The 3 of Us

Here we were in Chicago, my best friend Jimmy and me. Jobs and an apartment checked off our list. This was such a contrast from the dairy farms that we grew up on. As far as we were concerned it was the Gwen and Jimmy show and the rest of the city passed around us.

Jim was strikingly beautiful with a chiseled jaw. A light brown complexion with wavy black hair and hazel eyes. His body is muscular but lean, and 6 feet tall. I thought I was plain, 5'5", auburn hair, big blue eyes with long lashes, with ample breasts, and no curves elsewhere.

Our first big outing, after we settled in, was to the famous Boystown neighborhood, we found no shortage of bars for our pleasure. We were like animals, at the clubs between the alcohol, drugs, and sex. Especially the sex. We would laugh saying Jimmy's percentages for getting hit on or hook-ups were about 99.9% with men, while mine was at 49.9% to meet women. This first time at the clubs was no exception to those percentages. The guys were all over Jimmy.

When Jim would entertain his male friends, he'd leave his bedroom door ajar. I stood in the hall listening or peeking into his room. The sounds of moans, slurping, sucking, and whimpering made my blood rush through my body. Bodies in motion working in unison with pelvises, hips, and penises grinding or thrusting in/out over and over again. Men on all fours, asses in the air as Jimmy would fuck them hard and dirty. Sometimes he would be on his back, hand foundling his hard cock, a man entering his hole and pushing in with slow strokes. He knew I was watching because he was watching me too. It wasn't until I saw Jim's mouth swallow a guy's dick that I finally admitted to myself, I wanted to try that.

Jim's new steady boyfriend stopped by many times a week for the last few months. Sometimes they go out and sometimes they stay in. When the new boyfriend, Jeff, is around, Jim's bedroom door is always closed. Jeff and I see each other passing in the hallway or the lobby of our building. Only one time did he speak to me and that was because I said hello and introduced myself.

One afternoon, Jimmy asked if we could have a heart-to-heart talk. "Of course," I answered. "Gwen this is hard for me to say to you, please let me finish before you speak. We hide in the shadows watching each other. You turn me on, I like seeing you naked and I have been thinking of you not as my best friend. I want to touch you and have you touch me." Jimmy confesses. I stopped breathing, "What the fuck, Jimmy!" and I walk away. My mind is freaked, he always liked men, and we have been friends since grade school. This is not my best friend.

Jimmy yells out, "There's more, please talk with me." We go and sit down on the couch, he holds my hands in his. "I was wondering if you would sleep with me, but with Jeff there too. He's slept with women and I'd be more comfortable." he expresses shyly. I've had enough but before I go I light into him. "What if you hate having sex with me and I love it." I stormed out and slammed my bedroom door.

The next morning, Jeff was at the kitchen table with two cups of coffee. "Where's Jim?" I ask knowing he is at work. "Is this your idea? Do you need pussy and dick? You two are crazy!' I blurt out before even tasting my coffee. He grabs my wrist and begs, "Please, Gwen, please sit." With his other hand, he holds out my coffee.

Jeff continues, "He's in love with you. You are all he talks about. Sometimes I feel jealous so I did suggest this to him. Honestly, with everything he tells me, I think I'm a little in love with you too." I smirk, "Well that changes everything." He goes on, "Maybe we could take baby steps, kissing, cuddling, touching over clothes." I look him in the eyes, "I have to think, do not bother me with this again. I will let you two know what I decide."

It wasn't long before I made up my mind, although I did not want to admit to the lingering doubts. I put a big sign on the coffee machine one morning, ready to talk at 10 pm tonight. I not only got a confirmation text from Jim but from Jeff too. Going off to school and then work, when I returned home they were on the couch with the TV on. Their eyes were on me as I walked to my room. It wasn't 10 pm. I took a shower and put on my comfy nightgown, robe and slippers. Right at 10 I walked into the living room and sat down to talk, someone turned the TV off.

They both looked at me with puppy dog eyes and it was adorable so I smiled. Jimmy jumps out of his seat, "She says yes!!!" I nod as they make room for me on the couch right between them. They immediately start touching me over my clothes, kissing my face, lips, and neck. Jim takes my hand and tells me "Thank you." Jeff puts his hands to my face, "This makes us both so happy." I feel like I'm going to faint because my emotions are running so high.

