Chet frowned at his laptop, although in a general way frowned more at the world, not the little bit of frustration he was feeling over the limitations of the graphics function of his spreadsheet program. It was Friday, mid-morning already, heading into the weekend, but he was quite frankly pissed off and frustrated at Oana's sulkiness lately.
Her latest tirade, just as he was leaving for the train, was minor, but yet another stone digging into his shoulders, added to the weight of what seemed hundreds of others accumulated over their five years of marriage. Their finances were good, better than ever, but her moods threatened to derail the last of their dwindling happiness.
Chet rose from the workstation, unable to bring his mind to bear on solving the mundane problem on his laptop, and left his office in search of coffee, hoping for a caffeine driven respite from both work and home. He grabbed his mug, emblazoned with "
Cel mai sexy sot
," a gift from Oana on their first wedding anniversary. It meant "Sexiest Husband" in her native Romanian, but now it seemed a darkly humorous joke. They hadn't been intimate for three months now, as she grew more incensed at his failure to get...what?
When arguing, she would often begin spouting Romanian, which he spoke, of course, none of. It only served to contribute to the gap between them, now a crevasse, and growing wider it seemed daily. All he felt he could do was comfort her, but he had no idea what to comfort her about, and childishly he turned to harsh words. Grimly, he shook his head, knowing he still loved his fiery raven-haired girl, but wondering if they were no longer destined to be together.
"Heya, Chet!" He turned to see Wendy, the Acquisitions manager, a very sexy twenty-ish blonde. Her hair was cut short, in a unisex style once called a pageboy, but on her it was very feminine. She had an elfin face that he'd seen transform in a moment from innocent to wickedly lustful, and a voice that suggested, even promised, untold delights. His thoughts had turned to her more than once, and just this morning, in the shower, he had jacked off to the thought of her naked body pressed against his, shooting his load as he imagined gazing down into her eyes as she sucked him off, and fantasized about her swallowing every drop, slurping it up with love in her eyes, the way Oana once had.
"Wendy! How are things?" He wasn't sure if she sensed his attraction to her, but she probably had any number of men who wanted, or could have, her, so he assumed she probably didn't distinguish between any particular source of attention.
"Same shit, different day, Chet. You look preoccupied." It was intended as a conversation starter, and a tempting one.
He didn't want to say anything about his troubles, especially to a woman he, and probably every other man and a few women in the building, lusted after. They had shared drinks, and nothing else, at a conference two months ago, talking about inconsequential matters, mostly work. If they went for drinks now, he wasn't sure he would be able to keep from talking too much, or diving into bed if she so much as crooked a finger to him.
"Yeah, plenty of shit to go around." He sipped his coffee, and then made an excuse to head back to the relative safety of his office. If only Oana understood what he was going through, it would all be alright.
Oana wanted to cry, but from long experience knew it would only make her temples ache, and her face puffy. She was furious at Chet, and at herself, for the argument, a stupid battle in what she suspected was a losing war. Her love for him was as potent as ever, but he could be so unaware. Even after nearly a decade in his life and his bed, she felt like they were communicating less and fighting more.
She had taken the day off from the gallery, and now sat across from her grandmother, her
bunica
, cradling a teacup at the small kitchen table. The two of them had immigrated to the United States twelve years ago after the accident that had claimed the rest of their family. The old woman had somehow managed to save them both during the collapse, and then find their way onto a boat bound for the New World.
Back then, everything had seemed possible after the tragedy. A new country, opportunities she probably would never have found in Europe, and then, as if in answer to her prayers, Chet. Handsome, intelligent and loving, she had never conceived of such happiness. Marrying him had been something only a complete fool would have refused, but now it was all unravelling. If only she could make him understand...
"Oana, is it worse?"
"Oh, much worse,
bunica
. He hasn't touched me in months, and hasn't kissed me in almost as long. I want him so much, but...but, I...don't know why this is going so wrong." The tears neared the surface, but she sniffed them back, not wanting to cry in front of the older woman again.
"I can help."
"No,
bunica
! You can't talk to him for me! This is something I have to do myself. Fuck!"
Her grandmother brought her hand to Oana's face, more than a pat, less than a slap. "You are a lady, and you do not use gutter language. I will not speak to him. You will speak to Chet. With my help."
