I love men. I love giving pleasure to men, and I love receiving pleasure too but sometimes it brings me such joy to focus only on the giving.
I am powerfully attracted to a man who I can sense is a giving person, who will treat his partner with kind respect. And the thing I love best is to see a man, especially a giving man, lose control. Not angry or crazy. Just lost in my stimulating attentions, so he forgets about any obligation to me, trusts me then forgets about me, so I am only a dream, and I can overwhelm his whole consciousness with pleasure. And once he has surrendered, when I see him so helplessly aroused and entranced... Oh! How this arouses me, so I want to give him even more, everything and more.
I prefer small parties where I might meet this special type of man. He is rare, so I always patiently wait. The man I seek has no particular look or age. If he is beautiful inside he is beautiful outside and I want to be his friend.
I am a dancer, and I love to dance for friends in my own special dancing costumes I design myself. Some are demure, some risqué. One has a dancer's leotard top, with its skirt fashioned from satin ribbons, with nothing under the ribbons. When I move, the ribbons flow freely this way and that, opening randomly around my hips and thighs.
It might surprise you to hear that I am shy by nature, and discreet. But when I meet a special nice man and I want to encourage him, I want to help him relax and let himself feel vulnerable, and so I want to dance for him in my ribbon dress. I cannot hide in this dress, and I hope if he sees that I am shy but showing myself, he will open himself too and he will let me arouse him, stimulate him, carry him into a world of pleasure.
The night before last I met a charming quiet man, at a small party of friends. He was shy but we had a nice conversation, and so after dinner when everyone was leaving, I asked him if he would spend more time with me because the night was young. He seemed surprised. His eyes shone and he said a warm Yes! We walked to my house, and I made us drinks, and then I took his hand and led him into my bedroom. I had on a cocktail dress but I wanted to wear my ribbon dress for him. I asked if he minded if I changed and he said not at all. I offered him a seat in my upholstered slipper chair, a special narrow low chair with no arms but a high back. I like this chair because when a man sits in this chair, it is very easy for a woman to sit in his lap, in different ways.
I went into my dressing room to change. I came out in my ribbon dress, and he said that it looked very pretty. I blushed. I asked if he would like me to do a dance and I hoped he would say yes because this would make me feel more comfortable, more energetic, less self-conscious. He said yes, please. So I put on my favorite music. And as always, my dancing magically overcame my shyness. I started moving, the ribbons swishing from my waist, my breasts swaying, barely constrained by the skimpy top.
His eyes were riveted on me, opened wide, and soon he looked warm. Now was the time to help him understand that nothing would be expected of him, that he was on the receiving end and that he could completely relax. I danced close to him and asked if I could sit in his lap. Oh, yes! he said. So I stepped up close, parted my legs wide enough to straddle him, the ribbons opening, and slowly I lowered myself onto his lap.
Now his eyes were on my breasts, nipples peeking over the low neckline of my silk top. I gently lifted his chin, looked into his eyes and told him that I get my pleasure from watching a man truly overcome with desire, arousal, and release, and so please leave everything to me, everything. He took a deep breath and leaned back. Since there were no armrests on the slipper chair he wasn't quite sure where to put his hands. I helped him by lifting them and placing them over my breasts, guiding them to feel my firm softness and erect nipples. I reached forward close to his face, slowly removed his tie, and unbuttoned his shirt. I stood, and danced again, watching him watch me, and after a little while I asked if I could come back into his lap. He reached to me and held my hips to bring me closer, and he leaned forward, seeming to want his mouth on my breasts. "Let me..." I whispered, and pressed him back against the chair, and again straddled his lap, and he watched me slip my leotard straps off my shoulders to let the top fall around my waist, fully baring my breasts.
As he stared, I raised my arms to let my hair down. Then, leaning over him, I tickled his face with my erect nipples, and his lips opened and I guided my nipple into his mouth for him to suck, as I began rotating my hips in a figure eight pattern on his lap, back-and-forth, not too fast, not too slow, and felt his energy building. He began to moan, while he sucked and licked and nipped at my nipples. Watching him, I was becoming wet. His eyes were closed, with a look of bliss and fulfillment on his face as he sucked. I whispered, "I love your sucking, please don't stop."