Austere American nationalism dominated the cramped office space. Red, white, and blue flags hung on the walls, Golden Eagles looked on, posted upon tall poles. There were framed pictures of Royal columns packed with U. S. Soldiers in grimacing formation... The state-sponsored iron and control was endless.
The agitated woman sitting behind her desk in that office pressed her auto-voice sleeve. "Yes Inspector," a subordinate said, "Notify all individuals wishing to reach me that I am unavailable, and I'll be gone on business of state affairs. The only people you may give clearance to are emergency requestors and higher ups."
"I'll see to that Inspector." "Hail the 50 states!", the Inspector barked. "Hail the 50 states, Inspector." The 36-year-old Inspector wore a black leather skirt, military hat, and a cleavage revealing leather blouse. An American flag was embroidered on her hat and chest area.
She slung a long hosed leg over, standing in conservative heels to retrieve the file. Her hawk, perceptive blue eyes enlarged at the pupil. This was the accused Libertine's file. Taking a calm hand -- a sole personal hand of pleasure, the excited Inspector unbraided her shoulder length jet black hair. The new state demanded restrained mandates for human lusts, but all alone even the pretty agent of this cause and delighted in disgust of debauched past times.
The files she breathlessly opened contained the infamous memoir of the last capitalist voluptuary, who was now on trial for his life. She was in charge of analyzing his rich sensual writing; compiling details and proof of his overall offenses to not only commit perversions, but incite a return to free speech, free market decadence.
She fingered his original draft, scanning titles and chapters written in the light carnal artistic sweeps. This man obviously derived deep gratification from exposing seditious raw linguistic mediums. He dripped ink for his parched voyeur, yet its resonating trace hinted the slanting scribe of exhibition.
The answer exhibitionism of one's existence... coming across a chapter entitled "2012, Dead Democracy Done Classical Carnal," the curious Inspector paused. Her perfect nail underlined his poetic title twice. 2012 was 30 years ago!
America had been the devious Babylon opening her scalding crotch to a portrait of wealthy amorality. America's old government was overthrown, assaulted; rigid uniformity replaced it! Freedom of speech, press....opposition by any method, met a cruel fate. With this in mind, (imagine the libertine criminal shot) the Inspector began reading his text.
... Dearest Freedom loving soul absorbing me -- reading the many shades making up one's frontier. Let this malicious memoir ring rude intellectual bells. Allow its extra verbs a place to sow liberal gardens without ceilings. Give hedonistic water to these seeds until the funky vault of space kisses unbound intimations.
One day every freedom you hold sacred will be under attack! You're roaming, untamed difference from Third World countries underneath oppressive dictatorships can disappear, leaving only the limp conformist phallus. This is the brazen brimstone of our Constitution, a motivation by prurient protest...
I entitled this chapter true to the theme of protest, because music and the sexual sword proclaimed an eventful testament. I was abroad as a guest in France. My friends, a notorious artist who lives in the hillside castle, invited me for a theatrical soirΓ©e. It wasn't unusual to spot other artists, models, writers, paranoid psychologists, and many other freethinkers strolling about his castle.
The night I'll sketch (too abstract in tendril raised sensations to proudly flatter) happened during prime autumn. Pleasant fires cracked cozy warmth into vast halls and ballrooms. The Gothic stone fit grim contemplative marble columns blending in languishing solitary character.
We sipped elderly wine, spoke liberally on dulcet subjects, letting our sober intoxicated eyes linger on avant-garde wardrobes accentuating erogenous enchantment. I found myself studying each room by an aroused curious saunter, pausing at a high window to frame forests and cobblestoned paths, or mull over painting galleries.
During a stop at the banquet gathering, I met a woman whose presence pulled me. She emanated that stellar hook sinking into nuanced gravity, bleeding out sexual energy fields until recognizing seers advanced.
Recognition ushered me forward. She turned around just as I paused behind her, setting aside plump grapes on her steel plate. "Oh," she said, giving me her dark brown eyes. These eyes of hers "knew" me instantly, they searched, intelligently found... my heart beat time still.
Her black hair fell straight, curving close to pale milk cheeks. Her statement came out as a repetitive "o" from thin petal pink lips. "That sounds more expecting rather than newly acquainted," I said. "No, we've never met, but it is the perfect conditioning of events to meet someone novel yet familiar. What's your name?"
