I arrived in Denver just after noon. I rented a car and started the drive to Steamboat Springs. Its such a gorgeous drive. The Rockies take my breath every time I'm there. The snow was beginning to fly as I arrived in Steamboat; fresh powder!
I checked into my room at the hotel near the Headwall. I loved that place. You can ski right up to the hotel, walk in to the bar and have a drink, or a meal and hang with the other skiers. I stowed my gear in my room and went down to the restaurant for my favorite meal there; bison steak, a house specialty.
Once I'd finished my dinner I moved to the bar and ordered a Captain and Coke. I was sipping my drink and absorbing the atmosphere, when a rather gregarious group entered the room. It was three couples. They were all fairly attractive people, at least the women were. I didn't pay much attention to the men. One of the girls was a brunette, pretty and chatty. She seemed to be the life of their little party. Another was a petite blonde, with short hair and an animated face. She hung on the talkative brunette's every word, reacting to and reflecting the mood of the brunette's story.
The third was the most remarkable though, the one with the mane of curly red hair. She was the most attractive to me. She seemed a little distracted. It was obvious to me that her mind were elsewhere. And there was just a trace of sadness in her deep brown eyes. For whatever reason, my heart went out to her; this redheaded stranger that I would never know. I felt her sorrow from across the room.
The party was seated at a table near the bar, with the animated blonde and the sad eyed red head at the far side of the table, affording me a view of the two most fascinating faces amongst them. Once they'd placed their orders, the chatty brunette launched into another tale. I watched the blonde's cute little face as she mirrored the tone and emotion of the brunette's story, changing with each turn. I couldn't hear a word, but I grasped every mood from the blonde's expressions. She was so rapt in the story that she didn't notice that I was staring at her. I began to unconsciously mimic her facial aspects.
My gaze shifted momentarily to the redhead, to find that she was watching me imitate the blonde while hiding a slight smile. The sadness had been replaced with a trace of mirth, which made her all the more appealing. It wasn't long before the natural clown in me took over and I began to exaggerate the blonde's visage. This put the redhead in an awkward spot, trying not to get caught looking at me while stifling her laughter. I kept it up until, the story ended, which was mercifully on a humorous note. The table responded with polite laughter, as the target of my antics erupted into a guffaw and had to excuse herself.
The redhead was on her way back from the lady's room as I was walking away from the bar. Our eyes met as we passed one another. Her expressions spoke volumes in mere seconds. Her eyes scolded me for an instant for nearly embarrassing her , a wry little grin then let me know that had she enjoyed being amused in such a way. By then she'd passed me. We both glanced back over our shoulders and she revealed a genuine smile that warmed my heart.
As was typically the case, I had trouble sleeping in a strange bed that night, despite being exhausted. I lay there in the dark, trying to sleep, with my minds eye full of that redhead's smile. She'd come in to the restaurant looking so sad. But for that brief instant, as she returned to her table, her face shone; her eyes sparkled. What a face she had; so expressive. Something in her face told me that emotion and passion ran deep in that woman. I tried to clear my mind and get to sleep, but it was useless.
I tried to read and watch TV, but I was obsessed with the image of that woman's face, that woman's smile. I decided to have another drink or two, perhaps that would put me out. I went down to the bar and ordered a drink and as I turned to look at the fire I spotted someone on the couch by the fireplace.
As my eyes adjusted to the dim light, I could see it was the redhead from the restaurant; the one with that face; that haunting smile. Without a moment's hesitation I walked over and introduced myself.
"You're the guy with the face," she said. Suddenly I was the one with the face. "The funny faced guy at the bar." I just nodded. "You made me spew water out of nose, I'll have you know," I stifled a snicker. "Not only that, I peed my self a little." I had to laugh out loud. "Its not funny," she said. The wry grin I'd seen earlier returned and she shook her head slightly.
"Can I get you a drink?" I asked.
"I have one," she said, pointing at a half empty glass of milk on the coffee table. "It helps me sleep." She glanced down at the cushion beside her. I took that as an invitation and sat down next to her.
We sat there, close on the couch, talking about ourselves and nothing at all. She was easy to talk to. I felt at ease and comfortable with this stranger. We exhausted our small talk in no time at all. We sat looking into each others eyes. There was a long pause, but not an awkward pause at all. Her eyes told me that the conversation could have easily become very serious; deep questions asked, dark secrets revealed. But rather than speak, we instinctively leaned toward one an another and kissed. It was a long, warm, kiss that carried the promise of so many possibilities. We both pulled back slowly, gazing at each other, reading one another's expressions.
I stood and looked at her once more, possibly for the last time. She blew me the tiniest kiss. I winked at her, turned and walked away. As I made my way out of the lobby, I wondered if I'd handle things right. I would have loved to have carried on with her, right there on that couch. I realized, of course, that was impossible. The kiss was too much. It might not have gone unnoticed, even though there was no one else there except the bartender. I couldn't have asked her for her number. She was married and there with her husband. There was no way it could have gone any farther.
"What was I thinking," I wondered. I stared at the floor numbers above the elevator and quickly convinced myself that I'd gotten all revved up over nothing. It wasn't exactly nothing, there was that kiss after all. And was quite a kiss it was. There was no tongue involved, just warm, sensuous lips, and passion; undeniable passion.
I had seen in her eyes that she hadn't wanted things to end there, but we both knew it was not meant to be. Two ships passing in the night and all that.