My attraction to her had started as soon as we met. My wife introduced her new friend and I was startled to notice that it was not just my mouth saying āHello!ā There was just something about her that drew me to her. She did not have a modelās figure, but I just wanted to dive in and swim around in those gorgeous blue eyes.
We are about the same age, and are both happily married. It seemed that the attraction I felt to her was mutual, and whenever we meet we cannot help but flirting with one another. There had been a number of occasions when I realised I had been motionless, staring and lusting after her, and I was sure it hadnāt gone unnoticed by the others in the room. What could I do though? I was powerless.
My fantasies of being with Trish were regular and lingering. To make matters worse I would often have the same fantasy repeating over and over several times in a day, and simply have to go and release the tension by masturbating in some quiet spot.
About a month ago I had a very vivid fantasy of kissing her deeply and laying her back onto a sofa to lick her to orgasm. It was so clear I was rock- hard, and woke startled. I remained hard for hours that morning, despite masturbating to remove the tension. I just could not shake the feeling that it had been real.
The trouble with the whole scenario is obvious. I am happily married. I donāt want to enter a relationship with Trish. We are friends. Uncomfortable friends, as we both sense the sexual tension and attraction between us. Nevertheless if we could get past that we would be great friends. Neither of us wants to lose our spouse and families though, and so the spiral of sexual tension and lust continues to batter our defences. Is it only a matter of time?
Easter. Perfect weather here for going camping. We have checked all of our camping gear and the kids are buzzing with excitement. We canāt wait. The preparation and excitement have been a great way to put my lust for Trish out of my mind. Until I see her.
I havenāt seen her for nearly 2 weeks. The fantasy has remained. Her back arched, legs draped over the front of the sofa. My face buried between her legs. The delicious aroma of her pussy exhilarating my senses. The imagined gasps as she orgasms. Now as we meet our friends before heading off it all rushes back in the blink of an eye and stops me in my tracks.
Keep moving. Must keep moving.
With a great deal of willpower and a little help from the kids yelling and giggling I shake out of the fog of lust and we continue to pack up for our trip. I know now that this is going to be a tough few days camping. This camping trip could ruin my marriage. No, I could ruin my marriage. I canāt blame the trip. Forget it. Keep moving. Must keep moving.
I manage to keep up the faƧade as we head out to the agreed camping site and set up our tents. I stop myself from staring and fantasizing another few times as I help the others with their tents. We socialise and play a few games.
Trish loves to play games. She likes to win too. I am sure that part of this is a game to her and she is baiting the hook, waiting for a bite. She just may get it!
While the four of us are sitting at the table and the kids are running around, I once again feel her leg gently push against mine. This has happened on a few occasions, but today it gets a much deeper reaction than ever. My body sighs. I am not sure if it is audible, but the feeling is like one of being home. Knowing you belong. Knowing something was meant to be. I leave my leg there touching her. God I want her now. I canāt hear what the others are saying. I can only hear the moans and whimpers as my tongue brings her to orgasm in the fantasy replaying in my mind.
The others have noticed something is wrong now. I have to do something. I excuse myself and go for a walk. I try to sneak away so they donāt see the erection pushing at my shorts. Let me outta here!
I thought I got away clean and head over to walk around the bend along the creek in front of our campsite. A few moments later though I hear the crack of footsteps startle me out of my haze. It is her! Trish has come alone. I canāt believe it. Did they send her? Does she know?