Oana's eyes flicked downwards, ashamed at her cursing. She had become Americanized and more of a cosmopolitan, which didn't seem so wonderful now, with her marriage and her life crumbling. "I'm sorry,
bunica
."
"You are forgiven. Now, I have thought on your troubles, and you must do this. It will either save your marriage, or end it." She pulled a small pouch, gray with a yellow drawstring, out of her apron. "This is what you will do..." The old woman explained for just under two minutes.
Oana didn't want to hope, but maybe this would work, somehow. "Yes,
bunica
."
It was already dusk, and Chet had once looked forward to the weekends with his gorgeous wife, Saturday and Sunday mornings in bed, naked and making love loudly on into the afternoon. Oana had been eager to learn all about how to please Chet, and tried things she had only heard whispered at home in the old country. Her native curiosity had given way to full-blown enthusiasm, and she had changed from a shy girl, new to the ways of sex, to an avid participant, then to assertive, if not overtly aggressive. He had, for his part, been eager to turn the keys to her heart and the rest of her body, and tried many things to please her, the vast majority of which had once worked.
He knew how the weekend would go, how they would sit at home, politely not speaking to avoid whatever dispute would get them going, going to bed hours apart, eager to evade the sight or the feel or the sound of one another. She had even taken to locking the bathroom when she showered and changed, though he didn't know she felt the same hurt and longing he felt when she did that.
Steeling himself, he walked in the door and set his briefcase on the floor just inside. Shrugging off his windbreaker, he deposited both in the guest closet, and walked into the kitchen. Oana was there, of course, but the rest surprised him. He had missed the scent of her family's goulash recipe, but it hit his nose and stomach the minute he entered the kitchen.
Oana had done her hair up. He could also smell the faint lavender and jasmine of her favorite bubble bath on her skin, and she was wearing a silk robe. It clung to her skin, and lack of seams or subtle creases revealed that she wore nothing underneath. She smiled at him, a little shyly, as if they were first dating. "Chet, I'm so glad you are home!" She threw her arms around him, clutching him tightly, then kissed him on his lips, a quick peck.
Stunned by the turnaround of his wife's mood, Chet didn't quite know what to do. He kissed back, but she pulled away with a wicked grin, as she had done so many times when they first dated in college, her way of telling him she would "give up the goodies," but on her timetable. "Two things,
iubitul meu
." He knew her meaning, "my lover," again words she had spoken often before and after their wedding vows, and not at all recently. "First, get cleaned up. A shower. Then put on your robe and bring your appetite for dinner. Then, we talk."
"Do I really need to shower?"
Oana looked coolly at him, one hand on her hip while the other stirred dinner. "Shower. The water will cleanse you, as we will cleanse many things this weekend. Go!"
Chet shaved afterwards, too, just for good measure. The thick burgundy robe extended to his knees, and down to his elbows, and he dispensed, as Oana had, with underwear. Maybe she decided to make the best of things, and just ignore her frustration with him. He could do the same, he was sure, and knew that at the end of the day, any day, he loved her and she loved him. He hoped it was enough.
Oana had the lights off, and three candles illuminated the room, set in an equilateral triangle on the table, the apex towards him, and the base, two candles, on her side. She served him first, then herself, and they started to eat. It was delicious as always, and softened his own exasperation almost completely. Even so, they ate in silence, casting their eyes tentatively towards each other. Chet noticed her robe was open to her waist, and her nipples were only just hidden behind the rose patterned fabric.
Afterwards, she motioned for him to stay seated as she cleaned the dishes and placed them in the dishrack, and put the remaining goulash in their fridge. The candles had burned halfway down before she joined him at the table. He waited for her to speak first, deciding that she obviously had something to say, and that dinner was a preamble.
"Chet, I love you. I always have,
iubitul meu
. These past weeks have been difficult for both of us, and you need to know, I need to speak, my decision. I have decided to stay, to continue to be your wife. But there are things to say, and to do, to cement that bond. Do you agree?"
"Always, but...were you leaving me?"
Her smile lit the room even more than the candles. "No, Chet. I feared you were leaving me, my darling. I'm just saying I'm going to go to war..."