I noticed it at my very first appointment. The Dr. had a figure that wouldn't quit. I filled out the new patient form, but couldn't keep my mind off her chest. When she called me back to a patient room for my initial interview, I struggled to keep my mind on her questions. Then she read me the "all manipulations and procedures in this practice are non-sexual" statement and had me sign the consent form.
Now, multiple visits and erotic dreams later, I was in an exam room on my back on the table. She was at my head with her hands under my neck gently feeling my vertebrae. Every visit was the same. We would go back into a room alone and she would close the door. Then she would say, "We are alone here and no one will come in. You may tell me anything about your condition and it will be confidential. No one will know about it except us." I knew she was referring to my health condition, but my mind always jumped to suppressed sexual cravings - mine for her.
She always wore standard civilian clothes; none of this white smock business. And, of course, her silky blouses could scarcely contain her chest. She usually wore loose-fitting pants with a fine crease and no cuffs, and almost always half heels that clicked when she walked. Today was no exception.
She usually had multiple patients going, too. She would begin a procedure and leave the room momentarily to check on and administer to other patients. She had just returned from one of those absences and was sitting at the end of the table working on my neck.
"This is going to take some time so bear with me. I've told my other patients I would be away for a while," she told me.
"Perfect!" I thought.
She was sitting on her stool and so close to me, that in her manipulations she would occasionally, unintentionally brush her breasts against the top of my head. So firm, yet soft. I was imagining them struggling to be released from captivity. I was getting hard. I had been thinking about it and I decided to try it.
"Sandy?" I asked.
"Yes, what is it? Did I touch a sore spot?" she replied.
"No," I said with slight hesitation. "Not that."
"Well, what is it?" she asked. "You can tell me anything. I'm your doctor."
That was exactly what I wanted to hear.
"Sandy, will you take off your blouse?"
There, I said it.
"Excuse me?" she replied.
"I said, 'Will you take off your blouse?' "
"You know I can't do that. Everything here is non -"
"I know it's not sexual," I interrupted. "I don't want it to be," I tried to lie convincingly. "It's just that you are so beautiful and have such a killer body...I just want to see more of it."
"No, I can't -" she started to say. I noticed she had stopped manipulating my neck.
"Yes, you can," I interrupted again. "Just do it. We're all alone and no one will know. We're not going to have sex or anything, for crying out loud. Just unbutton your blouse and take it off."
"Well, uh..."
I had her thinking about it.
"Go ahead. Take it off," I encouraged. "Unbutton it and take it off."
She removed her hands from my neck and I heard a rustling sound. Then silence.
"Is it off?" I asked.
"Yes, but..." was the answer.
"Give it to me," I demanded.
She lifted it up over me; I reached for it, took it from her, and laid it on my chest. The scent of her body from her warm blouse wafted over me. I breathed deeply and got harder.
"O.K., keep going," I said.
"What?"
"You were manipulating my neck. Keep going," I reminded her.
"Oh, yeah," she replied, now clearly distracted.
After just a short time she said, "O.K. I have to move to the side."
I heard the stool roll back. She got up. Click, click, click. Three steps and she was beside me. I looked up and there they were, staring me in the face.
"You're beautiful," I complimented her.
"Let me feel over here," she said as she ignored me and reached over to the far side of my neck. That brought her breasts even closer to my face.
I could smell the heat from her tits.
She lifted my head up slightly and my face brushed her breasts. "Oh, sorry," she quickly said and let my head back down. "I just had to feel that one section."
"It's O.K.," I responded. "Everything is non-sexual, right?"
"Yes, of course," she agreed.
But I had other things on my mind.
Then she said, "I need to examine your x-ray again." She moved away toward the side cabinet where my file lay. She opened the file, got out the x-ray photo, went over to the wall, inserted it into the viewer, and began studying it. I got off the table, walked over, and stood behind her. A glance over her shoulder told her I was there.
"What do you see?" I asked.
"See that right there?" she pointed to the x-ray.
"Yes," I said not paying any attention to the picture.
"Well, that's a common problem that can be corrected. I just had to see -" She stopped.
I had taken her arms and moved them up so her hands were on the wall on either side of the x-ray viewer.
"Sandy," I said calmly and in a commanding voice. "Keep your hands on the wall. I'm going to take off your bra."
"No, you can't!" she protested, but she kept her hands on the wall.
"Yes, we can," I explained using the collective pronoun "we" to let her know we were in this together.
"You're not ashamed, are you?"
"No, of course not" she replied tentatively.
"No one will know except us, right?" I asked reaffirming our confidentiality.
"Yes, that's right," she said, now resigned to the fact that I was going to see her breasts.