I place a soft kiss against your forehead, against your fluttering eyelids. I'm trying to ground myself and confidently make this decision. I move my head to ghost my lips up your neck to hover in front of your mouth. I want to taste the remnants of the stout you drank earlier that lingers there. I take in a sharp breath and duck my head down to lay it against your shoulder, my nerves winning out. Our breaths are coming out in heaves as our chests rise and fall against each other.
I'm struggling to get my thoughts in order. I'm grappling with making this move and taking the proverbial bull by the horns and throwing caution to the wind. What if this is my only chance to kiss you? What if this is the first and last time I'll ever feel your lips against mine? What will happen Monday when we return to work? What will our friends say as they still sit in the booth we were just occupying. Universe forgive me.
I look up to meet your eyes, mine filled with trepidation and longing. I'm staring into you and I've never wished I could physically hear someone's thoughts more. Jesus why am I so nervous? My heart is thundering against the cage of my ribs and I can't hear anything apart from the roar of my blood rushing past my ears and the deep breaths you're taking as you stare back into me with wide eyes.
Before I can contemplate my inner dilemma any further you've grabbed and spun me so my back hits the wall that's now behind me with a hard thud. My head connects with the wood as you crash your mouth over mine. My lungs are robbed of oxygen as your tongue plunges past my lips. Your teeth catch against mine as you grab my jaw and hold it, forcing it to open up to you further as you tilt my head up forcing my lips fully against yours
I try to whimper but it's muffled against the heat that's suddenly overtaking me and against the hand you have placed around where my neck and jaw meet. I can feel my lungs vibrate with the need for air and it feels like I'm suffocating. My nerves are searing underneath my skin and all hesitation from earlier is obliterated. The only thing I'm struggling with is how I'm going to keep quiet as I let you fuck me up against this wall in this bar I'll probably never set foot in again.
You lean into me further and you're crushing me now. I'm sandwiched between two solid surfaces and I'd feel claustrophobic if the sudden sensation of your hard cock against my belly didn't flood into my mind. I can feel the heat coming off you and I'm desperate to find out which one of us is burning hotter right now. The onslaught of your body against mine feels like I'm being ripped apart by each swipe of your tongue into mine and each rock of your hips against me.
I want to escape from the almost painful pleasure that's growing between my thighs but you've forced your way to stand in-between my legs, one now propped up against your side. You still have one hand tight around my throat. The fingers of your other fist around the flesh of my leg and I wonder if I'll have bruises there. My dress rises to pool high against the seam of my thong as you run your hand forward until you're using my ass to cradle me against you.
My hips seek out relief from yours instinctively and we're breaking apart from our kiss as I moan and your thick grunt reverberates low in my pelvis. I'm aching for you to fill me and my thoughts lay in fragments. My mind is trying to decide if my body wants your fingers, your mouth or your cock to annihilate the lust you're creating within me. Fuck I need all three.
You rock into me before pulling back enough to slip your hand against me. I feel your fingers drench in the slickness there and I'm struggling not to cum just from this. Your hand around my throat tightens as the corner of your lips lift. Your eyes drink me in as you smirk down at me.
"Ready for me like such a good girl," you praise huskily, "ready for me to fuck you right here in this hallway."
My muscles clench harshly at the brashness of your words and at the fact that I'm more than ready for you to take me here. The way the gravel of your voice caresses each word you speak has me dripping further onto your fingers inside me. My nipples pebble and I try to rub them against the solid expanse of your chest. Jesus I need friction somewhere on my body. At this point all I can think is fuck anyone who happens to stumble across us in this seemingly deserted back area of the bar, they can watch the free show we put on for all I care.
"Unghhh Fuck," my hoarse voice moans past my parted lips as your thumb circles my clit in firm circles.
You withdraw you fingers halfway only to plunge them forwards again. You set a rhythm that makes me want to writhe where your body has me caged against the wall. I'm prone and at your mercy. All I can do is accept the pleasure you're igniting within me. The snap of your hand in rapid succession has my nails digging into the flesh of your arms, leaving crescents marking your skin.
I feel myself tightening already and this is going to be the quickest orgasm I've ever had. My lungs are burning as I'm chasing to catch my breath and the coil in the muscles of my stomach is almost painful. You intently watch the tension that begins to wash over my face as I wait for the pleasure to crest. I can feel myself hurdling towards it and as I'm about to crash into it you withdraw your hand from me completely.
I'm staring at you with what I'm sure reads as malice and my brain and my body are both in agreement we should kill you right here in this shadowy alcove. I'm fuming. Pissed would be an understatement and the stubborn part of me wants to stomp away from you petulantly. I don't know if you're edging me or fully denying me as part of our continued game from earlier but if I'm not cumming you're not either.
I'm two seconds from regretting my decision to allow this to whole thing to even happen and moving myself to walk away from you. This was so out of character for me but you only live once right. My attention is drawn back to you as you curtly chuckle before you trail your lips along my jaw to the shell of my ear. My defensiveness is short-lived as the words you grate out next replace it with humor-laced irritation.
"I thought you were planning on cumming not going."
I fight the impulse to roll my eyes. Even in the light of this moment as you try to settle my nerves I can see the danger that still lurks behind your eyes. We've worked together long enough to have shown me both sides of your coin and I've learned not to underestimate the power you hold. I know better then to assume I'm not the prey in this situation as you brush your thumb back and forth slowly over my bottom lip and I know you're sizing me up. You're wondering just how much bark is going to back up my bite and you're calling my bluff. I feel the air shift in the room again.
This is me submitting to you. This is me submitting to this. You and I have danced around this for days, for weeks. We've danced around this for months. It's been in the way we've interacted. It's been in the teasing remarks and too long glances. It's been in the tension that radiates between us as we work side by side. Both of us knew at some point this could become a reality.
You move to kiss me again and this time it's slow. You take your time discovering my mouth with your tongue and I start to feel the pulse from earlier return. It's weighted and stifling as you simply savor the taste of me. I feel your moan vibrate against my lips and it sends a jolt directly to my clit.
My breasts feel full and heavy and I'm not sure if I've voiced the ache that's there aloud because your free hand moves to cup my left and squeeze it. I buck in response and you angle your hips so the expanse of your dick swipes agonizingly over my clit. I suck in a sharp breath and I know I'm about to be fucked literally and metaphorically. How can it feel this good already and you haven't even entered me.