I doubted I would go through with it but here I was, packing clothes for a Palm Springs sex weekend. It was difficult to decide what to bring. After all, I had never had sex with two men before.
The more I thought about it, The more I realized I was attracted to Tom because he reminded me of something that happened with a family friend years before. I had just gone off to college. The man in question was a friend of my father's. He is a few years younger than my dad. His name is Luke. I call him Uncle Luke although he isn't a relative.
When I was a kid, I used to tell my mom, "I'm going to marry him when I grow up." She used to laugh and say, "We'll see."
The only thing even remotely sexual that happened between us in all of those years was when I was moving into the dorm for my freshman year of college. Luke volunteered to bring my small computer desk to campus for me.
I was still in the shower when he knocked on my door. I wrapped myself in a towel and hurried to let him in. Uncle Luke was surprised to see me in such a state of undress. My first thought was I hoped he wouldn't mention it to my father.
I quickly said, "Give me a sec, I'll throw something on."
"It's not a problem Julie. I still remember you running through the sprinklers, naked as a jaybird."
"If it's okay with you," I said, "A towel's fine with me." I suppose I've always been a bit of an exhibitionist.
I peeked down the hall. No one was there. "Let's get it inside," I said. "the sooner we close the door the better. You know how neighbors talk."
That was the first time I had seen a man's expression go from surprise to lust in a matter of seconds.
"If you are sure," He said as his eyes moved up and down my slightly covered body.
Sure of what? I wondered. I felt a tingle between my legs as I closed the door.
The desk just fit into the tiny space. I got my laptop out and laid it on the desk. I bent over and plugged it in. I hoped Luke had taken a good look as the towel slid up my backside. He deserved it after all his hard work. As soon as I caught his eye I knew he had. Embarrassment gave him away.
Now that the work was done, we talked about my family and my future college life. After a while, it was obvious Luke was in no hurry to leave. I had no plans of doing anything physical with him. I remember thinking, one last show then he's sure to leave.
My towel was coming loose. I took advantage of that and untucked it and held it open while I scooted it up my back. Luke had a complete view of my front side if he was interested, and he was. I held it open as his eyes went from my breasts to my pubic hair. "Sorry," I said. "It was falling off." I smiled openly and closed the towel. There it was again, the tingle between my legs.
After saying goodbye, a hug, a kiss, and a pat on my butt, Luke left.
For some reason, Tom made me think about Luke. Maybe he could replace Luke and do all the things I fantasized that could have been done to me on that day so long ago. I hoped Tom was up for it.
***
Our spirits were high as we cleared Beaumont and headed for the low desert. Jerry pulled my skirt up and nudged my legs apart as we drove. With no panties to navigate, his fingers quickly found my vagina. He slid his fingers up and down my slit as he told me all the things Tom would do to me. I closed my eyes as my breathing became deeper. I sighed and said, "I love that. I want you to watch Tom do it to me."
"Yes baby, he'll do it all to you."
"Ooh Honey, I'm so hot. I want you to fuck me now."
Jerry rubbed my clit faster. "Are you going to make Tom cum?"
"Yes, Baby. I'm going to put it in my mouth and suck him so good. He'll fuck my mouth until he fills it with his hot cum."
Jerry moved his finger faster over my clit.
"Don't make him cum too soon. I want to see him fuck you first."
"I'll spread my legs wide for him. He's going to fuck me so hard." My sexual temperature was rising.
Jerry pulled up alongside an eighteen-wheeler. The sun was getting low. He switched the dome light on. "She that lonesome truck driver? Why don't you show him your pussy?"
When my sexual temperature reaches a point, I become consumed with desire. Showing myself to a trucker, while on the way to the desert to have sex with two men, was one of those times.
I spread my legs, put one foot on the dash, and pulled my skirt up. My finger found my clitoris. I began moving it quickly back and forth. I wanted the driver to see my vagina and watch me masturbate. I bit my lip and looked out the window. He smiled and gave me a thumbs-up. I slid my finger in. I imagined it was the driver's penis. I cried out, the sweet sexual fog enveloping me.
Jerry sped up and left the driver behind. It was like being awakened from a dream. I wasn't ready for it to end, but then Palm Springs was just ahead.
It was after eight o'clock when we pulled into the condo parking lot. I had spoken to Tom earlier, he said he would be out of town until later that night. That gave me the evening to mentally prepare. After all of these years of fantasizing, I wanted it to be great.
