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I broke off my account of my lesbianising with Lucinda when I was starting to reminisce about the only man whom I ever considered setting up home with. It seemed a good moment at the time to take a break, partly because some refreshment was welcome and partly because I suspected that Lucinda would be troubled about her future relationship with partner Alex, and about her relationship with her husband. She was going to need reassurance about both, and afterwards she would probably resist the urging, by me and within herself, to indulge in more of the orgasmaking she had discovered with me. Indeed, it is often the case that those who feel uneasy about sexual activity are all the more anxious if it has been especially rich.
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We sat up, and she thought the sex was over and looked round for her clothes. They were in the office next door, however, and I said, 'Don't get dressed. Stay there. I want to go on admiring and lusting after your fantastic body. Which is actually not fantastic, because it's real. The day is young and some coffee will replenish the lost liquid.'
'But I must get to work,' she said, 'There are things I must do today.'
'One of them might be finding out what that body is capable of.'
'Maybe I shouldn't find that out at all. After all, how I am going to go on now? What am I going to tell Alex, for a start?'
'Tell her you spent time in her bed with me, and that you'd love to spend a lot of time there with her.'
'But then I'd be having a sort of affair? What would I tell my husband?'
'Do you love him, Lucinda?'
Yes. Yes, I do. He's like your special man, kind and generous and always ready to help people.'
'Does he love you?'
'Yes, he does.'
'Then, if he's kind and generous, he'll want to give you maximum pleasure in bed.'
'I suppose. But how do I tell him?'
'Without making him feel inadequate?'
'Right.'
'Just a suggestion. When he's nippling, you could tell him how good it is, how much you want him to do it, how you want him to go on, as long as it takes. Tell him it how it makes you feel. Guide him - let him know when you want him to do what. You can even talk to him, you know. Let him think he's made you feel sexier and sexier through your marriage, and now he's going to pleasure you even more.'
'What about having the affair with Alex?'
'Well, if you do that you'll make three people happy, because you'll be happy, so he'll be happy because you're happy, and Alex will be overjoyed.'