I told her my name. "And yours?" Popping a grape between those pink lips, she smiled. "Names defer. There's more meaning in mystery." I liked her evasive logic, her cleavage slanting dress -- ruffled black fabric against soft powder skin.
A well proportioned figure took a bare legged path down to closed toe black heels. The kind of erotically sophisticated high heels queens wore teasing peasants, baring only foot tops and arches.
Her height put her eyes on a level at my mouth, as if to reach high enough upon my stature to glean insight directly out my speaking signals. Every time I licked my lips I saw her peek. There were others around us, but our glue like gravity sectioned them off.
We were alone -- held by each other's metaphysical company like twin planets straddling the others black hole. The nameless woman drank dainty intakes of wine from her flute glass. "What do you do?", she asked, concealing her eagerness to put the pieces together.
"I am more done I'm afraid, but that also is a paradox, an aesthetic outlook. When I look outside, and being a writer, I do what brings eternal passion... I'm happy doing what eats at me with an exotic set of teeth. I noticed a spike in her heat upon hearing my revelation.
She put a manicured but not painted fingertip to her lips. "When there's proper cause, a psychologist should assume; however, it's an improper assumption that leads me to believe your writing might include a lot of sensual agony." "Thinking outside confined codes has its merit. You're right Mrs. Psychologist, the thrust of my art is very sensually outspoken, if not outright Lucipharian. Knowing the host of this ravishing castle, is it fair to say you're not here on a normal -- that you're not a normal, usual, regular practitioner of psychology?" "True enough," she answered.
"Tell us more." "Well, let's just say after spending a decade or more in my field I began to interpret consciousness through the lens of universal occult." "A decade. How can that be when you look 24?"
She smiled at my flattery, gracing me with the straight white teeth before going on. "It can be as it looks and far greater than what it flaunts. By opening up my screen I've invited a fresh complex psychic connection into ordinary empirical experience. You can call it a Lucipherian chapter."
All of a sudden, like an obligated cloudy paroxysm, she became distant. The strongest effect of this distance made my core feel as if a plug had been pulled. "I apologize for being short or disrespectful... not timely... I -- there's other things I'm here to do, so if you'll excuse me."
She started walking off, her heels clicking on 400-year-old stone. "Wait," I said keeping step, that chapter you spoke of, I want to write it. We -- "I know," she said mystically, "there is something between us. You are sublimation. I am an analyst. Between our beings is an energy like no other on earth... if we are meant to fit, you will find me. If you discover what joins -- you can claim me as you would write. I'll read your metaphor," she promised, in a lover's voice.
Struck silent, I watched her go as if she were a mere apparition. The way she spoke her last words left a twitching hardness in my pants. I didn't even know her name. I considered asking other guests if they knew her, but I decided it would offend my pride. Plus, she talked to no one else but me.
Women attempted to draw my cupid's arrow. They raised an eyebrow, switched their hips, or smiled like they would savor nibbling my balls. There were actually quite a few men who cast their line and hook also, but both sexes received mutual indifference from me. I'm sure I looked removed, which I was, pacing about head down.
Everyone present knew we were free to explore the many delights that lurked in the castle. My friend the host might pop-up anywhere himself, and in fact he was famous for tip-toeing around in robes and masks. He believed all rooms should be open, every door unlocked... one could expect anything materializing and spying.
Lost in burning ashes of the escapist woman I met, I soon found myself walking along an opulent, carpeted hall. The hall was lit by sconces on the walls where flames coiled soundless. She was a torch in the middle of a sΓ©ance, and in my darkness outside of her, I thoughtfully tried reviving her fire.
How clandestine discovery whispered, what shady tempting outline metaphor described in the furnace of my mind's mental mass. I almost stumbled on them, but the giddy coaching of the painter gave them away. He was naked, except for a red wizard hat; paint marks on his upper body.
Near him, on the floor, a naked blonde in yellow satin heels knelt giving a mouth-fuck to a muscular Italian wearing a gladiator helmet. He was well hung, thick, and held a red pitchfork in one hand, the blonde's hair in the other.
The painter, who was erect himself, furiously brushed their fornication on his handheld canvas. He captured the blonde's blow job, bulging cheeks stretching to coalesce with the blooming head of the gladiator's python... golden, violently fisted hair, prostrate knees.
I kept moving and they didn't stop to acknowledge their audience. Maybe I was only a chimera, a character, living by the gothic whim of a mad writer. "It can claim me as you would write... I'll read your metaphor." Her words came alive again, sounding vowing, like a presumptuous garble.