and a black ruffled sleeve shirt. She looked stunning, I don't know why, but I think she was even more beautiful than the day before.
We said our hellos and I locked the bikes to the tree again and we walked down that trail to the same spot.
I asked Sondra, "What's in the backpack?"
She replied, "A towel, a couple of bottles of water, and my cell phone. I got a splinter in my ass from the table yesterday and had a hell of a time digging it out."
We laughed together.
She took the beach towel out of the backpack and covered the table with it. We sat beside each other as we began a more serious conversation.
She started by saying, "I called my husband last night and Dave, I told him I needed some time away." Her voice trembled a bit as she continued, "He freaked out and started yelling, saying I won't get the house, or the car, and he would see to it my membership at the country club was cancelled. It freaked me out because he never once said he wanted to talk about it or anything. I feel kind of rejected. Maybe I deserve it for cheating or something, you know, karma."
I could only say, "I'm so sorry, Sondra. I don't know what to say."
She said, "I'll tell you what, though. You showed me something yesterday that I don't know if it's good or bad. I loved the time we spent together yesterday and wouldn't trade it for anything."
I agreed. We had done a bad thing, but maybe it cleared up the realization that neither of us were happy with our current relationships.
I then told her my story.
"Sondra," I said, "My wife has become someone I despise and I have hoped she would get the hints I drop but she ignores me. She has gained about 50 pounds in the 5 years we have been married and she started smoking again. She quit when we engaged but started about a year ago when she started running with some old high school buddies. She dropped out of college after we married and now her sex drive is slim to none. I don't mean to be a drama queen but she just doesn't care about me, or even herself anymore."
This is not how I wanted this bike ride to go but when we opened up to each other, I realized we both fell so easy yesterday because our marriages have both lost hope and we needed to know we were still alive.
At that point, she teared up and we embraced. I didn't know if I should kiss her again or if I even wanted to but I was still melting in our embrace.
She started kissing on my neck and left ear. It felt so good. I felt wanted and desired again. Sondra was not rejecting my advances. In fact, she was advancing on me. She jumped down off of the table and put her body between my legs and began kissing me all over. She lifted my shirt up over and off my head. She kissed me all over my chest and belly as I ran my hands through her hair.
She then said, "Stand up for a second."
I stood up and she pulled my bike shorts and boxer briefs down to my ankles, springing my already half erect cock out for a look. She untied my shoes, took them off of me, and placed them on the bench part of the table. She finished removing my shorts and then began kissing me belly again. Her hair was tickling my legs and penis.
She kissed her way down to my waste as she pushed my upper body onto the table and moved farther down. She kissed my inner thighs and then kissed the head of my now hard penis. Then she licked the underside of the shaft starting at the balls and stopped at the head. She teased me like this three more times and finally slowly took the head into her mouth as she looked up into my eyes.