We are meeting for the first time, after weeks of stimulating online chats. He extends his hand to shake mine and smiles as he looks into my eyes. I feel an immediate jolt of electricity surge through my body as his warm hand connects with mine. I look away, afraid that he might sense my reaction. I feel shy, vulnerable, excited and nervous. I look back at him with a giggle, then immediately look away again. I feel as though he can see right through me. I look back at him again, only this time I am blushing. He is still smiling, looking into my eyes. I hold his hand for just a moment longer and tell him how nice it is to finally meet him.
The waitress seats us at a quiet table in the back corner of the dimly lit restaurant. We start talking, just idle chit chat, but I know that later on I won't be able to remember what we were talking about because the blood pumping through my veins is roaring in my ears. My heart is in my throat. Every time I look into his deep, brown eyes, feelings of intense desire wash over me in waves. There is a throbbing sensation in my lower abdomen and pelvis. I switch back and forth between looking into his eyes and watching his lips move as he speaks. I can see that he is very aware of my arousal. I am mesmerized. I want to lean over and kiss him. But I am immobilized by my shyness. We continue talking.
We leave the restaurant and walk out to his car. He opens the door for me and, like a gentleman, he waits until I am sitting comfortably before he closes the door and walks around to his side. He gets into the car and puts his key in the ignition.
"Wait!" I blurt out.
"What?" he asks. "What is it?"
I take a deep breath and say, "I want to kiss you."
"Why didn't you say so?" he replies with a seductive smile as he leans over, puts his hand behind my head, and pulls my mouth to his.
I gasp aloud when our lips touch. I am hungry. So hungry. I open my mouth to accept his tongue and our tongues entwine. I am making soft whimpering sounds. My body is so excited it almost feels painful. I ache.
After several long minutes of devouring one another's mouths and tongues, he pulls away and says, "We need to get out of here."
"Yes," I murmur. "Yes we do."
We drive around in silence looking for the nearest hotel. We eventually find a Motel 6, pull in and park the car. He turns to look at me. I think he is looking for a sign that this is what I really want. I reach out to hold his hand and I give it a warm squeeze. He flashes me a reassuring smile. With that we exit the car and walk towards the motel. Once inside the lobby I find myself looking everywhere but at him as he makes the arrangements for the room. Our room is on the first floor. I keep my eyes down as we walk towards our door. I am so excited but so nervous too. Once inside the room he quickly shuts the door and pushes me up against it, holding my hands above my head, flat against the door. A surprised gasp escapes my lips just before his mouth reaches mine. His kiss is more urgent this time. His tongue is probing deeper, moving faster. He sucks my bottom lip into his mouth and grinds his pelvis against mine, pushing me harder against the door. My breathing is coming faster. My entire body is trembling.
"Oh my God I want you," I say as he pulls away to look into my eyes.
"Well then come over here and get me," he teases with a playful grin as he quickly removes his jacket and tosses it onto the chair as he walks towards the bed.
"Come here," he beckons to me as he sits at the foot of the bed.
"Stop," he says just before I reach the edge of the bed. "Take off your coat."
I take off my coat and toss it onto the chair to join his. I turn to look at him, imploring him with my eyes to grant me the release I so desperately need. I start to move closer.
"Stop," he says again.
"Please," I whisper.
"Please what?" he asks.
"Just please..." I reply.
"Please what?" he asks with a firmer voice.
I take a deep shaky breath and quietly reply, "Please don't tease me too much. I am in agony. Make love to me."
"Oh I will," he softly replies, smiling broadly, looking deep into my dark green eyes, "I will. But first I need you to do something for me. Can you do something for me? Hmmm???"
"Yes," I whisper, my lips quivering, my hands trembling. "What is it?"
"I want you to...." he pauses for effect. "I want you to do exactly what I tell you to do, no questions asked. Can you do that for me?"
An involuntary sharp intake of breath. And my skin flushes hot. I am painstakingly aware of every sensation in my body. I am breathless. I am excited. I am nervous. I am vulnerable. I am helpless. I am his for the taking.
"Take off your blouse," he quietly commands, not taking his eyes away from mine for a second.
I fumble with the buttons. One by one I manage to undo them, but then I stop, looking away.
"Take it off," he commands with a little more force. "Take it off, and don't stop looking at me."
My face is flushed, hot, prickly, beet red. I feel as though I am about to jump out of my own skin. To look into his eyes means that he will know exactly what I am feeling. And he will become acutely aware of this primal energy erupting from deep inside of me and cursing through my body.
I take another deep breath and slip my blouse over my shoulders and down the length of my arms until I am just holding the sleeves in my hands.
He tells me to toss my blouse onto the chair and his eyes are burning holes through my skin. He can't take his eyes off of my breasts.
"So beautiful," he whispers. "Take it off. The bra. Show me those luscious breasts of yours."