AUTHOR'S NOTE: The good news is that we're fast approaching the conclusion of this story, so if you've followed from the beginning then I thank you. The bad news is that the sexy stuff is pretty much over. Rick's in serious trouble and I need work out how the fuck I'm going to get him out of this pickle. Or maybe I won't. We'll see...
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Chapter 14
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Innocent until proven guilty.
It's an admirable aim, but one that is fraught with contradictions and difficulties. What exactly is 'innocence'? Or indeed 'guilt'? And who gets to judge? Officially the jury of course, but beyond that? The judge? The press, with their own political and commercial interests? Or maybe the public, watching with wicked glee as the scandal unfolds?
And where, precisely, does 'truth fit into it all? One person's lie could be another's misunderstanding, or delusion, or simply 'alternate truth'.
For me, it was perhaps more a question of scale. Had I been living a life of debauchery? Absolutely. Immorality? Quite probably. Predatory? In all honesty, I couldn't say. I'm sure that most of us believe we are in the right, but in truth, I suppose these things are for others to judge.
They marched me in front of a magistrate. I was formally charged and bailed. The duty solicitor I'd been allocated suggested I go straight home and stay put. He said he'd drop by in a few days to get started on the case.
They were everywhere. Photographers and reporters outside the court. Paparazzi hanging around the apartment (how the hell did they get my address!) I made the local radio news, then the national, then the papers. And after a couple of days I had a new moniker: The Massage Molester. It would have been funny if it didn't represent the end of my life.
Reporters were buzzing the door wanting to ask questions and after a while I disconnected it, so I almost missed her.
"Peek-a-boo! I know you're in there," said the message that slid under the door. "It's Vanessa and I have pizza." My heart fluttered for a moment.
"Just for the record, I don't believe a word of it," she said as she strode in, carrying bags of groceries and a large pizza box. She dumped them in the kitchen and turned, looking around the apartment.
"Could do with a bit of Kondo," she grinned.
"They trashed it. I couldn't be bothered to tidy up."
"Understandable. No phone?"
"They took it away," I said simply. "I should probably get another one."
She paused and looked at me for a moment. "Need a hug?"
"Fuck, yes," I replied. We cuddled and I sobbed a bit, trying to explain.
"Shush," she whispered. "No need. I know who you are, Rick Rollins. All the crap in the papers is bollocks."
We opened wine and devoured the pizza. I think I must have talked a lot. I was probably mumbling incoherently but she listened patiently. I explained about all my ladies and she just nodded.
"I know," she said. "I'm not stupid. And besides, I recommended you to at least three friends of mine."
"Yes, of course." I suddenly remembered my 'client notes' with horror.
"I've probably got a lot of married women into trouble."
Vanessa paused. "Actually," she purred. "I was one of the first people the Police called. I managed to get to Jenny, Fiona and Maya and warn them. Between us we've pieced most of it together. Everybody knows everybody in this town." She laughed. "Probably haven't warned all of them, mind. I suspect there are going to be a lot of suspicious husbands out there."
Fuck. I hadn't even thought about them. Dozens of men that probably want to skin me alive.
"And I've arranged a proper barrister to take your case. He's good, one of the best."
***
We met at his chambers. He was a tall guy, rather imposing I thought. I vaguely recognised him from somewhere.
"Anthony Winterbottom," he boomed, shaking my hand. "But please call me Tony."
"Oh," I gulped. The memory crashed into my head. Jenny's husband! "Er, I'm not sure if I can really afford..."
"All covered. You have a generous benefactor."
"Oh, OK. What I meant was, I'm not sure if it's appropri..."
"Because you've been fucking my wife?" said Tony. I just stood there with my jaw open and flushed.
Tony motioned me to sit and I dropped into a chair.
"Yes, I was pissed off when she told me," he started. "And I'll be honest, I'm not your biggest fan right now. But since that massage course, she's been a different woman. Relaxed, carefree, passionate, full of life..." He dropped to a whisper. "...and bloody good in the bedroom!"
I was lost for words.
"I'm putting that down to your influence." I wondered if he knew about Ruth, but I wasn't going to go there.
"Not that I'm going to thank you or anything," he continued. "But Jenny begged me to help and I believe in justice, so if you're willing to be candid, I'll do everything I can."
I was gobsmacked.
