The man I've become blossomed from pain. Every day seems to be a lesson about myself. One of the experiences was rather... unexpected. After the fact, a bond formed that never truly left. Those long nights as the noise died down, they were always there. Two dear friends... and soon two very dear loves. Our first time, while the fondest, taught me that I couldn't deny what I craved. Both sides of love and passion.
It had been three years since we had seen each other. When I happened to be in town, my first call went straight to Amy. Out of the pair, she was feisty, demanding, and a perfectionist. Privately, she could be sweet, caring, and warm. The conversation began lukewarm then simmered. Hearing that I would come around made her tone change. Though I couldn't see her, a smile slowly crept onto her face. An ember in my stomach grew at that thought.
"Have you called Nathan?"
"Not yet... I wanted to tell you first."
"Hmm. Why me?"
A blush was on my face when I answered, "I adore Nathan, though always confide in you first. You knew that."
She laughed at this. "I do... But hearing you say it makes me shiver."
"I can tell."
"You've been shivering since I picked up your call."
"How can I not be? Seeing you two has that effect."
"Go call him. Let me know what time we're meeting and when."
"Yes ma'am."
A soft whimper barely registered in the receiver as we said goodbye. Amy stood reserved when you couldn't see her. Normally up until you could have her close. As soon as I hit the call button, a call came in from Nathan. I couldn't hide the smile on my lips as I swiped to answer.
"Hey Nate."
"Saw your post. Are you here already?"
"Uh huh. Just hit the button to call you when yours lit up my screen."
I could tell his smile was as wide as mine when answering, "So... you have any plans other than working?"
"Well, I was thinking of meeting with you and Amy. If you would want to."
"Are you kidding? You know me Travis. I can clear a day up for you and Amy."
"She said to let her know the details after I talked with you."
"Mm seems you planned to see us no matter what."
A warm rush came from my neck. "Even if I was late for something."
"Such a sweet boy aren't you?"
Damn it... He likely heard that pant in my voice as he bit my lip.
"Come on Nate... Don't do that now."
"You tease me all the time. It's only fair to make you nervous."
"You're gonna pay for that."
"I look forward to it, Travis." he teased with a chuckle.
"Want to meet at the usual bar?"
"Actually... how about a nice place?"
"Nathan, it's fine. You know you don't have to."
"I insist. Amy and I want to make you feel welcome."
"I already do."
Hearing that gulp from him told me he was as antsy as I was at that moment. There had been playful tension but that's all. How things felt between either of them... it was clear it crossed to something more serious.
"Good. I can fix things for tomorrow at 7. Less people at night and the best booths are open."
"I'd like that."
"I like doing good things for you and Amy."
"We both appreciate it sweetie."
"Get some sleep then."
Before I could hang up, I sighed and stopped him.
"Nate?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I hear you?"
Sometimes, it was a game of teasing. Right now, the game is trying not to go crazy.
"I want to. Really bad."
I sighed, biting my lip. "But we don't want to leave Amy out."
"She's probably just as tense."
"Right... then I hope tomorrow comes fast."
"Sweet dreams handsome."
"Wet dreams to you too."
When we could finally hang up, my hands shook and my pants were stretched out to the point they scraped when I barely moved. Unbuttoning my pants, I took a few minutes to breathe. I hadn't even touched them yet and I couldn't help... this feeling.
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Sleeping that night proved difficult. Not until I couldn't take it and started to grind against a pillow. Even after cumming twice, I was still rock solid. Either I hadn't been jerking off enough... or I couldn't stop thinking of what their hands might feel like. Cleaning up, I was sound asleep until my phone rang. Amy? This early? Picking up, she sounded like she hadn't slept.
"Hello?"
"Afternoon there sleepyhead."
"Says the one that hasn't slept yet."
"Hmm. Is it that obvious?"
"Yes."
"Anywho. I have a surprise for you."
"Oh yeah?"
Without saying another word, there was a knock on the door. No way. But how?
"Amy?"
"The door isn't gonna open itself Trav. Let me in."
Hanging up, I walked over and turned the knob to open the door. The bigger surprise was Amy AND Nathan being there... My heart started racing so much that I couldn't register anything they said at first. When I snapped back, I could move and picked Amy up for a hug. Feeling her against me was a rush, more so as she seemed to tighten her grip. Looking over at Nate, he smiled ear to ear as one of my arms went around him too.
Holding my head to his neck, we stood in the doorway for a few minutes, just hugging each other without a word. His scent was relaxing, being a warm musk as I heard his heartbeat. Adjusting Amy in my arms, the smell of her wrapped around me all the same. A sweetness that lived in my head all the time. When we could snap out of it, I invited them inside and closed the door.
Once I entered the main room, their eyes were on me. I had forgotten I slept in just my shorts. Smirking a bit, my face was still red.
"You caught me while waking me up." I admitted, rubbing my neck.
"Heh that's fine for us." Nate teased, glancing over at Amy with a smile. "You still look good."
"Definitely." Amy said sweetly, eyes looking me over.
"You two look hungry." I chuckled. "Do you want me to cook something?"
Amy stood up from where she was sitting, walking over to me as she rested her head on my shoulder. From behind, Nate wrapped his arms around my waist, one hand rubbing the flat of my stomach.
"Maybe," he muttered.
"But first... how about we indulge?" she whispered, eyes looking up at me.
"In what?" I managed to say, heart pounding against her hand on my chest.
I swore that Nathan's breath at my ear was imaginary, until a soft nip made me realize it wasn't. He whispered softly into my ear.
"Each other... We've... missed you."
"B-both of you?"
Amy kept my eyes, nodding at me. "Both of us..."
When the words could register, she stood on her tiptoes, pressing a kiss to my lips. Groaning softly, I kissed back, pressing harder the more every feeling sank in. Pulling away, I turned my head to kiss Nathan, who hungrily accepted. I could have melted from the affection, more so as Amy's hands gently traced along the lines of my body. No matter how I tried to relax myself, my body didn't hide how I felt.
The whimpers in my lips likely made them smile at each other, making Nate pull away and look at my eyes.
"We... wanted to show you," he said, gently stroking my cheek ", how much we care."
My eyes flashed to Amy, who stood close again to kiss my lips. "We trust you a lot. So we thought you would want to stay with us."
"Stay here?"
"In our dynamic," he said.
Amy nodded as she held my face, "If you want time to think about it, that's okay. The offer would still be there."
"I want to."
They glanced at each other, shocked but not able to hide their excitement.