Brittany paced in quick steps across the length of her bedroom floor. Nervousness wracked her body, making her shake and causing the color to drain from her cheeks. Suddenly she stopped and sat on her bed. She felt pretty ridiculous; it's not like she had never done this before. Just never with him, and never this way.
Casual sex wasn't something Brittany had ever tried. Generally for her, if you were going to sleep with someone, it better be someone you love. Otherwise it's not worth it. It had been 3 years since she had slept with anyone, and at this point she was willing to reconsider. And Kevin, who had no problems whatsoever about casual sex, made her insides melt. They had agreed to give it a try once and see how Brittany felt once it was all said and done before they would make any other commitments.
Brittany's cell phone vibrated and startled her out of a daydream. "On my way. See u in 5 min." read the text message sent from Kevin's phone. She took a deep breath and forced herself to relax. She was a grown woman for crying out loud! Still, her hands shook a little as she replied, "K, see you soon."
5 minutes passed, though it seemed to take an hour or two, and Brittany heard the doorbell echo through the house. She steadied herself once more before opening the door to find a smiling Kevin on her porch.
"Hi." he simply said, as she let him inside.
"Hey. Find the place okay?" She felt stupid making small talk, but she was nervous and couldn't help it.
The two chatted for a few minutes before Brittany led Kevin upstairs to her bedroom. He could see her shaking as she stood awkwardly in front of the bed. He couldn't help but smile.
"Relax, Brit. If you don't want to do this we won't. It's supposed to be fun, not torture." Brittany finally cracked a smile and sat down.
"I know, but you know how I feel. I've never done this before, and I don't know how I'll feel later..." Her voice trailed off as Kevin sat next to her and let his fingertips trail across the back of her neck. He knew exactly how such an action effected her, as he had done it many times before. Her pulse quickened and she wasn't quite so nervous anymore. When she raised her head to look at him, her breath caught at the look in his eyes; it was one of pure lust.
Kevin turned towards her and took her face in his hands. "Are you sure you want to do this?"
Brittany answered with an innocent kiss placed upon his mouth. She thought she might explode from the shy, butterfly feeling she got in her stomach, like a school girl with a crush. Kevin kissed her back, changing it from innocent to passionate as he slid his tongue into her mouth. This elicited a quiet moan from her throat that surprised them both. Kevin grinned into her mouth. She was ready for this.