The games we play, Marc and I.......married but not to each other. Old lovers and old friends, after a long time apart we found each other once more. Now he is my teacher and I am an eager pupil.
I have done things for him I never thought I could or would. He loves it when I come for him and I am only too happy to oblige wherever and however he sees fit. He gives me tasks to do, like this one β to publish a story here for you so you can read about the games we play. This is only one of the many tasks I have completed since we got back in touch over 2 years ago.
Our story starts over 16 years ago, 18 and fresh from college I went for an interview at a local solicitors firm. I got the job and turned up tentatively on my first day, in my new suit, excited about the challenges ahead. I was introduced to everyone but my eyes were drawn to the most beautiful man I'd ever seen, I couldn't take my eyes off him. He had long blond hair and strong shoulders, small black wristbands taking away the conservativeness of his smart shirt and trousers hinting at his unconventionalism.
One of my first jobs was to go around delivering the post to other solicitor's offices in the town centre and I couldn't believe it when it was Marc that was to take me round. The conversation was stilted at first. I couldn't form words as my heart was constantly in my mouth. This carried on for a few days and the conversation got easier. He was so easy to be around and we had quite a lot in common, the same music tastes etc. We started sharing the bus journey home of an evening having a laugh with his friend Richard who also worked at the firm.
I was in a relationship at the time and my dreams about him on a night of which I woke up sweating and damp, made me feel guilty but that soon dispersed when I walked in on a morning and he'd smile his gorgeous smile at me.
The flirting started soon after on our walks around the town......he'd ask me what underwear I liked while grinning his cheeky grin at me that made me instantly wet. One part of the journey we had to travel to the office in a small lift, usually we were silent, pensive even in the small confined space.
I'd be imagining what it would be like to kiss his soft full lips and feel his hands on my body. He never made any move on me physically.....I wasn't surprised what the hell would this gorgeous man see in me!! He flirted with all the girls in the office and believe me there were some stunners.
Anyway....one night it was my turn to work late and I was filing in the office when I heard two familiar voices. It was Richard and Marc, I thought they'd just popped in to gloat as they were going out on the razz and I was stuck at work! To my surprise Marc came round and said they'd come to take me out for a drink. In utter amazement I managed to agree and they waited for me to finish.
The 3 of us went out for drinks and had a really good time, Richard was a prat really and usually never realised most people were laughing at him and not with him but deep down he was a good guy.
Marc had a more sarcastic, dry, intelligent humour which just added extra points to my perfect man list. My head raced with the possibilities why they'd come and asked me out hoping that I wasn't the focus of Richard's attentions.....Marc and I were flirting but he kept his distance, I put it down to him knowing I was already attached.
After a really good night out we all walked to the taxi office. Richard went inside and Marc and I stayed outside and I can see him even now in my mind's eye leant up against the window, one leg bent, foot rested on the window in his tight jeans and trainer boots and green and white "pacer" shirt which we all took the mickey out of but I don't know anyone else who could actually pull it off and still look sexy.
I suddenly got this almighty urge to kiss him, dutch courage I suppose provided by the few beers I'd had. I didn't really care if he didn't kiss me back or pushed me away, just a few seconds would have lasted me a lifetime. So I moved in closer and gently pressed my lips against his, my eyes closed waiting for him to pull back. He didn't so I gently, slowly traced my tongue around his soft lips....."the Elizabeth kiss" was how he later described it to me. He never pulled away but grabbed me closer and kissed me with a passion that took my breath away. Even to this day no one has ever kissed me like he did.
Needless to say I ended my relationship and Marc and I had about 8 months together and I loved him with every inch of my being. It was awkward as we both still lived with our parents, Marc had left the office soon after to start a degree course in graphic design and we didn't have much cash. I used to go to his house and be in total awe of some of his creations, he had such talented hands both in and out of the bedroom. He'd often cycle to my house and we'd snatch time together and we once had the most memorable, although drunken, sex in a car wash!
Anyway it didn't work out between us and we went our separate ways, we stayed in touch at first still having sex occasionally but then both moved on to other relationships and eventually Marc moved out of town after he graduated and he used to write to me.
We met up again briefly about 5 years later and as soon as I saw him the old feelings came flooding back, he hadn't changed one bit. We flirted and spoke about old times but really, deep down, I just wanted to touch him, kiss him, fuck him. We parted again and lost touch after that getting on with our respective lives, although through the years I'd thought of him often.