This is my entry for the
Literotica Winter Holidays Story Contest 2024
. If you like it, please vote!
That would mean a great deal to me!! Thank you for reading!!!
This story is fiction, and you are welcome to imagine the characters as you wish but
all characters are 18 summers old or older
and are happy with the events.
As with my other Stand Alone or One Off stories, there is an intro, 'Who Am I?' but no concluding 'For those who like closure.' There is also a 'If anyone wonders' where I try to address some things that I think might come up in comments, but it might generate more! But you can skip all of those if you are in a hurry, or don't care.
Note:-
this happens in the UK about 3000 to 2300 BC (BCE) so facts are not at all definitive.
Corrections and extra zing provided by
Freya Gersemi
. Read her story "Here Cums Santa's Cock" for further festive reading.
This is an origin story about Father Christmas, who is not at all the same as Santa Claus. See 'If anyone wonders' as to why.
Who Am I?
My name is Kyndra, fifth child of my mother, Idelisa, who is an old woman at forty-eight summers and who bore eleven babies. But only my youngest brother, Vaughn, her eighth, and I have made it to adulthood. She is now a widow in my father's house and my brother, wife and child live there. I have been the wife of Wynne, a fine man of twenty-nine summers, for two summers, having been joined late.
The Full Moon
I approached The Druid's Hall. The Hall where the married men met each new moon, to hear what the village chief had to say, what the great chieftain had commanded and to make decisions based on the advice of The Druid. It was also a place for men to get merry and to return to their houses to make children.
It was not a place for women to come at the rise of the full moon bearing a large white cheese, but that is what The Druid had commanded my man, Wynne, to get me to do. As I looked north and west, I saw the moon light up the tops of the hills where the first snows lay undisturbed. The houses all have ivy, red berried holly boughs and sprigs of mistletoe over their doors to scare Cailleach's winter spirits that it is spring and so stop them from entering. Yesterday's still frost lies in hollows and places where the sun god Llaw had not chased it away.
I was nervous for numerous reasons. I am twenty-four summers old and a wife of two summers, but I have not given my husband a son, or any child, and I feared being sent back to my father's house as barren. Wynne was not happy that I had failed him, like his previous wife, who he sent away before her third summer. Also, he was unsettled by The Druid's command that he send his wife, that being me, Kyndra, to the hall at the rise of the full Moon.
But The Druid had knowledge of healing and possibly at the great henge, on the plain to the south, he had learnt something new. Or he would release me from my life of failure, leaving Wynne free to take another as his wife. So, with both hope and fear, I knocked on the doors of the hall to answer the summons that had come nine days before. Unlike our houses which were guarded by ivy, holly and mistletoe, these doors were also guarded by boughs of red berried yew, the most powerful symbol of life, death, healing and dark Winter rituals.
Winter's Dying Sun
I had pulled out the truckle bed that I would use for the next seven days and moved it to the wall away from our marriage bed. I had felt myself sickening for the last five days since the moon had started to grow. I had hoped it meant that my stomach would also grow, a blessing from Arianrhod, the moon goddess, but this morning I was disappointed as the sun god, Llaw, cursed me.
When my Wynne saw the bed, he gave me a dark look. "Again Kyndra, again?"
I bowed my head. "I'm sorry, my love." And he just harrumphed, he may have said more but then there were three knocks of a staff on the door. It could mean only one thing. The Druid had finally returned. The whole village had been expecting him for five days, but until a few days ago, but it had been cloudy with snow that still lay on the hills to the north and west. I wondered which robe he would be wearing? I looked at Wynne and he nodded to me to go to the door, with my shame plain sight for The Druid to see. It seemed like, apart from the moon, all was dying.
My father had died last spring, when life was supposed to be renewed. Now, the trees were dead, all bare and lifeless. The Sun was dying as the light grew less and the cold grabbed the land. My life with Wynne was dying with every new moon that my belly didn't swell. Two new moons ago, our village had built a great fire to scare the spirit, Cailleach, with the burning of an effigy of her, and to show to Lugh that we were still here and needing his blessing. We then reduced the number of animals to our breeding stock and prepared the other meats for salting or smoking or both. It was a busy time. Unlike most others, we still had a significant number of pigs as they were required for our Druid to take to the winter feast at the great henge that lies two days walk to the south.
As I approached the door I wondered, red or white, the fire of new life or the shroud of death. He had been away at the henge on the great plain for the ritual of the passing of the year, when my father's spirit will have passed to the next world. The Druid's acolyte had carried his bones to the site along with others for that ceremony. The ceremonies would have been at the new stones, the long path, and feasting village. My Wynne had gone this year between sowing and harvest to help with the erecting of the stones, so he had told me about it.
I wondered, red or white - red we could stay and live - white we would stay and die under the eternal snows. Old people tell how their ancestors followed the sun, but we are pinned to the landscape, like the new stones. Pinned by our houses, our livestock, our harvest and our Druids. We will die or live with the sun. I might prefer death than the shame of being sent to my father's home as barren, like my husband's last wife had been.
I unbarred and opened the door, keeping my eyes to the floor as befitting a woman and I saw white! My breath caught in my throat and I glanced up in fear! But it was The Druid's acolyte, a young man who's name had been taken from him when he couldn't say it or hear it. He was as many summers as Linelle, the wife of my brother, Vaughn. I dropped my head again. A second robe and I saw white and felt a hand on my head. "Blessing on you, Kyndra. Look into my face."
I raised my head and saw the white was just the ermine trim to the full-length red robe. The red robe. They would live, but could I take the shame of living? I looked up into The Druid's kindly face with his short beard sprinkled with signs of grey, and he smiled at me. And then he walked to my husband. "Wynne. You two have done well this year. As have the whole village and the great chief's lands." He said scanning where the hams and similar were hung from the rafters with care. That location keeping them safe from the rats and the smoke keeping them safe from the flies.
They knew that he could tell how many pigs that represented, not that he didn't already know, and Wynne had contributed many to the holy feast and the summer works. The Druid and Wynne sat at the two benches on either side of their table and as they started to speak, I went to get the things I had prepared for this hour.
As I got things ready, I thought that it had been a good year for the whole village, even the whole family of our great chieftain and travelling merchants said it had been good everywhere they had been. Wynne was very good at rearing pigs, and we didn't keep cattle or sheep, trading meat for milk, and wool. Our crops had been bountiful as had our flax.
Except for one thing.