***
"It's going to be tough," said Tony a few hours later. "Essentially your word against hers. These cases can go either way but with your, well, career choice, we'll need to work hard and smart to convince a jury."
So I'm screwed then, I thought. Appropriate and fitting, given that very sordid career choice.
It was three months before the case came to court. Three months with little to do, no income and very little hope. Tony said they were liaising with the prosecution and looking at the evidence. He'd interviewed Miss Brown and yes, she was, indeed, a high class escort. He was looking at ways of getting that into the defence.
Vanessa popped in from time to time and kept me topped up with supplies, but I soon burned through my savings, finally accepting that I wasn't going to be able to pay the rent much longer. Might be better off in jail, I thought to myself. At least I'll have a roof over my head. I bit the bullet and called my landlady.
"You're paid up," she said. "At least until the end of the trial. You have some friends out there." Probably Vanessa, I mused. Again. I thanked her for not kicking me out.
"It sounds like there are quite a few people on your side," she said. "But I have to be honest Rick, whatever happens in court, I need to think about my reputation. Tenants won't rent from me if they think I'm harbouring, er, well, you know..." She petered out and my heart sank a little.
"Sure," I said sullenly. "Totally understand. The way things are looking I'll probably have full board and lodgings after the trial anyway - at Her Majesty's Pleasure."
***
The courtroom was a cavernous space, filled with wood panelling, a multitude of desks, computers, clerks, ushers and countless reporters.
The gallery was also packed. As they brought me in, I glanced around and spotted a few faces. One or two of my ladies (although mostly the single ones). Probably a few angry husbands too, I thought. One lone figure that sent a sliver of hope through my body: Vanessa. Perched in the corner alone, composed and attentive. What an amazing woman, I thought.
The first couple of days of the trial belonged to the prosecution. To be honest, I'd pretty much given up any hope. They opened with a Police officer. She was presumably the one who had first handled Emmy's complaint. I finally heard her side of the story, albeit told through a formal Police report. It was eerily truthful. And complete bullshit!
Miss Brown had been invited to Mr Rollins' home, where she understood he offered services of a sexual nature. She initially thought she was paying for a massage and 'happy ending' which she believed would involve manual relief. It all sounded so clinical. I was flushing with embarrassment at every revelation.
Miss Brown had not consented to any form of intimate sexual contact (what the fuck?!) but Mr Rollins had climbed on top of her naked. She had clearly said "no" when he initially suggested sex. I was struggling to believe my ears. This was complete poppycock.
After the incident, Miss Brown had gone straight to the Police to report it and a full medical examination had been conducted. DNA extracted from the semen sample matched Mr Rollins' DNA.
It all sounded so damning. My heart just sank and sank.
The court took a short recess and I huddled with Tony in the side room kept for the defendant.
"Try not to worry," he said plainly. "We'll have our time. A lot of this is going to feel awful but I'll do what I can to mitigate the evidence."
"She's lying through her teeth."
"Technically, she hasn't said anything. It's just a Police report. And unless she testifies we can't compel her to speak. As I said before, it's your word against hers."
"Do I have to testify?" I asked, dreading the idea.
"Absolutely not!" he replied. "The prosecution can't compel you and, for us, it's a last resort only. Let's see how it goes."
They introduced several witnesses that I recognised, including some of my ladies. I was devastated and heartbroken. Mandy Clay's gardener confirmed I had been a regular visitor at the Clay household. Then Mandy herself was called. The prosecution asked her if she had ever had sex with me. I could see that she was struggling, but she had no choice but to confirm. Yes. How often? Weekly. Did I specifically ask for consent on each occasion? Not always, no. Several ridiculous questions that implied the exact opposite of what actually took place. Then it was Tony's turn to cross examine.
"Mrs Clay, at any point in your relationship with Mr Rollins did you ever consider that you were paying for sex?"
Mandy smiled at me briefly. I sensed that perhaps she was on my side after all.
"Never," she said smartly and clearly. "I only ever paid for a massage. And a very good one!" There were sniggers from the court.
The judge reprimanded her. "Please just answer with facts, Mrs Clay."
"And do you believe that you consented to sex on each occasion that it took place?" Tony continued.
"Absolutely! Sorry, I mean yes," she said, but she was grinning widely.
I was wondering where hubby was in all this. Tony continued.
"Is it true that you were recently diagnosed with a long term medical condition?"