Married. The sexiest son of a bitch sheâd ever laid her eyes on, and god damnit, he was married. Of course it didnât help matters that he was her English teacher, but to be perfectly honest, she didnât give a ratâs ass about that. He could have been the fucking President, and sheâd still go after him. But he was married. Married!
Not that that would have stopped her under normal circumstances. But her experience had taught her that most married guys would rather not take on an extra project, even if she was twenty years old, with nice perky 36Câs, a round ass, and eyes that burn holes right through your goddamn head. And watching him, she guessed he was one of those guys. He may not have been happily married, but he understood the sanctity of the marriage vows. She probably didnât have a shot under heaven.
She hadnât tried very hard, though, really. Sheâd been in his class the whole semester, and would have to take it all year, so she definitely had time to try to win him over. Something about it, though, just felt wrong, and as flirty as she could be with him, she couldnât bring herself to seduce him outright.
Yet she couldnât help watching him in class, following him with her eyes as he paced back and forth during his lectures. He was very interesting overall, which completely turned her on, not to mention his well-shaped shoulders, perfect for clinging to and scratching up. Then of course there were his strong thighs, his perfect little ass, and his eyes. God, his eyes! They were just like hers; deep, intense, looking right through you like he knew something you didnât. She squirmed in her chair watching him, her pussy getting wet under her skirt, and she wiggled around in her chair, trying to rub herself against it. She wished she were back in her dorm room, so she could whip out her vibrator and go to town.
She liked to stay after class and talk to him -- after all, he was only 30, not too much older than she was -- and theyâd actually become pretty good friends, as students and teachers go. But while she was talking to him her eyes always drifted to the pictures on his desk -- his wife, his kids, smiley faces. She had a feeling they were only smiling for the camera, though, after hearing him talk about her the way he did. Apparently his wife expected him not only to make all the money, but to take care of the kids and the house as well, while she herself never did anything to help. And god, was she ugly. Having the kids had evidently put a lot of weight on her, and she looked in the pictures like she took a bath maybe once a week or so. God, how did he fuck her?
So, in a way she felt sorry for him, but more than anything she just wanted to fuck the daylights out of him. Just once, so then heâd be out of her system for good.
She didnât even hear him dismiss the class, she was too busy watching him. Everyone began collecting their books and pens and things and leaving the classroom, and she kept watching him. Just watching. By the time everyone had left, she was reorganized and ready to leave. No classes after this one, just back to the dorm to study or masturbate or whatever. She stood up, and the sound of his voice stopped her.
âHey, Grace,â he called.
She turned around. âYes, professor?â She called him professor when she wanted to tease him. Everyone knew they were on a first-name basis.
He didnât respond to her ribbing. âYou got a second?â
She was surprised. She had been so busy staring at him and analyzing his body during class that she hadnât noticed something was bothering him. Now it was clear -- something was definitely not right. âOf course Iâve got a minute. Whatâs wrong?â She made her way to his desk and sat down on the edge of it, looking at him attentively.
He flopped down into his chair. âIâve just got a lot of shit on my mind, I guess. I need to talk to someone--â He broke off, obviously looking for the right words. After a moment, he continued, âSomeone who isnât a part of the whirlwind. You know what I mean? I mean, I could talk to my mom or my brother, but theyâre all biasedâŠâ He trailed off again.
âNo, Ben, I know what you mean. You need an impartial party.â âRight.â
âWell, what can I do for you, sir?â
âWould you stop with the âprofessorâ and the âsirâ already? Youâre making this difficult.â
She blinked. âAre you angry at me or are you looking for somebody to lash out at?â
He looked up at her and said nothing for a moment. Then he let out an abrupt chuckle. âYouâre awfully smart for your age, you know that?â
She grinned. âI do.â
He leaned back in his chair and put his hands behind his head, as he always did when he was thinking. His slate blue eyes traveled blankly over the classroom. âIâve had it with Monica,â he whispered.
His wife. Grace knew theyâd been having problems lately, more than usual, but he hadnât said anything quite like this before. âBen,â she began carefully, âwe talked about this last week, remember? And you said you didnât care what it took, you were going to stick with her and make it work for the sake of the kids. Remember?â
âYeah. Yeah, I remember that.â He was still looking out toward the classroom or some point beyond. He seemed very introverted, very downtrodden. He was afraid.
âWhatâs different now, Ben? Why do you want to leave her?â She couldnât believe she was saying this. She was trying to save his marriage? What the hell was she thinking? She needed to be jumping on his cock while the getting was good! But god damn their friendship, she had to play this role for him. She cared too much about him to just take advantage of his vulnerability like that.
He sighed, a long, deep sigh. âI donât want to leave her. I really donât. But somethingâs got to give.â He finally met her gaze. âIâm worn out, Grace. I know I donât show it here, but itâs part of my job to not show it. Iâm totally fucking exhausted. Iâm here for 8 or 9 hours a day, teaching and grading and doing all that, then I go home and thereâs Monica sitting on her ass, hasnât eaten all day because I wasnât there to fix something for her, so I make dinner for her and the kids, I clean up after them, I get the kids their bath and I get them to bed. Youâd think maybe then Iâd have some time to myself, but as soon as the kids are asleep, Monica has a million things she wants me to do, and I canât get a momentâs fucking peace.â He gave a short, heartless laugh. âThe only time I do have any peace is when Iâm at work. Thatâs kinda backwards, isnât it?â
Grace chuckled. âA little.â She cocked her head to the side. âWhy donât you tell her to get off her ass and do the shit herself?â
He shook his head. âBeen there. Done that. She just gets pissed off, and I donât have the energy to fight with her anymore.â
Grace nodded. âThis is none of my business, what Iâm about to ask, Ben, but what about your sex life?â
He laughed outright this time. âRemind me what a sex life is, will you? I canât remember.â
I would love to, she thought, but kept silent for a moment. Then, just to break the silence, she asked, âSheâs not interested anymore?â
âHell no. Hasnât been for years.â He massaged his temples. âNo big loss, really. She wasnât that great in the sack in the first place.â He looked up at her. She almost couldnât look back at him, so sad was his expression, so lonely and desperate. Why hadnât she noticed this in him before? What the hell kind of friend was she?
âOh, Ben. Iâm so sorry for you,â she said, putting her arms out to him. He leaned forward and she wrapped her arms around his neck, his face buried in her breasts. She couldnât help looking down and thinking he looked awfully good just right there. She was going to have to leave the room very soon, before she totally lost control of herself.
But just then, he said, âGrace. Iâve got to confess something to you.â