Then they both got up, I thought they were leaving, but they stood right in front of me and started to undress each other. "This isn't baby steps, guys," I complain. Hard and flushed their bodies start to grind on each other frotting their cocks. I'm beyond excited, trembling I stand up, not knowing what I'm doing. Jim touches my face and I go to my knees, my mouth opens, my tongue hangs out, and I take his hardness into my mouth. My body is aroused as I start to lick and suck his cock it is an unbelievably powerful feeling. I love it! I don't want to stop but Jim pulls out and Jeff replaces him in my mouth. I'm wet and so horny.

Time stood still and the next thing I knew, we were all naked on Jim's bed. "We need to get him ready" Jimmy whimpers as he takes my hand. Jeff spreads his ass crack, while Jim spills some lube there and takes hold of my fingers as we both spread the lube on Jeff's hole. I push one finger in as Jim, quietly encourages me. Eventually, Jim takes over and finishes the job. Both men are on their sides with Jim pressed against Jeff's back. I'm asked to lay in a sixty-nice position in front of Jeff.

However, I sit up and watch Jim enter Jeff and there is a loud groan from all three of us. The two men stop moving as I'm positioned so Jeff can lick my pussy and my tongue can lap at his excited penis. My lips start to suck his mushroom head and his lips are sucking my clit. We are now connected by mouths and cocks. Jim starts moving faster in and out, which makes Jim shift deeper into my mouth. The room is filled with the smell of sex and the need to climax hangs in the air. Suddenly, eruption after eruption after eruption. I hear "fuck yeah" come from my men. Completely satisfied and spent. Our bodies separate from each other and we sleep. Waking up the next morning, cuddling and kissing each other.

Somehow we all fall into our natural places, there is an order to the three of us. Jeff is our leader and provider, Jim is our laughter, glue, and love, I'm the caretaker and occasionally the person who brings us back to reality. We all agree to be honest, with open communications, and trust. My men want a commitment ceremony with just us three. Jeff tells us he is selling his condo to buy a house.

A ceremony and a house were both a surprise to me. We found a house right away with a little yard, so I could have a garden. Jim and I contribute a small amount to the down payment. Two months after we became the three of us, we are moving. My world is spinning.

I had requested a room of my own which disappointed my men. Jeff wanted to know why. I responded, "I like a big bed of my own, now and then without a hard dick at my backside." We all laughed and I went on, "Maybe we could consider sex with just one person." They were surprised at first. Jeff liked the idea, but Jim challenged me a bit, "Gwen, I have been thinking a lot about that. I'm not sure I'm ready." We certainly had unique sex and relationship questions and tried to handle them so we would all be satisfied with the answers.

We stood there after our talk, holding each other. I broke the small circle first.

"Watch me." and I started to sway while taking off my clothes. Jim started with a few sexy moves and stroked his cock as he got naked, Jeff watched us and eventually, he ended up without clothes too. We raced up the stairs and jumped on the bed. Hands touching, mouths kissing, bodies grinding until we were lined up on our sides. Jeff entered my wet pussy first and stilled, Jim put his hard-as-steel shaft inside Jeff's lubed ass. They held each other with my arm thrown back across Jeff, my fingertips touching Jim. I could feel Jeff's finger working my clit. Jim controlled the rhythm pushing his hard cock in and out of Jeff's hole.

Our lives became settled and routine. The idea of the commitment ceremony was now in full force, each with their special duty. We all were in white, and flowers and candles filled the living room. We each shared a short meaningful speech then we vowed our bodies, hearts, and minds to the 3 of us. One of us would stand in front of the other two, as two of us undressed the one who stood in front of them.

Jim went to the big chair and lowered his head to the cushion as he wiggled his ass in the air. Jeff placed his hands on Jim's hips to still him. Both Jeff and I took turns licking and sucking Jim's rim. We made obscene noises, which turned us on more. Then Jeff sat down in the chair, Jim on his lap, with me on top of Jim. The men were hard as rocks while I was sopping wet. This would be the first time Jim put his cock inside of me. We moved together, fucking or being fucked. Jimmy kissed my neck and started marking me. My vagina clamps down on his stiff cock. He is pounding up into me, and my pussy is vibrating, he screams and orgasms. Soon after both Jeff and I groan and join Jim in the win column. We stay locked together in that chair. "We won the lottery," Jimmy chortled and we laughed.

It was hard to believe that we had been together for almost three years. Our lives hadn't changed on the outside. I was going to university with one year left, Jim at a local community college, and Jeff still had a job he loved. We had a small group of family and friends that loved and supported us. For the last couple of years, we hosted a large Thanksgiving dinner, and even my brother, his fiance, Carlos his sister, Lucia would fly in from California. Our lives were magical.

