She was standing by the bar.
Elbows rested on the wooden bar-top, she gazed at the inverted bottles hanging across from her, with the tacky strip-lighting illuminating her shoulder length dark brown hair (which I had the overpowering urge to run my fingers through) and the ceiling fan making her hair wisp up at the ends like it was coursing with a quiet electricity.
I slowly looked her over from where I sat, across from her. My heart stopped several times, I'm sure. For being as short as she was (I'd say around 5"5) she had long legs, which were subtly curving up into a pleasing.. how can I put this succinctly.. 'peach,' which was covered by one of those short, punk-ish little tartan skirts. A white shirt, with some sort of tie-dyed looking painting emblazoned on its front, was hung across her frame. She was pretty, with deep brown eyes, and a mouth that you hoped would any second tilt up into a smile. She was nice to look at, to say the least.
I had noticed her maybe twice earlier, passing through from door to door like a curious tourist, but this time she stayed. I couldn't see why. There was nobody by the bar (at least nobody younger than 30), and the bartender didn't have the most accommodating of faces. Yet there she was.
She glanced at me.
I gave a quick smile. I felt awkward. I was dressed in these skinny black jeans, and this black turtle-neck. I looked like a cat-burglar. But she didn't seem to mind, if the open eyed, smiling look she gave me was anything to go by. I quickly necked my Captain Morgan's and coke and walked over. The bar was nice and sparsely populated, and the music was quiet (a strokes song, if you must know). I guess I couldn't have asked for a better setting, but I still felt awkward.
I ordered another Captain Morgan's and coke, though it was Morgan's 'spiced' this time (I was feeling fruity), and she followed the bartender and I throughout with her pretty little eyes. I went to pull out a barstool from the other end of the bar, as they had been grouped together over there very unsociably as there were none where we were standing.
..'do you want a stool?' I asked in an overly questioning voice.
'sure'
In my eyes this was going great. I have to say I've never been the chat-up type, but you know, special circumstances here. I brought the stools over, and placed one by where I was standing, and one to the left of it, strategically closer to my barstool than she was standing. I sat down, as did she.
I spoke up.
'So.. an art fan huh?' I said, looking at her t-shirt.
'Not really,' she innocently replied, 'it was a gift'
'Oh. You look like an art type'
She looked slightly confused.
'How so?'
'Well you have short hair, which I've always seen as a sign of independent thought'
She smiled, like I had looked straight through her.
'I'm Tanya,' she said, still smiling, 'I'm a writer'
The relief, i thought, oh the relief! Here we go.
'Nice to meet you, Tanya, I'm Paul. See, knew it, artsy! Had anything published?' I said, with an intrigued look on my face.
'No, not yet, I'm just a creative writing student at the college next door'
Ah, that's why she was walking through earlier. I suppose it was a shortcut.
'Cool'
'Not really, the guidelines we get are so rigid'
And so the conversation began. We talked for a long time. From student life, to films, to comics, to philosophy (or the lack of how much we knew about it), to our families. I had bought her three drinks before we started giving each other looks.
'So' she said 'Do you live around here?'
I wasn't sure whether this was innocent or not.
'Yeah, just down the road on Peel street. Opposite Blockbuster?'
'Oh, I know the place, my parents don't live far from there, it's where I'm staying until I can find somewhere'
Now you know where she lives, I thought to myself. Its stalker-esque thoughts like that that keep me single.
'Cool'
'Well I had better be getting back' she said.
I panicked. Had I said something wrong? She had only been here maybe forty minutes, was she too drunk? Was I coming on too strong?
Wait, I said to myself, she lives right near you, don't you get it?
'So..,' I said, 'want me to walk you home?'
She had a big smile, and she blinked while tilting her head slightly and pushing her empty glass toward the bar.
'I'd like that,' she replied.
The roads were nice and quiet (I think the football was on) and the air was nice and cool. The sky was jet black, but yet so bright in its sleek darkness that the starlight seemed to overpower the street-lights. It was nice.
We walked, my arm linked with hers very gentlemanly, and made light conversation as we went, punctuated by the sounds of the cars that passed.
We reached my house, which was three streets from her parents' house.
'Would you like me to walk you the rest of the way?,' I asked.
She looked undecided. 'Well,' she said, 'I don't mind walking the rest of the way'
I didn't know how to reply. 'um, alright,' I said, 'maybe see you later'
'Yeah, um, sure..' she said, speaking quickly, like she was making room in the air for me to say whatever it was I was supposed to say.
'Bye then'
'Bye'
She started walking up the street toward the main road. No way, I thought to myself, I did not just let that perfect girl walk away. I took another look at her walking. Yep, i thought, seems that you did. I felt the warmth of her company slip away. She turned as she was walking. I nervously smiled. She smiled politely, then turned back again. She was maybe 15 feet away now. You have to think fast. Say something! Anything! Throw something at her, for Christ's sake, whatever gets her attention! Go! Now! GO!!
"VANILLA SKY!!'
She turned.
There was a short silence.