Those of you who have met me before may remember that I'm a first-year at university in England. I share a room in Halls with Amanda, a nice girl with whom I get on well and have a lot in common. Except, that is, with regard to our respective attitudes to sex. Amanda is a hearts-and-flowers romantic. She needs affection, commitment, patience and trust. Me, I need cock, as much and as often as possible, in any and every hole. To be called a slut isn't an insult to me, it's a badge of pride. I don't have any hang-ups, any demons; I don't open my legs or my mouth for every passing prick because I'm insecure, or can't say no, or want men to like me. I do it because I absolutely adore fucking and sucking.
Early in the academic year, Amanda started dating Matt, a fellow first-year and all-round nice guy, while I continued my quest to bring relief to as many throbbing cocks and aching balls as humanly possible. Shortly after we returned to college after the Christmas break, I had an uncharacteristically in-depth conversation with Amanda about sex. She accepted my lifestyle unjudgementally, but we rarely discussed it beyond the occasional joke. On this particular night, she was in a pensive mood. I returned to our room after a very pleasant shag with a third-year Agriculture student (mmm, those farm boy bodies...) to find her attempting to study.
"How was he?" she asked, as usual, as I took my discarded knickers out of my handbag and threw them into the washing basket.
"Nice," I said, and there the conversation would normally have ended. Not tonight though.
"What did you do?" Amanda asked, after a moment's pause. I glanced at her, surprised.
"You know...the usual," I said. She put her book down and lay back with her hands behind her head.
"I don't know what your usual is," she said, "did you just shag? You don't mind me asking, do you?" she added.
"I don't mind, I'm just not used to it," I replied truthfully. "And the answer is no. We shagged for a bit and then I sucked him off."
"Stu said you did that," Amanda said, her mouth twisted slightly in distaste. Stu was Matt's room-mate, and I'd sucked him to a fairly explosive climax during their Halls' Hallowe'en party the previous term. Actually, it was thanks to Stu telling all and sundry that I was the best cocksucker he'd ever known that I'd been so in demand ever since, so I didn't only have a mouthful of his own tasty sperm to thank him for, but a plentiful supply of other men's too. "Do you really let them come in your mouth? Is it not awful?"
"God, no, it's fantastic," I said with feeling, "Some say it's an acquired taste, but I liked it straight away. And blokes are always so grateful, especially if you swallow. It might seem like a submissive thing to do, but in fact it's very powerful."
"I don't think I could do it," Amanda said, "I think I'd probably be sick." She paused again, and then said quietly, "Matt asked me to do it a couple of times, but I said no. He understands though."
"Then that's okay," I said, taking off my clothes and getting into bed, "there's no law that says you have to do it."
"You haven't cleaned your teeth," Amanda said, climbing off her bed and heading towards the bathroom.
"I know," I grinned, "I'm still enjoying the taste of the last thing I had in my mouth." She grimaced again, but laughingly, and the conversation came to a natural end.
I thought no more about our chat until a few days later. Amanda was at lectures while I had a free study morning. I showered and dressed, pulling on a short denim skirt and v-neck cardigan, then spread my books out on the desk in our room and half-heartedly began to read. I hadn't been working for very long when there was a knock at the door. Eager for the distraction, I opened it to find Matt standing there.
"Hey Matt," I said, "Amanda's not here. She's got lectures until lunchtime."
"I know," he said, "it's you I want to talk to. Can I come in?"
"'Course," I stepped aside from the door. He sat down on Amanda's bed and I swung my legs up onto my own so I faced him. "What's up?" He fidgeted with the raised stitching on Amanda's duvet cover and didn't meet my eyes. "Matt? Is there something wrong?"
"Not really," he said at last, still not looking at me. This was very unlike the confident, jovial Matt that I knew. "It's just..." he trailed off, then took a deep breath and burst out, "Stu told me what you did – you know, at the party." He didn't wait for confirmation but rushed on "I want Amanda to do it to me, but she won't." At last he met my gaze, "I want you to convince her."
"Convince her to give you a blowjob?" I said in amazement. Matt glanced away at my words, blushing, and I felt a sudden stab of pity for him. He must be desperate for it to put himself through this, to open himself up to potential ridicule, I thought. So much for him understanding, as Amanda had said.
Feeling it would be easier to continue this conversation if I wasn't sitting directly opposite him as if we were in an interrogation room, I got up and sat down on the end of Amanda's bed instead, so we were side by side and didn't have to look at each other.
"I know it's a weird thing to ask," Matt said in a low voice, "but Stu said you were really into it, and I thought – maybe some of your enthusiasm might rub off on her."
I almost laughed, but managed to bite it back. Instead I said softly, "Matt, I will try if you want me to, but we talked about this the other night, funnily enough, and she said she'll never do it. She says the thought makes her feel sick."
"Shit," Matt muttered in frustration, pulling hard at the stitching again.
"Is it really so important to you?" I asked. He shrugged.
"It's just something I really want," he said, "I think about it all the time, especially after Stu – well, you know. Whenever I have a wank I imagine I'm coming in some girl's mouth." He blushed again. "Sorry, I shouldn't have said that."
"It's okay," I said casually. Inside my heart was beating a little faster and a plan was forming in my head. As Matt had spoken, I couldn't help but notice two things: firstly, that he had said "some girl's mouth", not specifically Amanda's, and secondly, that an unmistakable bulge had appeared in his jeans. "You can talk to me about anything, you know I'm unshockable," I went on. I squeezed his thigh – his strong, muscular thigh, my mind registered automatically – in an apparent gesture of friendly solidarity, but I let my hand rest there lightly. I was encouraged by the fact that he didn't move away, and even more so by the way the bulge grew noticeably bigger.
"I really like Amanda," he said, "and it would be stupid to break up with her over something like this, but the thought that I might never get to do it frustrates me so much..." He shifted absent-mindedly to relieve the discomfort that the building pressure was obviously causing, bringing him a few inches closer to me, and that made up my mind.
"Listen," I whispered, moving even closer, "why don't you let me do it for you?" As I spoke I let my hand slide up his thigh to brush his crotch. Matt jumped and gasped but still didn't pull away.