This is my first ever attempt at writing, recording some of the great times I've had.
The story below is true, I've not even attempted to stretch the truth, it's exactly how I remember it.
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The house lights dropped and the 8'000 strong crowd immediately roared. They're about to start. It's showtime.
The crowd surge forward anticipating one of many iconic riffs that could open the long awaited return of this band.
The jostling of the crowd is intense, I'm used to this but this is a big show.
I'm Just over 6ft and solidly built. I'm now only 10m away from the stage. It's tight, body on body, pushing, trying to edge through to the front.
Then it's on. Lights and noise. So loud I can't hear myself screaming at the top of my voice. The crowd is frantic. One moving organism all in sync with an iconic opening track. This band is at the peak of their power.
There's now a big push in the crowd. I reach forward, someone smaller than me is falling. I steady them but it's so frantic with the jostling and the rhythm, everyone is still on the move.
The first song ends. It's all crowd noise, deafening but a temporary relief from the pushing.
"Good Evening" says the very recognisable rock voice. Those two words again bring ear splitting crowd roar.
Our city is isolated, we're at the end of the road, the most isolated capital in the world. If a touring act comes, it's either first or last stop on a world tour. As a result, when a big act rolls through town, it's always an awesome crowd. Tonight is no exception. It's a sellout and the crowd is pumped.
The second song starts, another classic. The crowd's jumping and thrusting forward again. Another push and I grab the same small body in front of me by the shoulder to stop them falling. It's a girl, long dark curly hair. That's all I can see. It's wall to wall. I can't see down past my own chest.
As usual, some bigger guys, big like myself try now to push forward to the front. I'm blocking, making them go around, trying to keep position, trying to keep this girl in front of me out of the fray.
A few songs in and it starts to settle. Squished bodies now have an inch of space so it's only skin on skin, slippy with sweat but no longer the aggressive push and shove.
I just feel the sound, it's awesome, this is me, I love live rock shows.
I've got the girl in front of me, she's steadied. I can see over her head so I'm fine with her in front of me. It's a tactic of a concert goer, have someone smaller in front so you never get blocked out. She can stay there. You have to defend your ground. I'll defend our ground to keep her there and my view.
Another classic jolts the crowd back into full energy. She's jumping up and down right in front of me. Shit, I can feel her ass rubbing against me. It feels tight, it feels great. Uh oh, I know what's coming.
Embarrassingly I can feel myself getting hard. That tight ass in denim rubbing against me is waking my cock. It feels so good, I can't do anything, there's no room, she's jammed up against me. It's getting harder.
I've got to reach down and adjust my cock as it's too obvious. As soon as I put my hand down, her ass is jammed up against it. It's denim clad, it's tight. I adjust my cock so it's pointing upwards in my jeans. Not so obvious as the solid bar that was across my front.
The crowd's swaying now. I've got my arms forward stopping the crush coming in from the sides. She reaches up at one point and grabs hold of my arm to keep her steady. It's strong. I've never had to work out much, I'm all muscle. She holds on to it. The hand stays there.
I steady too and she eases back, safe alongside my arm. She's now leaning back for support. I can feel my cock against her ass as she moves with the music. I can feel my cock in the recess between her ass cheeks through her jeans. Although I can't see it. I can feel through my cock she's got an amazing ass.
Next thing there's a hand on my jeans, feeling my cock. It doesn't panic when it feels the hardness. It stays. Testing.
Is she moving her hand up and down now? Fuck!!
The hand goes and her ass is immediately pushed back onto my cock. It's deliberate, no question. She's pushing the crack of her ass back against my cock. Denim on demin, it's tight on both her and me. I'm sure she's rubbing a bit more now. Fuck it feels good. 7 inches straining against denim.
Next the hand comes back, I'm fucking rock hard now.
She's now rubbing her palm up and down again through my jeans. This time, there's no denying it, she's rubbing my cock. I'm so hard, it's no secret, I can't hide it so I'm cool let her explore, let her know I'm ok with her handling it.
She lays her head back on my shoulder and really gives my cock a rub, a rub that tells she's curious, to feel the full length and shape but also a knowing rub. A rub that she knows she's turned me on and that she's safe. What a beautiful horny creature, I've not even seen her face. She's hot. This is fucking hot.
Then the hand's on the stud at the waist. She gives it a tug, she can't get it undone as it's too high behind her with her hand facing back. I don't even think. I reach down in the tightness between us and take her hand. I put it back on my cock then I reach up and undo the stud. I reach again for her hand and take it up to let her feel the stud's undone. Permission granted. No urgency, just cool exploring.
She slowly unzips the fly, my jeans are tight, no way they'll fall down. He her hand goes down my shorts. Oh fuck that feels so good, my cock is so hard. I can't believe it, a hand job to one of my favourite bands.
A song finished, both her hands go up in the air cheering. She's totally safe now, she's leans back against me. Her shoulders easily fit across my chest. Her tight ass is again against my cock, she bends her head back right onto my shoulder. I don't kiss her neck, I just graze my chin against it, letting her feel her sensuality.
My hands go to her hips and I slide them upwards. They easily go under her top and I feel her skin. It's so smooth and soft. I'm caressing up to the bottom of her ribs. She's trim, her body feels sensational, smooth skin, I'm so into this.
Her head is right back on my shoulder. She's surrendered to her own sensuality now. She's lost in the feeling of my hands on her bare skin. I bring them around to feel her back. I run my hands up and down the side of her backbone. It's tight, small and beautiful. She's a stunning creature. My mind thinks of her naked, sprawled out, no inhibition to need to cover up.
My hands now find their way back up to where they were. Now I move slowly upwards. I feel the base of her bra. It's light. It's a satin type material, not heavy and lacy with underwire, just minimal. I'm waiting for the pullback, the recoil that says I've gone too far. It doesn't come. I want her and I feel through her body there's consent.