Jill sat down at the computer and noticed that her motherâs screen name was still signed on.
âMustâve forgotten to sign off before leaving for work,â Jill muttered to herself. She started to sign her mom off then curiosity got the better of her.
Jill was 22 years old and her mother 47 years old and they had a wonderful relationship. Jill was a snoop, though, and had looked through her mother's belongings before, as a child sifting through the panty drawer, finding some condoms and other things she wasnât sure of, and as a teenager, in her mom and dadâs closet, finding a hidden box of adult toys.
Both times she had been a little shocked, but had found out over time that most people have some hidden part of their lives, and that it often involved sexuality. She knew that she had done things she wouldnât tell her mom, but that, she figured, was normal.
Now, though, she found herself clicking on her mothers e-mail inbox and reading things she knew she shouldnât. Everything was pretty tame, friends forwarding jokes, her dad sending some news story he thought was interesting, newsy notes from her grandmother. Jill smiled to herself, chuckling that she thought that she might find something clandestine in her motherâs mail, realizing she knew there was something more to her mother than met the eye. She was about to close out the account when she decided to check the folder of stored e-mails.
She opened three empty ones, then clicked on the fourth and last folder labeled, âmiscâ.
It showed four entries, all from the same person, LostBoy. Jill hesitated before opening the first and most recent e-mail, wondering if she wanted to know what these were. There was a moment she knew she should just sign off and walk away. But, being the nosy person she was, one who loved snooping, she went ahead and opened it.
As she read, she gasped, the language of the letter graphic and sexual. It described sexual acts that the writer desired to do with her mother, hardcore sexual acts that made Jill blush and get excited at the same time. Her pussy lips began to swell as she read the intense words. By the time she reached the end of the letter she was breathing so heavily and her heart beating so hard she would have thought sheâd just run a mile as fast as she could. The dampness in her crotch was in contrast to the confusion in her head.
Jill wanted to close the account and leave but she couldnât. She opened each of the other e-mails and read them, her body shaking as the written words slid between her legs and stroked her to a sexual frenzy. The writer was incredibly intense and able to make her feel as if she were performing the described acts as she read. Her body was shaking when she finally finished the last letter.
Mom! she thought, what is this? Oh myâŠ
Then an Instant Message popped onto the screen. She was startled at the sound, then looked to see who was sending it.
Oh shit, she thought, itâs him!
LostBoy.
He was asking how she was, Jill saw, not herself, but her mom.
Should I answer? she asked herself.
She didnât know what to do so she just responded. He came back with a sexual innuendo.
Jill hesitated, then made a decision.
I want to see whatâs going on and who this is, she thought. Iâll play along.
She let him take the lead and mostly just egged him on. He said things to her (to her mom) that made her gasp. Finally, he asked if she were available to meet that afternoon at his apartment.
Jill thought a moment then decided to plunge forward, not sure what she planned to do with what she was finding out, but feeling the thrill of the discovery and the rush of her adrenaline. She said she could but she needed his phone number, acting as if she had forgotten it. He chastised her and then gave her the number, which Jill knew she could use to find the address.
After he had signed off, Jill pulled up the search engine and punched in his phone number. In a few seconds it came back with a name and an address. Jill recognized the apartment complex and wrote down the number of the apartment, and the manâs name.
Mike Bell.
She had two hours before the agreed upon time would arrive, time in which she had to decide what she was going to do. In her heart she had already decided to go and at least see what the guy looked like. Beyond that she wasnât sure.
Mom! she thought again, having an affair! And doing things I never imaginedâŠ
She let the thought drop there.
Jill drove to the apartment complex, walked around until she found the right apartment, then went back and moved her car over where she could see if anyone came in or out. There was still some doubt about what she intended to do when the time arrived but Jill felt she needed to do something. Her body was still filled with the rush of snooping and playing the game of deception, and with the effects of the words of LostBoy, Mike Bell had written to and about her mother. Her panties were damp and she felt her nipples harden at the remembrance of some of the things he described. She was breathing heavily when she saw a car pull up in front of the apartment. A man sat there for a moment and then got out.
Jill raised her eyebrows at the sight of the man. He was over six feet tall, closed crop brown hair, and looked strong, filling out the shirt as well as the blue jeans that he wore.
Damn, she thought, heâs big.
She watched him look around as if he sensed her watching him, his eyes settling on her and her car, looking just long enough to make her feel uncomfortable. Then he was locking his car and walking to his apartment door, glancing once more around the parking lot before entering.
Jill realized she had been holding her breath, let it out and looked down at her watch.
Iâve got ten minutes, she said to herself.
Her mind seemed to freeze for a moment, unable to process the information she had, unable to decide what it was that she planned to do with what she had discovered.
Finally, she made up her mind to confront the man, and her mother if necessary, letting them know she had found out about them andâŠ
Jill stopped there.
âŠand what? she asked herself. What do I want from this? For them to stop or Iâll tell Dad? That could be devastating. Shit, I donât know! Maybe I should just leave and let mom and LostBoy go their way.
She knew she wasnât going to do that so she decided to go knock on the door, tell Mike Bell who she was and then go from there.
Glancing down at her watch she saw that it was time.
Gathering her courage, she opened the car door, walked over to the apartment, took a deep breath and knocked.
She heard movement and then the door opened. The big man standing before her looked a bit puzzled.
âUh, may I help you?â he asked, his voice very mellow.
Jill stood for a moment looking into the manâs blue eyes, feeling some strange type of reaction, as if she had forgotten who she was.
âYes⊠yes you can.â Jill finally responded, her stomach knotting as she did. âMay I come in?â
âWell, Iâm kinda expecting some company, so Iâd rather you tell me what you need and Iâll see what I can do.â He said, not rudely, as she had expected, but in a way that let her know he was in a hurry.
Jillâs face felt hot as she forced the words out of her mouth. âIâm who you are expecting.â
Mike Bell looked at her for a moment, his head shaking, then his eyes widening suddenly.
âOh shit,â he said âYouâre Danaâs daughter, Jill.â It was his turn to blush, as he realized he said something out loud he shouldnât have.
âYes, I am.â Jill said with a bit too much force, as she saw his eyes harden and flare at her tone. âThat was me you spoke with online this morning. I think we need to talk.â
Mike Bell shook his head again, although Jill couldnât tell if it was in a negative response to her statement or in disgust with the situation. He didnât move from the doorway and there was no way she was going to try to step inside without an invitation.
âHey, lookâŠâ he started, âMaybe you better just go talk with Dana, your mom, and tell her what happened. IâŠâ
âIâm here. We might as well talk first. Maybe thatâll be all thatâs needed. Maybe I wonât need to talk to mom.â Jill said the words without thinking, wondering if she meant them.
Mike Bell tilted his head to one side, as if weighing her response.
âHmmm. Okay, but I think it would be best if you talked with her first.â He stood to the side and extended his arm in a gesture of invitation.
Jill went inside, looked around, saw the family room to her right and went towards it. Hearing the door shut behind her made her realize she had taken the plunge. Now she would have to decide just what it was she was trying to accomplish.
He motioned her to sit down on a couch across from his entertainment center while he took a chair across from her.
He sat down and just looked at her, saying nothing.
âWell, Mr. Bell, or would you prefer, LostBoy?â she said in a jabbing sort of way.
The big man smiled. âWhatever you want to call me is fine with me,â he said calmly.