Sandi soon resolved her opinions, two courses of action, i.e., she could continue to face her situation alone, each day, as her torments became more unbearable or she could address the demons that possessed her and in so doing possibly overcome them. Before the night was over, she had opted to face her torment. She reasoned that the only other participant in this situation was Sam. Perhaps Sam could help her...talk to her. After talking, she reasoned, the lust and passion would disappear and she would be relieved of her torment. The plan appeared sound and she went over it again carefully. Sam appeared to be a gentleman and she was pretty sure that she need not fear his physical harm.
As she reviewed her plan yet again, she realized that Sam may have been experiencing the same problems and that when they came together they might succumb to their lustful passions. A sense of fear came over her at the thought and she lay considering it for some time. "I can always say no," she reasoned. "What if I don't want to say no? The consequences of taking a lover outside of marriage were grave." she reasoned. "Well, the consequences of leaving the issues unresolved were becoming grave too...," she thought. She knew that she could only play it one step at a time and make each decision as it arose...
It was before 9:00 am. when Sandi picked up the phone book and looked up Sam ****'s name and address. It was right there on Old Farm βRoad - "114220 Old Farm Road," she noted. After checking the house to insure that she was alone with the telephone, she dialed Sam's number. "Rinnnnng!"
"Why doesn't he answer?"
"Rinnnng!"
"Damn, What if he isn't home?" she thought. On the third ring her resolve was slipping and as she prepared to hang up Sam's voice responded, "Hello, this is Sam"
"This is Sandi ####, you remember the woman in the pizza parlor?" she said. Sam responded that he did as Sandi continued, "I've got to see you."
"Where?" asked Sam. "Well, it's got to be someplace where I can't be seen by anybody..." She said before Sam broke in with, "Come to my place. Drive in the driveway past the front door to the rear to where you can't be seen. I'll be waiting." It was agreed that she'd feed her kids an early lunch and have the baby sitter there at 12:30. She would be there around 1:00.
The rest of the morning passed quickly for Sam. He cleaned his house, washed dishes, dressed to casual perfection and waited. At noon he ate a light lunch and sat quietly trying to calm his nerves. He was not experienced in matters of this type and although he expected nothing more than a visit, he hoped for much more. The chance for adult companionship and pleasant company excited him...
If the morning passed quickly for Sam it flew by for Sandi. She contemplated what might transpire in the afternoon. While she expected to talk out her problems to another adult and while there was a strong attraction there... she expected casual conversation - nothing more! On the other hand, the possibility of a sexual encounter was a real possibility. "No, she would not permit it," she said to herself.
As Sandi prepared for their meeting she may have been consciously preparing for an afternoon of adult conversation but sub consciously, somewhere deep within her, she was preparing for something more... She bathed carefully and prepared her body as she applied body lotions and perfume. She had combed her hair times to bring out it's natural luster and applied a few light cosmetics before dressing in a revealing summer dress. When she left he house, she was ready.
At 12:58 Sam heard the sound of tires on gravel as the big van pulled into it's assigned location behind his house on Old Ranch Road. He checked his attire once before going to the back door to greet his guest. As she approached the entrance he stood in the open door and appraised the woman who was approaching him. He liked what he saw.
Sandi walked from her van towards the open door where Sam stood, looking very nice, she thought. "Yes, very nice!" she continued as she felt the first tremors of arousal. "Damn," she said silently. She faltered briefly as her mind conjured a vision of him astride her in a sexual encounter... I was only a flash but it un-nerved her for the meeting ahead. "Thanks for seeing me. I have a problem." she said as she approached Sam
Once inside Sam was a gracious host and saw her comfortably seated before offering her something to drink. "A Coke or a 7-up perhaps," he said. "Perhaps something a little stronger," she replied thinking that she needed to relax for the situation that lay before them. "Gin and tonic perhaps?" Sam said. "That would be great!" she replied.
The conversations started awkwardly at first; then, became easier and more intimate as the effects of the gin and tonic were felt. They talked openly with Sandi explaining her situation and Sam using reflective and directive questions to explore her situation. As he did so, Sam began to expose his own feelings and together they compared feelings. Soon they began to laugh and the torments of the past few days were placated.