Except for the tryst with Robbie, I had been a faithful girlfriend and then wife. Just thinking of Robbie made me wish it was him in the condo next door. Oh well, Tom would do for now.
We planned to have takeout tonight. Jerry checked his phone and found a place not too far away. While he was gone, I finished unpacking, changed into my swimsuit, and hurried to the pool. Summer nights in Palm Springs are unbelievable. The burning heat of the sun is gone but the warmth lingers well into the night.
I was surprised to see a couple about my age in the water. They waved and welcomed me. Their names were Katie and Steven. I got the impression they were not a couple but I didn't ask.
They were energetic and fun and more than a little flirty, but it wasn't Steven doing the flirting, it was Katie. She reminded me of a friend from college named Sylvia. She was the most sexually open person I have ever met. I thought she was gay for the longest time. It turned out she happily went both ways.
I walked into her dorm room, attracted by a loud stereo. The door was unlocked. In my dorm, that usually meant come on in. There she was, laying on the bed with some guy's dick in her mouth, while a girl from down the hall had her head between Sylvia's legs. I couldn't see her tongue but I had a pretty good idea what it was doing. I was a little bit jealous and a lot turned on, but that is a different story. This trip was about Tom and Jerry.
While we were having dinner, Jerry wanted to know about the couple from the pool.
I told him, "He's good looking. He reminded me of an underwear model, all tan and muscular, but let's not go there, not this weekend.
"Could be the perfect setup. What did she look like?"
"She's very pretty, and lively, with a great body. Why?"
"Maybe I could do her while Mr. Muscles does you."
If I told Jerry my suspicions about Katie it would probably turn him on even more. I just answered, "Let's just deal with Tom this weekend."
He nodded in agreement, not really understanding why I was saying it.
***
We decided not to have sex before we got with Tom. I lay in bed trying to sleep. Much as I wanted to think about Tom, visions of Steven filled my head. I pictured myself lying on the bed, spreading my legs as he moved between them. Lust for my body consumed him. He pinned me to the bed with those strong arms and moved his erection closer to my vagina. I knew he needed to fuck me. I could almost feel it sliding in followed by slow, gentle movements, the tempo increasing until he was thrusting wildly into me. My hand stayed busy between my legs that night until I fell asleep.
The next morning while we drank coffee, my cell phone rang. I could see it was Tom. "Good morning mister," I said.
"Good morning to you beautiful. Make it into town okay?"
"I'm sitting here, sipping coffee, right next door."
"Is Jerry with you?"
"Yes."
"And he's okay with ahh ... things?"
"Oh yeah."
"When am I going to see you?" he asked.
"How about four o'clock, our place?"
"Okay," he said nervously. "If you are sure it will work?"
"I think I can squeeze you in." The pun was intended but I'm not sure Tom got it.
"Four it is. See you then.
I disconnected and lay the phone on the table, a smile on my face.
"How did it go with him?" Jerry asked.
"He seemed nervous, but he's ready for it, I'm sure."
"It's not every day a young, beautiful woman propositions a guy like him."
"Maybe we should wait for Robbie," I said whimsically.
Jerry had a scared look about him. "We can't back out on Tom, not now. Who knows what he might say to my aunt?"
"Okay, you brought the condoms, right?"
"Oh, shit. I'll be right back."
"Pick up some wine and whatever else you think we may need. Snacks would be nice."
"Okay."
I felt a sense of relief once Jerry was gone. The pressure was off. I still wasn't sure getting together with Tom was the right thing to do. Was I losing my nerve? Maybe. But then, this was Jerry's aunt's condo. Rumors were likely to get back to her. How would it be when we saw her again if she knew what we did in her bed? Or being in the pool with Katie and Steven if they knew what I did? Tom may have been a bad idea. What to do now?
As the hour of Tom's arrival drew near, I still wasn't sure what to do. Jerry returned from the store excited. He was ready, sitting on the sofa fiddling with his camera.
"I'm going to get a shower. No pictures, okay?" I said.
"I know, I'm just nervous," Jerry said.
"That makes two of us. We can still cancel."
"I don't know. We should just do it," Jerry added.
"All right, maybe a shortened version."
"What does that mean?"
"I don't know. I'll figure that out as we go."
***
A knock came a few minutes before four. I answered it wearing shorts and a tank top. I opened the door. Tom was standing there with a sheepish look on his face. I sat him down on the sofa and asked him what he would like to drink. He asked for a beer. Jerry jumped up and hurried to the kitchen. I sat across from Tom.
