LXIII: I Want to Suck Your Cock
Blake
Blake could feel her nails digging into Liam's shoulders as she held him down. He hadn't tried to rise, but his suggestion had evoked a primal, visceral response within her that had managed to break through the haze in her mind that almost getting him off had created. Ironically, that made his suggestion even more valid.
Fuck that. He's mine, and I finally got him into my bed. He's not going
anywhere!
Blake tried to think of a less crazy-sounding way to say that.
"I am
not
wasting a night where I can be with you by having you sleep on the fucking couch."
That kind of worked. Blake didn't think it sounded too crazy, at least.
"I just--" she started again, then sighed.
You fucking need this.
I need something...his cock felt so fucking good against my ass
...she shivered just thinking about that.
But no sex. Not yet. I have to at least try to be good.
Blake drew herself up, meeting Liam's gaze again.
"I don't think we should have sex tonight," she said, forcing each word out with considerable effort, "But I want to suck your cock."
To Blake's surprise, Liam didn't react to that. No surprise, no eagerness, just...
Was he even listening?
"Liam?" She said, slowly, trying to project confidence despite the tiny fear of rejection that lay waiting to pounce in the back of her mind.
"What?" He said suddenly, shaking his head, blue eyes focusing on her, "Sorry, I didn't--"
Blake cut him off with a finger to the lips.
"I want to suck your cock."
Blake watched with satisfaction as Liam swallowed the lump in his throat. He licked his lips before he spoke, tongue brushing against her finger. Blake's pussy clenched at that as her mind conjured a list of much better uses for Liam's tongue. She withdrew it, however, not trusting herself to keep from slipping it between his lips.
"You--you want to--" Liam began.
"Suck your cock," Blake repeated, cutting him off again, "I still want, need, to make sure I follow my rules most of the way, but you've seen my shows, and--" she bit her lip for a moment before letting the words slip free, eyes focused on Liam's, "And I'm way too fucking horny from touching myself all day."
The desire in Liam's eyes burned even hotter, only making Blake's situation worse.
Shut up!
She told her pussy as it growled, hungry for Liam's cock,
I'm compromising for you, but I'm the one in control now!
"I don't think I'll be able to get off without touching you in some way," Blake continued, "And if I don't cum, I honestly might just wake you up in the middle of the night by climbing onto your cock."
She bit her lip again, gazing into Liam's eyes, then took a deep breath.
"Can I please put your cock in my mouth," she asked, voice breathy. She hadn't intended to sound that way, but it seemed to work, based on how Liam's cock twitched, moving the sheets.
Blake almost stopped there, holding back the words that came to mind.
Should I tell him? Or will it just make him think I am a slut?
This was Liam. He didn't think of her that way. He saw her, not just that one side of her.
Fuck it.
"I've been practicing," she said, "Taking it in my mouth, I mean."
A strangled noise escaped from Liam, and his cheeks turned red enough for the color to show even in the dim lighting.
"Can I?" Blake asked again as her pussy twitched.
Be patient, you little fuck.
Liam blinked a few times, then nodded, "Yeah. That--I mean..." He paused, clearing his throat, "I'd like that. Yes."
Blake grinned at that, pussy quivering in anticipation.
Fuck yes.
Her eyes traveled to where the covers hid his big, perfect cock.
I finally get to taste you.
Her eyes returned to Liam's.
I'm going to make you explode.
A thought came to mind of a show Blake had seen where a hot new employee had offered to suck the main character's cock until he passed out. That sounded fun.
I can save that for another time, though. I'd probably need to tie him up for that.
Thoughts like that did not help her current state of arousal.
"Can I touch you?"
Blake blinked at the question, taking a moment to process it as she gazed at Liam.
Fuck yes. Oh, fuck yes, please touch me. Squeeze my tits, bite my nipples, slip your fingers into my pussy, squeeze my ass. Touch me fucking anywhere.
"No."
Blake forced the word out reluctantly. She had to squeeze her eyes shut to do it, unable to look at Liam as she did so. She didn't want to see the disappointment on his face.
"No," she repeated, eyes still closed, unable to keep the whimper from her voice, "Not my pussy, at least. If you touch me there, and I have your cock in my mouth," she felt her heart start to pound in anticipation as she said the words, "I won't be able to keep myself from begging you for more."
She opened her eyes, gazing into Liam's. They still burned with desire.
For me. Fuck, he wants me.
Me!
Not just sex. How can I deny him?
"From begging you to fuck me."
The words just slipped out. She needed to be good. She wanted to be good. Yet at the same time, she wanted to give in to her impulses, to be consumed by that desire that burned behind Liam's eyes.
To Blake's surprise and great relief, Liam smiled.
"Your rules."
Fuck. Stupid perfect fucking fuck! Now I just want to fuck you more you idiot!
Blake wondered if Liam would still want her if he could hear her batshit crazy internal monologue.
"Uh, how do you want to do it?" Liam asked, cheeks still a bit red as his eyes finally left hers.
Oh fuck, that's adorable.
Even after all the sex he'd had with Marie, he could still get a little embarrassed by it. Blake hoped Liam never grew out of that.
"How do you want me to suck your cock, you mean?" Blake asked, confidence swelling a bit at Liam's nervousness.
"Uh, yeah."
I want to lay back with my head hanging off the bed or kneel down before you and have you grab my hair and fuck my face.
She didn't think Liam was ready for that, though.
And if he does that, there's no way I don't get so turned on that my pussy takes over and I fuck him until we both pass out.
Plus, this was mostly just to assuage her problem so that it didn't turn into something worse. It would mostly be for Liam. Though Blake knew she would enjoy it almost as much as he did, regardless. She licked her lips, pussy twitching as she thought about finally tasting not only his cock, but his cum.
"On your back," Blake said. She could hear how thick her voice was with lust. She wondered how that affected Liam.
Liam did as she said, turning over. He didn't remove the covers, however, and a large tent formed over his pelvis.
Oh fuck, yes.
Rising to her hands and knees, Blake crawled forward, closing the distance between them. Kneeling beside Liam, she glanced at his eyes again, then threw back the covers, turning her attention to his cock.
Fuck.
Blake had seen his cock's outline. She'd felt it pressed up against her. She'd seen it earlier tonight.
It still made her go slack-jawed.
Liam was big. Just big enough. Long enough to push her just a tad beyond comfort if she took it to the balls, but thick enough not to look like a noodle-dick. He was also completely shaved save for a few errant hairs here and there. It just made his cock look even more delicious.
Though it's a bit thicker than what I used for practice.
Blake was not the type to back down from a challenge, though. She hadn't lied when she'd told Liam she'd find a way to take his dick no matter how big it was. Even if it had ended up being as big around as a soup can.
Liam would just have to get used to having anal all the time.
That line of thought sent Blake's mind racing into kinky-ville. If a soup-can dick had been the case, she could see herself being into an anal-only situation, denying her pussy for Liam and only cumming from his massive cock fucking her ass.