It was raining heavily. The roof rattled with the force of the downpour. The night seemed to be darker probably because of the rain. My husband, fresh from jail, was noisily rummaging in the chest of drawers in the bedroom and cursing. He stank of drink.
"Where are my transfer forms for the Karandi plot?" He staggered drunkenly towards me. "I need to transfer it from those greedy Nyoike people, or they may sell it to someone else."
"I thought you had done so before they took you away?" I tried to bring the most important matter to the fore. The normal procedure after buying a plot was to lodge the transfer forms with the Land board so that the title deed could be issued in the new owner's name.
"Stop asking irrelevant questions! You must have taken them from the drawer." It was clear that he was bent on violence.
He teetered towards me with his hand raised in a threatening attitude. I ducked to the left of the dining table but still he came towards me. What had happened to him in jail, I wondered. He had never been violent, but now he looked set to cause me actual bodily harm. He staggered on, tripping over a corner of the carpet. Not quite believing that he could hit me I slowed slightly just at the moment he took a lunge at me. Before I could quite get away, his nails came in contact with the sleeve of my dress and grazing the skin of my upper arm.
Now I knew for sure that either jail or whatever he had been drinking had changed him into someone I didn't yet know. I was at the far end from the entrance looking longingly at the door, when he slipped and landed heavily on the carpet. I waited not a moment longer. I dashed around the table and was out of the door in a trice. I quickly locked it with the key which had been hanging on the inside and dashed outside looking in every direction for help.
"Help me!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. The rain pelted the roofs ahead of me. I ran on down the slight slope hoping I would not slip in the mud and fall, hurting myself. I saw a shape faintly ahead of me. "Help!" I shouted again. I could now see it was someone under an umbrella.
I caught up with them and a man's voice said warily, "What is the matter, lady?" Despite being on his guard his voice also communicated concern.
"My husband..." I panted as I slowed alongside him.
"Has he hit you?"
"He surely would have, if I had not been faster than he. Thank God for his being drunk!"
"Come in," he said pleasantly. We had come to the locked door of a cottage sitting by itself. When he opened the door, I was shocked to recognise the teacher who had severally talked to me in a way to suggest he wanted to sleep with me. Now it seemed luck was on his side, as I had nowhere else to go for tonight. My misfortune had turned out to be his profit.
I turned back the way we had come and saw no escape. I had no choice but to enter the maw of this house, now to me more of a prison. I was convinced its owner was bent on having his way with me in my misfortune.
"Please take a seat while I get these wet clothes off me. Then I can warm some food for us. Is that OK?"
Of course it was nowhere near OK, but what choice did I have at that hour? "Yes," I replied with trembling lip, trying to gather my flimsy nightdress about me to cover more of my legs. He saw that and came back to the sitting room with a light blanket.
"Here, put this around you. You could catch your death of cold." His voice was so kind and concerned that I began to believe he would not force himself on me, despite his being at such a huge advantage. I fought to bring my breathing back to normal.
I have no idea how long he took to put on fresh, warm clothes but he came back and went straight into what I took for the kitchen. Soon smells of food wafted to my nostrils telling me the food had been cooked the previous night. I missed the fresh meal I had made for supper, now aborted.