I looked through my tapes, looking for his approval.
"We can watch Clueless, you want to?" I asked him.
"We saw that five years ago, dear," he said, a grin on his face. I thought he had forgotten. Then I remembered, this man never forgets anything.
I smiled back, and continued to look through the movies.
He saw one peaking out of the stack, and said, "What's that? Is that porn?"
I turned red.
"Yeah." I didn't want to say anything else. I had an extensive collection of porn, but I didn't want him to know about it. Chicks weren't supposed to have porn, anyway.
"Pop it in, let's watch some porn." I stared at him.
"What are you looking at? Let's go!"
He was my ex-boyfriend. THE ex-boyfriend. The one that got away, if you will. We had gotten together for old times sake, and somehow, after a nice quiet dinner of reminiscing and giggling, we ended up at my apartment. I thought he'd leave after he walked me back to my door, but he asked if he could come in.
Which wouldn't have been such a big deal if I didn't have a boyfriend.
But I was trying to ignore that small little fact.
So here we were, going through my movies, ready to settle in to a night of movie watching. I wasn't counting on having a showing of my porn collection.
I might add that when we first dated, neither of us had much sexual experience. Everything was brand new for us, and we didn't go very far. I had always wondered what he'd be like with a little more experience under his belt.
I popped in my favorite, "College Sorority Babes," and sat in a chair across the room from him. I knew what porn did to me, and if I could help it, I didn't want to be near him.
Soon, the show started. Two girls were studying in their dorm, and one of them closes her books and slowly starts stripping for her roommate. Her roommate, no longer able to fight it, closes her books and starts nibbling on her friend's nipples. It's all very slutty and yet sexy at the same time.
"Why don't you come sit over here," he said. It was less like a question and more like a command.
I obeyed, like the little puppy I was.
The girls on-screen started kissing and fondling and exploring, and I was getting turned on. The fact that he was sitting right next to me almost made me orgasm right there.
He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back, nervously.
When the girls started getting the vibrator out, he turned to me and caressed my face. I tried to talk, but he kissed me instead.