Julio is a man who does not like to see bones sticking out of a woman; he likes something to really hold onto. He is a lot of man, and he likes a woman who can take what he dishes out.
"Me gusta carne," he told me. (I like meat) "I no want break a woman body, por eso, I no like the skinny womans. They are beautiful for some man, pero yo, me gusta carne. Mi verga se queda dormida con una mujer flaca." (My dick stays asleep with a skinny woman)
He means he likes a woman of substance, which I am. I am full of soft curves and I am a 'whole lotta woman', more like those 'sex goddesses' used to be, with ample servings of all of it. NO way can I be considered too thin. He'd made this remark several times before, but when he said it once again, right after we'd made sweet love, still in the bedroom, it stung. Giving me a little squeeze on my ass, he declared:
"You are get un poco flaca -- I still love you, but you are more flaca. You are perfect, only skinny, but I love you anyway."
What! Me? Skinny! Oh, I just got so mad! My hand just made a fist and I actually punched him, just as he was leaning in to kiss me. He jumped back in reflex, and he was quite surprised - and then he burst out laughing. I just glowered at him, totally furious!
I know most women like to be told they are getting skinny, but I was not pleased at all! It's because he had said, "No me gusta flaca" long ago, and now he just said it again! It absolutely enraged me. I am NOT skinny. And I kept pounding on his arms and chest and back, shouting at him,
"JULIO! Don't you dare say that! I hate you! You KNOW I am NOT flaca!"
He was still laughing, but tried to hold me again, saying, "Yes, I like a little bit fat, and you are beautiful! This is good, you are perfect! My beautiful girl, eres mi amor -- te amo tanto, I love too much you!"
He had been divorced, and he had showed me pictures of his ex. She looked pretty hefty. Of course I recalled those pictures with perfect clarity.
"Maybe you should call your ex -- she's fat, if you think I am too skinny," I snarled. "Maybe you will fall in love again with your ex-wife if she is fat! And her sister is fat! So how many women do you want? Your wife, and how many?"
"No more womans. Only you. I love you!"
"Yeah, right!" I snapped. "But I don't want to be fat, not even for you. I am already plenty of woman for any man -- here and here and here -- (touching my tits, hips and ass) and I don't need more fat!"
He smiled and nodded. "Vale, (vah-leh) ok. Baby, I need drive to Las Vegas, for a new job, and I will be working there all week. I come home Sunday. Now, I am sorry, I need go."
"Ok, I know. I love you -- but do NOT ever say I am skinny!"
He was going to play games with it still. "I go, baby, mi bonita flaca, flaca, flaca... te amo!"
I threw my panties at him. He caught them and rubbed them on his face, and went towards the bedroom door, making kissy lips and still chuckling. Skipping down the stairs, he called out, "I call you! I go now!"
I flung my dress back on and followed him downstairs. He tried to encircle me in his arms and kiss me and I just hit him again, pretty hard, I thought. He was grinning widely as he held me tight, pressing my hands towards my sides as I was twisting my body and turning my face away. He still kissed me anyway, on the cheeks. Then he turned and went out, chuckling.
"Bye, bonita! I love you!"
I did not answer him. He was gone. And I was still pissed, pissed, pissed! Even though he left, seemingly in an indulgent mood, he was not going to let me tell him what to say or do, and he did not call for over a week, since that day we'd had a bit of a tiff. The scene and his words kept echoing in my head, how he said I looked a bit thin, which I do NOT; and well, I couldn't get past it.
So I was on edge all this time. But no matter what, I do always miss him. I wanted him back, but I was still angry, and usually it is I who text or call. It was already Thursday afternoon, and I just was so upset, still insulted. I felt he should call me, really. I was entirely determined that I would not be the one to call this time. So that big effort lasted till today.
I dialed his number and he picked up at once. He seemed rather petulant.
"Alo? Hey, why you no call me?"
"Oh, I don't know -- I didn't want to call you."
"What?" he was confused. "I tell you when I leave for Las Vegas that I am home from Nevada on Sunday. You no call to me on Monday. Why?"
"What about you? You didn't call either! Maybe I think maybe you don't love me anymore, and so I did not call. I feel sad, I don't know. Anyway, I am not very happy today."
"Why?"
"I must be too skinny, no energy to call you," I said in a tone flavored with venom.
"Ahh, ok. Entonces, estas enojada." (Then, you're still mad) He chuckled a bit.
"Si. tienes razΓ³n, I am still mad at you. Porque, I am NOT skinny. And also, I say it again: I am NOT skinny. And one more thing I have to say -- I am NOT SKINNY! Entiendes? No me gusta eso. So don't ever say that!"