I started seeing cracks in our beautiful veneer. We spent more time as twosomes. In the beginning, I'd sleep in their room whether for sex or just sleep four or five nights a week, now it was one to three nights. They would solo with me and spend at least one night in my room each week. We set up a watch party for the 3 of us. Which would include just two making love together and the third watching, masturbating and not joining physically with the two. This was still sexually fulfilling but emotions for me were waning.

Then I heard whispers about marriage, who would marry who, between my men. Many times I heard Jim talk about me having a baby. This went on for months. But none of these conversations were brought up to me. So I just had to call them out.

At dinner one evening I spoke up. "I've gotten a job offer, at my brother's firm in California, after graduation." I started. Their mouths hit the table. "You can't be serious." "No." "California." "No way." I wasn't sure who was saying what. Jeff finally questioned me, "Gwen, is that what you want?" "I'm not sure, but it's better than being a broodmare for your two." I hissed out. Jimmy stared at me and said, "Oh, you heard that conversation." "No Jim, I heard you whisper it many times," I screamed at them and was so irritated I wanted to throw my plate against the wall. They didn't know what hit them and I walked out of the house.

A friend said I could stay in her guest room and she went and got me clothes plus my toiletries. My men called, texted, and even sent me flowers. They were panicked. Thankfully my friend worked as a go-between for the 3 of us and helped me through my anger and frustration. Five days later, I was home.

Jim was crying, "I'm so sorry, Gwen, we were so wrong. We should have come to you first. I want more with you. Jeff wants more with you. Please, please accept our apologies. We were not thinking." I started to cry, "Jim, Jeff, I don't think I want marriage and children." We all had tears in our eyes. "You two haven't included me in life-changing decisions from the get-go. Unfortunately. I let you treat me that way. It's not your fault. I'm sorry also." They held me tighter kissing my tears away.

We finally returned to the 3 of us. So happy, loving, and communicative. They treated me like a precious art piece and I treated them the same way. This was such a special bond that I had with my men.

Our lovemaking had become bold and one night we tried something that we had never done before. We started by showering together, sensually washing and toweling each other dry. Jeff carried me to the bed. They were both going to take me at the same time. Our passion was off the charts. Each of our bodies arched into each other, hands and mouths at the ready to touch and taste. "Gwen, I love you," they both whispered into each ear. I answered, "Same, love you both."

I wasn't sure who's touch was who's. Their lips and tongues on my mouth, face, neck, and breasts. I soon felt fingers at both my pussy and my backside. Lubed fingers entered my bum hole, fingers, wet with my juice, pinching my clit and sliding into my vagina. My body was trembling and I whimpered at each touch. I hear their voices, we want to make you feel good, are you feeling okay, you are so sexy, so hot. I answer, mmmm...love...ahhhh...more.

Jeff moves to lie on his back and straddle him. He rubs his cock on my clit and enters my vagina. There is more lube and Jim's lubed cock is at my hole's entrance. I feel a burn as he slowly enters and stops. "Is it okay?" he asks. I nod my head, I feel more lube dripping in my crack and he pushes further in. I don't know where my body starts or stops, we are so connected as one.

They are holding me, still questioning, "Okay, Gwen?" I answer, "So full, hot, good."

Both are thrusting into me. Sensations I have never felt, whether they are in my mind or actual bodily reactions, I don't know. Someone's finger is flicking my clit and I'm not going to last. The explosion I feel throughout my body is almost painful, noises come out of my mouth, I go blind, can't breathe, and then I feel Jeff's orgasms inside of me. He slips out of me while Jimmy pounds my ass, cumming within minutes of my climax.

We all fall back on the bed our bodies drenched in sweat. It seemed like we lay there without speaking for hours. Someone breaks the silence, "Wow!" then another, "Wow!". I find my voice, "Wow! My men surrounded me with their bodies and held me, telling me how good that felt, making sure it felt good to me, and saying that they loved me.

Our lives don't automatically fall back into the daily grind, but we are floating on some sort of orgasmic love cloud. It lasts a long time but doesn't last forever. Eventually, I'm thinking about the job I didn't take in California, my men still want marriage and children. We talk about those thoughts but they never put those thoughts to rest for me.

When I tell them I want to leave, I'm met with silence. Days worth of silence. Then screaming, yelling, arguing until none of us are happy, just heartbroken. I wonder why I'm not as committed as they are. Will I ever find such love and devotion, most of the time I think not, but I want to find out. I say goodbye to the 3 of us.