The Face of Innocence Hides a Dirty Mind
My girlfriend and I had been together a couple of years and thought we had probed each others dirty minds until recently, all helped along by a couple of pages Iâd ripped out from a magazine and thought were hidden and these sordid thoughts put into reality more recently by a chance meeting with a woman in France.
Her parents, being from Guyana in South America had given her a wonderful natural tan and raven wavy hair with a gorgeous face and great body just right for stockings, suspenders and slinky lingerie. What makes me smile is that, under that innocent smile that fools every one else is a dirty mind and it even surprised me not too long ago.
Through some silly worries of losing a beautiful woman like this to someone else, my thoughts naturally turned to what it would be like of her with another man and without wanting to, I slowly started to enjoy those sordid dark trysts in my private hours. Racked with guilt I couldnât bring myself to share these sordid ideas and suffered alone.
What a relief it was when I read an article in a famous menâs magazine sent in by another man who was guilty over having the same fantasies about his beautiful wife and what surprised me more is that the story editor replied that it was âa common wanking fantasyâ as she put it and continued with a story of her own in the same vein, later adding that he should show the article to his wife as it might turn her on.
I tore the article out and kept it in my briefcase under some papers to read through when I wanted a wanking fantasy of my own and dared not show it to my girlfriend as I was sure she would go crazy and didnât think I loved her anymore. There were times when I felt, in those loving moments we shared that I could tell her but it was just too much.
Imagine my panic when I opened my briefcase and found that the article was not hidden under the papers where I put them but was left on top. I said nothing out of guilt and a couple of weeks later my girlfriend said almost in passing âoh, I wanted some writing paper and found some blank sheets in your briefcase. I hope you donât mind.â How could I say no, and pretended that my mind was elsewhere when I replied.
Later that evening, when we were having a particularly sweaty love making session with her on top, snaking her hips more than usual, she lent forward and said playfully âso, you like the thought of me with another man, eh?â and when I tried to fake innocence, she replied âoh donât worry. I found that story you tore out from the magazine, in your case and I must admit I was upset and cried at first but now I find that I think about it all the timeâ she said with such enthusiasm, her pretty face lighting up.
I did try to put her mind at rest about it not being about love or relationships but just about physical, hot and sweaty fucking when she put her fingers softly over my mouth and said âdonât worry darling, I do understand! Weâll just have to find someone for me to do it with, thatâs all.â For a while after that we would teach each other about whether men I or she knew were suitable but nothing happened in reality.
We had planned a nice quiet romantic weekend trip to Paris, France and were both sitting down at one of those pavement cafes taking in the atmosphere we had only seen on television and were just relaxing when two women approached us and the older one said âmay we join you for a little while?â We agreed and the older woman said that she noticed we were very much in love and heard us chatting. The younger woman said she was also from England and was working the odd weekend for the older woman. With the chat of âclientsâ and the extra attention my girlfriend was getting and being told that âshe was very beautiful and would be very successful with their clientsâ it didnât take much working out what that business was. It also seemed that a lot of the women had boyfriends or husbands who knew of there whereabouts.