There were no witty words, no come-hither looks, no pick-up lines. There was only the contact, the mutual understanding, and the long car ride home.
I sat next to him in his brand new 2003 Jeep Wrangler, wondering why the sexiest man in the world had to have the car with a tiny engine and the worst acceleration rate ever. I shifted positions, trying to covertly study his profile as he concentrated on the road. There was no music; we needed no relaxation.
He had strong, chiseled features, angled sharply as if he had been cut straight from dark marble and was magically animated just to take me home. His face was framed by delicate and angelic wisps of hair colored like the rich dark chocolate bars of which I was so fond. It curled about his cheekbones, rather high for a male, but so exotic; as were his eyes: they were golden in hue, so deep and dreamy that I could dive right in and take a long swim. His lips were - well - masculine, if thatโs what lips can be described as, but all I knew is that I had to repress the urge to dive over the gear shaft and suck on his lower one in hopes that heโd pull over and make love to me right there.
No such luck, however. I hung onto my urges, though with a desperate and slipping grip.
We turned corners like mad men, and I could even hear the squeal of tires once, though I doubted it was from us. He wasnโt driving all that fast, and I knew it was because he wanted to make me insane. I writhed and shivered in that seat, feeling the intense heat of passion building up inside me. No man had ever instilled within me the dark and burning need to mesh, and my stomach fluttered curiously at the thought. In all reality, who was this man?
We met in bar; I wonโt give the specifics. But it was over a dry martini that I realized he would take me home that night, and I saw the knowing glint in his own eyes. He would give me what I want, something that I had never had before, and in return Iโd be his forever for the taking. For once in my life I lost my independent streak and melted helplessly into his front seat.
Finally, just when I was beginning to imagine that I would perish from want before we arrived at his house, he pulled up into a drive and came to a halt, swiftly pulling his key from the engine. He sat there for a moment, his strong fingers flexing about the steering wheel. I could see his knuckles alternating from white to red to flesh tone, and I imagined those firm hands fondling my breasts, the rough palms dragging across my sensitive nipples. As if on cue, they rose to greet the world through my tight white tank top. I needed him, and by the fierce determined look in his eyes, he needed me too.
I slipped out of the car and landed on the pavement wobbly-kneed, clinging to the door for support as I tried to stable myself. He shut his door and circled around behind the Jeep to grasp me gently by the elbow and usher me into his house.