It's been three long years since I'd touched your face and here you are next to me again and I almost can't believe it.
"Can we meet, I really need to see you," the message blinked. Was I really going to do this. "I have dreams about you and I can't stop thinking about you," it melted my heart and it opened up again. The thought of facing her and speaking to her had me scared. It's as if my body froze. How would I do it again. How would I manage it all. I almost felt paralyzed with fear. But I believed in it. I believed it could and left it on the universe to make it happen for me. And it did.
The wife had to travel urgently abroad and I was going to be alone for 2 weeks. This was my time to make it happen. I told Katie I don't know how long I can make it out but let's meet. She said " even if it's 10 minutes it's fine." I just need to see you."
Since I couldn't drive she picked me up from the end of my lane. It was 10 pm and the roads were empty. She said she knew a place where we could talk alone and no one would know we were there. It was 10 minutes away and close to her house. An abandoned road. Dark and desolate. This would be the perfect place.
While I was quite during the ride, I held her hand and I felt my soul alive again. She made me feel alive 3 years ago. And I felt it again today.
She parked the car and didn't turn on the lights. We reclined the seats back and turned towards each other.
"It's been a long time but feels like nothing has changed," I couldn't agree more. My heart was racing. I felt like I was going to pass out or throw up. Her face kept me in focus.
She was beautiful. There was no one I'd ever been attracted to as much as her. She was perfect to me in every way. She was dressed in a navy summer dress. Thin straps and a wide neck. A bit of cleavage. Mid thigh. Sexy but classy.
"My dreams have been non stop. Of us together. In a bed waking up together. Having dinner together. Spending our life together." she said. That sounded wonderful but also scared me. Dare I even think of such a life again.
"I've missed you so much as she leaned in to give me a hug. The scent of her hair. The touch of her skin. They were electrifying. Tantalizing. I held her petite body close to me. It not only stirred up my heart but also I felt it in my pants. She never needed to do much to get me going.
The hug felt endless. "I love you. I don't how to go on without you. You're all that I want." She said with her voice cracking. "I love you too. I've missed you so much."
Can we sit in the back seat I asked. She agreed. I took her once again in my arms and held on tight. I moved closer towards her face. I needed to taste her again.
I parted her lips and gave her a deep passionate kiss. I felt her tongue on mine. Entwined and wild. I pulled her in closer. My hands deep in her hair. The kiss was electric. Wet. Hot. Hungry.