Ch 4 - The Conclusion... or
That evening after we had gone to bed, Sue and I had a very passionate session as I was so pent up from earlier. As we were cuddling afterwards, Sue looks at me with a huge grin and says "I think I like what happens to you when Shari gets you all hot and bothered!"
I looked at her and said "What... How... what have I done?"
Sue just starts laughing, cups my face in her hands and says "Shari and I talked about this. She told me how she had tried to seduce you and you lovingly told her no and that everything would be fine and then proceeded to take it upon yourself to find a way to get Dan to understand how he should be with his family. I could tell something had been troubling you, but thought it had something to do with church and knew better than to ask. Just before Halloween, Shari stopped by with Emily and it seemed she was surprised to find me home, which I found odd at first. I invited her in and we had a long talk about her issues and she confessed what had happened. She told me she would understand if I never wanted her around. She was so timid and ashamed. All I could think was how I would act if one of our girls were to have a similar conversation with me. She fits so well with the family. I know that Dan has decided that he won't even touch her sexually while she is pregnant, but he is becoming a wonderful husband and father."
I start to interrupt her "It is just..."
Sue presses her finger to my lips gently and smiles. "Jody, I know you are faithful and would never do anything to hurt our family. It is my fault that you were placed in that situation today and I would actually had been a little irritated with you if you had not done something to please her. I find it kind of exciting actually. I told Shari that both Cindy and I would be gone and when I would be getting home. I gave her a key to the house at Christmas and told her if she ever needed an escape from things that this would always be a safe place for her."
I again attempted to apologize/protest and Sue just started chuckling and then laughing out loud and robustly. "The look on your face is perfect. If I had any reservations about what I have decided you just put them all to rest just by your reactions!"
I said "Decided - what have you decided? I am so sorry."
"Jody, you have done nothing wrong as far as I am concerned. I want us to make sure that this girl is taken care of. While she is pregnant, I am going to share you with her so that the urges don't tear her apart. I know you will be kind and gentle and that she will be very pleased every time. Who knows, maybe I will decide to join as I am positive that you would please both of us given the chance!" Sue, my darling wife of 32 years, had just told me something that I had never dreamed nor that I had ever dare to hope. She was open to the possibility of a threesome? And she had just told me she had decided who with? My mind was spinning with questions and thoughts. I didn't know where to begin.
"Sue, do you know what you are saying? You realize that Shari is the age of our children? She is young and impressionable and I will not be a force that can destroy that marriage, not to mention that I am concerned with what it could do to ours."
"I know and understand your concerns. Do you really think we would be having this conversation, in our bed, lying completely naked and holding each other if I had not thought this out thoroughly? And, don't you think that I may have had many conversations about this with Shari?"
I lay there silently, stroking Sue's hair and trying to comprehend all that has just been said. "Can I ask something that I don't think you have addressed?"
"Yes, if you truly think there is something." Sue chuckles yet again. I am getting really annoyed with all these women chuckling and laughing at my expense!
"What about Cindy and the rest of the children. We are grandparents for hell sake. What would we ever tell any of them if anything were to come out about this? There are so many variables and possibilities for this to be discovered."
Sue starts laughing even louder. I am actually getting angry at this laughing now. And then my dear wife tries to cause me to have a heart attack by saying "Cindy thinks it is a great idea and says that maybe she would be able to spend more time with Shari."
I jump out of bed and yell "WHAT THE HELL? CINDY IS IN ON THIS AS WELL? This is going too far. I am so ashamed and embarrassed. Is she aware of what happened today? Is this a plot to see how loyal I am? What am I doing to my family and to theirs?" I kneel to the floor and begin to sob uncontrollably, feeling like my life is falling apart by the moment.
My wonderful wife climbs off the bed and sits on the floor next to me, wraps her arms around me and just tells me everything is perfectly fine. "There is no plot and we don't feel you have done anything wrong nor that you have anything to be ashamed of or embarrassed about. We love you and we love Shari. Please don't be mad about this. And be calm because I have an even bigger bomb to drop on you as I don't want there to be any secrets in this house about this... the whole thing was actually dreamed up by our sweet, little, innocent, 19-year-old Cindy!"
