I have decided to rewrite this story because of several comments from my readers. I must admit that I did rush through it on my first effort. On rereading after it was posted I realized that I made several errors and skipped over a lot of details that should have been included. This time I will also add my apologies to the ghost of my favorite poet, Shel Silverstein.
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I met Sylvia Avery on my first day of Kindergarten at Bartonville Grade School in September of 1954. She was a skinny little girl with gangly legs and arms, and long fiery red hair that she always wore in two long braids that hung almost to her waist. She had ghostly fair skin, and freckles on her cheeks under the bluest eyes I had ever seen. I was instantly smitten, but too embarrassed to talk to her because I was painfully shy.
Since our last names came alphabetically (Joseph Archer, Sylvia Avery), we were seated next to each other. She was as shy as I was, but somehow, we got over our awkwardness and quickly became best friends. Since we only lived two blocks apart, we were inseparable, and spent almost every waking moment together over the next thirteen years. We often ate at each other's houses, shared our first kiss, went to the Junior and Senior proms together, fell in love, and talked about marriage after exploring each other's bodies in the back seat of my mother's 1960 Thunderbird.
By the time we were in our late teens, I had grown to be a head taller than her at 6' 2", and her formerly skinny little body had really blossomed. By the time she turned eighteen she was 5' tall, her boobs had grown to C-cups, and the rest of her had filled out into an hourglass shape, making her an incredible beauty. We had fondled each other, I had sucked on the bright pink nipples of her barely B-cup boobies, fingered her nearly hairless vulva to orgasms, and she had masturbated me to completion, but we had never gone 'all the way'.
Everything changed soon after we started community college together in September of 1967. I received a letter that started "Greetings from the President of the United States of America..." We cried together that night, and she offered to drive us to Canada so that we could be together. Since my family had a long history of service to our nation (my great-grandfather was a civil war veteran, my grandfather was a veteran of WWI, and my father had served in the PTO in WWII), I felt it was my obligation to answer my 'Call to Duty'.
We had a tearful goodbye at the train station, and Sylvia promised to wait for me till I got home. I departed for Ft. Brag in North Carolina for basic training and sent a letter to Sylvia every week I was there. I never received a reply to my letters, and when I graduated after nine weeks of my small taste of 'Hell', only my parents and siblings were there to congratulate me.
The day after I arrived home for a two-week break, I went to Sylvia's house to ask why she had not answered the letters I had sent her while I was at Boot Camp. Her father explained this by telling me that Sylvia had transferred to a college in California. He gave me an address, and said, "If you send your letters to her there, I'm sure she will answer them."
I started writing to her again soon after I arrived in Texas for training to become a helicopter mechanic. Since my father and grandfather owned a garage, and I grew up working on cars and trucks, learning how to maintain helicopters was a 'piece of cake'. I excelled at my job, and was promoted twice before I finished my training, and graduated as a Corporal.
During my ten weeks in Texas, I sent a letter every week to the address Sylvia's father had given me. Two days before I graduated Technical School, nine of them came back to me marked 'undeliverable, wrong address'. I didn't know what to think, but immediately after I graduated, my instructor told me that my proficiency was urgently needed in Southeast Asia. My parents met me in Clarksville, TN to see me off (Yes, the song by the Monkeys was about a young man going to war, because Fort Campbell, that straddled the Kentucky/Tennessee border near Clarksville was where most soldiers departed for Vietnam).
I eventually ended up working on a barge moored to the banks of a nameless river, somewhere in the backwaters of Southeast Asia. We were never told exactly where we were, because our location was considered 'Top Secret'. One of my buddies said he was sure we were in Laos, but no one really knew for sure. We were far from any combat, and during my time there, I often wondered where the war was, because all we had seen any of it were the bullet holes and blood stains in the unmarked black Huey's we repaired.
Time seemed to drag on forever, and the only way we kept track of how much had passed were the furloughs we were given every three months in Japan. Eventually my 'time in Hell' was over, and I was sent home to Fort Leonard Wood in Missouri, to serve the remainder of my obligation to my country. The first thing I did after arriving there was call Sylvia's house to let her know where I was. The call went very much like the song lyrics;
'Sylvia's mother says, "Sylvia's busy, too busy to come to the phone."
'Sylvia's mother says, "Sylvia's trying, to start a new life of her own."
'Sylvia's mother says, "Sylvia's happy, so why don't you leave her alone."
'And the operator says, "Forty cents more, for the next three minutes,"
"Please Mrs. Avery, I've just got to talk to her, I'll only keep her awhile."
"Please Mrs. Avery, I just want to tell her Goodbye."
The call ended with her mother telling me that Sylvia had found someone to spend the rest of her life with, and that I should forget about her.
I called my parents next and told them I wouldn't be returning home until I was discharged, because Sylvia had decided to 'move on without me', and I didn't want to come home with her not there.
I decided that since the 'love of my life' had decided not to wait for me, there was no reason for me to remain a virgin. I decided to remedy this as soon as possible. My bunkmate introduced me to a woman named Bonita when we were on weekend passes in Kansas City, and after four more visits, several boxes of condoms, and several hundred dollars, the senorita informed me that I had graduated with 'flying colors' from her 'school of erotic love'.
After I finished my obligation to the US Army, I returned home, and was welcomed by my parents, younger brother, and younger sister. My things were still in my old room, so I moved back in and tried to figure out what to do with the rest of my life. After about a week of looking into colleges and jobs, I saw a newspaper advertisement for the Peoria Area NECA/IBEW Local 34 apprenticeship program.
The evening after I made my application, I shared what I had done with my parents, and they both agreed it was a good career path for me to take. Years ago, before my father opened the garage with his father, he had worked on the assembly line of the local company that made the big yellow earthmoving equipment and he said working as a Journeyman Wireman, what I would be when I finished my apprenticeship, was one of the best career paths I could follow.
Later, when I was helping my mother with the dishes after dinner, she asked me, "Have you been in touch with the Avery's since you've been home?"
When I told her I hadn't, she said, "Zelda's husband George died of a stroke caused by a malignant brain tumor about the same time you came home from overseas, and she really took his death hard. She told me that Sylvia ran off and got married soon after her father died, because she couldn't deal with her grief."
Angrily I responded, "I called them as soon as I got off the bus at Ft. Leonard Wood, and she wouldn't let me talk to Sylvia. Why should I waste my time with her now?"
My mom touched my arm and said, "She is a sad lonely widow and her devotion to her dying husband drove her daughter away. She didn't tell Sylvia you were home, because she was afraid her daughter would desert her. When Sylvia left anyway, the poor woman was nearly inconsolable. The ladies from the church were visiting her daily until a week ago when she told them she wasn't going to do anything 'rash'. Please go visit her tomorrow son."
I told my mother I would and went to my room to ponder my place in the world. I had served my country with honor. I had not been wounded, or even seen combat. Although many of my friends and classmates had been wounded, and several had died, I had been left with a wound that didn't show, a broken heart. I fell into a dreamless sleep, and awoke more confused than before, but when I smelled coffee and fresh baked goods in the morning, I got out of bed immediately.
I got dressed in a stripped polo and Levi's and went downstairs to find that my mother had made a layer cake, and a batch of blueberry muffins (my favorite). When I asked her who the cake was for, she said, "It's for Zelda, I called her last evening after we talked, and told her you were home from the Army, for good, and were coming over to visit her this morning,"