Laura took a deep breath and let it out.
"Ok, "she said. "this isn't something that I have ever actually done, and I'm not sure I actually want to do it in real life, but when this kind of thing floats through my mind, it just turns me on. I've never told anyone because I know it will change their idea of me and probably put a label on me. So I guess I'm saying I'm really trusting you guys."
She was quiet for a minute picking at the label on her beer bottle with her thumbnail, not looking at anyone.
"It's ok." This came from Ben. "We all think you're cool and we won't change our minds because of a fantasy. We are all prepared to bare our secrets here and none of us want to be judged by them. It means a lot that you volunteered to go first." We all smiled in agreement.
She smiled back and took another deep breath. Her usual outgoing confidence returns as she begins her story.
"Ok, here goes...'
So I'm out on one of the Main Street bars, maybe Molly's so I can dance. I'm by myself and I'm a little tipsy, but not really drunk. I'm out there dancing, but that creepy guy is there, you know the one. So every time he tries to dance with me I leave the floor and get another drink. Then when the coast is clear, I go back out to dance.'
So one of the times I'm at the bar, there is this other girl next to me by herself too. She is watching the dance floor like I am and I ask her if she is waiting for the same creepy guy to leave the dance floor before she goes to dance and she laughs and says yes.'
So then we start talking. She is really cool and we like the same movies and even had some of the same professors. Then we see that the coast is clear. We leave our empty glasses and go to the dance floor. At first we are each doing our own thing but then we see the guy coming back and I just move closer to her. I nod in his direction and when she sees him, she moves closer to me, she dances with her back to my front like we are together so he stays away.'
So now we are laughing and grinding on each other and having fun. Then a really heavy bass song comes on and she just moves in closer to me and I put my hands on her hips, puling her closer yet and close my eyes. The music doesn't seem to have any words or context. I can just feel it moving the both of us. My mind is blank thanks to the rum and all I can feel is the beat of the music and her body pressed against mine. I am intoxicated by more than just the alcohol and endorphins.'
I suddenly realize I'm breathing heavy, not just from the dancing. At the same moment I realize she is too. I love the feel of her body. Not like a man's. It's softer, more gentle, but at the same time hotter. I mean there's just more heat, you know.'
I just want to feel the beauty and heat of her so I find my hands sliding up. I wand to feel the slopes and planes of her body. She's athletic so my hands slide straight up her soft sides to her firm ribs and then around to cup her soft breasts. The way the soft flesh fills my hands is so nice I want to cry. It feels so much like my own body, but so different at the same time.'
She arches her back pressing her ass into my throbbing crotch and her breasts into may hands harder. She reaches up and behind to grip my hair. She turns her head to expose her neck and pulls my face down to her. I inhale deeply. I can smell her perfume, but underneath is her own musky scent. I'm panting now with desire and then I taste. The saltiness of her flesh the slight almost peachy feeling of the tiny soft hairs on her neck.,
Her chest pushes up sharply into my hands as she gasps. I feel almost hungry suddenly and I bite her neck and squeeze her breasts. I can feel the nipples hard under my palms so I pinch them. A slight cry comes from her throat and I open my eyes.'
'Did I hurt you?' I ask; suddenly coming back to myself.'
She turns around to face me and I can see my own hunger reflected in her eyes. She smiles and shakes her head. She leans in and whispers in my ear that she lives just two blocks away and do I want to get out of there with her. I don't even think about it, we just leave together.'
I walk with her back to her apartment. By the time we go inside and she flicks the light on, I am starting to be nervous. Being away from the music and out in the fresh air has cleared my head a little and I realize why we are here and that I've never done this with another woman before. She closes the door and turns to look at me. She smiles and steps close. She's shorter than me and so she has to look up at me.'
"You've never been with a woman, have you?" she asks me. I just shake my head. Before I can say anything she says, "If you want to change your mind, it's totally fine. I understand the heat of the moment might be a little lost, but I promise, if you stay and just relax into it, you will have an experience worth having." She smiles again and walks over to a computer at a desk in the corner. After a minute or two of clicking, she has some music on like what we were dancing to at the bar.