"She what?"
"Stay calm. Let's get dressed and go down to the living room. I think we better get this all in the open or none of us will sleep tonight."
We get dressed and I go down to make some hot cocoa for the 3 of us as my wife says she is getting Cindy to join us. I walk in to the living room and give each of them a mug and take my normal seat. Cindy can hardly contain herself. She is chuckling and mumbling almost incoherently to herself. I look at her out of the corning of my eye and say "What is it you are saying? Oh, and what ever possessed you to come up with this little scheme little girl?"
Cindy says "daddy, you have been the most wonderful father a child could ever want. You care for us and give of yourself to everyone in need whenever you can. I know you have never looked at us girls inappropriately and that you never would, but we all know you are a wonderful looking man and that you have urges too. Mom has always fulfilled those - we know. We can hear you two cuz neither one of you know how to be quiet when you are in the throes of passion and NO, I have not had sex and do not plan on it until I find the right man. Here's the thing dad. Shari confessed to me first about what she had done and quickly made sure that I knew that you had done NOTHING to provoke it and that you had been a gentleman about the whole thing. She actually said 'too much of a gentleman'. It actually didn't surprise me. In fact, we have always wondered how many ladies have attempted to get your attention over the last several years. Anyway, she explained what had been happening with Dan. I told her she should talk with mom and that mom would understand. The day she found mom here and told her, she was actually looking for me - mom didn't even know that until just now!"
I looked from one face to the other, seeing nothing but love and compassion. Cindy continued "She is wonderful and so is Dan. He just doesn't understand that she actually needs more sexual attention during this time and that having an orgasm will help relieve the tensions and in turn will help her have a more comfortable pregnancy."
I look at her and state "you are making that up. There is nothing that I have ever read..."
"Just follow me dad. Dan is not going to change that much and definitely not that fast. The fact that he has only recently started helping with the baby here and there and that he will occasionally do some housework is phenomenal. It is going to take a great deal more time to become even half the father and husband that you are. And, if what I hear through the walls is accurate, he will never be the kind of lover you are!" And my own daughter looks first at my wife, gives her a nod and then looks at me and winks. I mean she winks at her old man. What the hell is happening in my own home?
"Daddy, I just think this is a safe and perfect environment for her to be able to visit and know that there will be no judgement and that there is nothing but love. I am all for this and hope that you understand that I think they are wonderful and wanted to find a way to help her. I know you would do anything in your power to do that and I know this would. I also know that you deserve to be pampered in a way that you would never allow me to do. I know mom does and has for a long time, but even she doesn't catch your eyes the way Shari's boobs do! I love you!"
Cindy gets up, kisses me on the cheek, and skips back to her bedroom like a little schoolgirl who just accomplished some feat that she had been trying to master for ages. I am in shock!
Sue kneels down on the floor in front of me and takes my hands in hers. She waits until I look into her eyes and states simply "We all love you and would move heaven and earth to make you feel as happy and loved as you spend every moment making us feel from you. You have been the greatest husband and father that anyone could ever hope to have and I am not looking to change that in any way. If I thought for even a moment that this could potentially damage what we have, I would not have ever began the process of making this happen. In fact, after some discussions that I have had with both Cindy and Shari, I think that we can help make our relationship stronger and, in turn, help her to mold Dan into a fantastic father, husband, and lover. This can't move any further unless and until you understand that the women involved are in full support. We are not talking about you having multiple wives, we are talking about us helping this young lady in a way that no one else could or would. As I told you before, it actually has me excited. She is cute. I never thought that I would find another woman that I was attracted to. I don't even know when it hit me that I was attracted to her also - in a sexual way. I think it was at Christmas when they told us that Shari was pregnant and I looked at you and saw the love, compassion, concern, and something else. I thought back to every pregnancy and how you always went out of your way to make sure I was satisfied sexually; no matter how many hours you had worked that day. I think I was the most attractive to you when I was pregnant. I am not complaining about our sex life in any way! I am saying that I saw something in your eyes when they made the announcement that told me that you had a lust that you were going to fight and bury unless I did something to force you into some sort of action. In risk of causing you to be even more uncomfortable for a moment, can I ask something?"