March in the Lake Tahoe area is usually cold and clear. Magnificent for winter sports but lousy for moving into a new house. Fortunately, it wasn't me who was doing the moving. It was Thursday and I was getting new next door neighbors without warning.
I've moved myself several times in the past and I know what it's like to do it in bad
weather, so I decided I'd wait a day or two before introducing myself. Friday afternoon, I picked up a wine and cheese basket at the local "gourmet" shoppe and ventured next door for introductions.
The door opened briskly and before me spread throughout was nothing but boxes and furniture askew. From behind the door, stepped a very attractive woman about 45 years old. She stood about 5'6", a trim athletic figure and brunette hair with small tinges of gray.
"Hi there, I'm your next door neighbor and I just thought I'd welcome you aboard. My name's Bill...Bill Harrison. 'Hope I didn't catch you at a bad time."
"Oh, no. I was just takin' a break, tyrin' to figure out what to do next. I'm Carol Hix. How 'bout some coffee? C'mon in, but watch your step.
"Thanks, don't mind if I do." As I stepped through the door, I noticed she wore no wedding ring. I shrugged off my coat and dropped it on an unopened box. then she led me into the kitchen area. "Is your husband working today?"
"I don't know. We're divorced and he's the reason I'm here and he's not. I just moved from Tulsa."
"Wow, what a change of address." I said as she poured me a cup.
Over the next hour, we chatted like crazy and discovered most of the really important details about each other without getting too personal. She had two grown sons and she was travel writer by trade. One boy in the Navy and the older son working in Chicago, her husband left her for another woman as soon as the youngest joined the service. She divorced the pig and decided a fresh start was in order. "So here I am! How 'bout yourself?" she asked. "I've told you most of my secrets, now its your turn."
"Similar stories to yours," I said. "Got three grown kids. My Ex left me for Jesus about ten years ago. I got downsized and decided to run away to these mountains, buy a little business and start fresh. I've been here now for about five years."
I volunteered to help her move her furniture around on Saturday and help unpack if she needed it. She gratefully accepted the offer and reciprocated with an offer of dinner on Saturday night. I left her house about five that afternoon thinking "Hmmm...I think she likes me a little and damn, she's sexy as hell!"
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Saturday morning arrived and so did I, with the strongest back I could muster. I rang the bell and heard her holler "C'mon in...it's open."
As I stepped into the foyer, there she was sitting in the middle of the livingroom floor, literally up to her ears in packing paper, surrounded by dishes and glassware all over the floor. "What a pain in the butt this is! Hope I don't have to do this very many more times in my life."
'You probably won't," I said. "You'll find that Tahoe really grows on you, and pretty soon you'll be calling this home forever. Where do I start?"
"Kitchen and dining room. We'll definitely need those if I'm gonna make you dinner tonight."
"Ok, you just point where you want things to go and I'll take care of the rest." By 3:30 pm, I had finished the kitchen, dining room, living room, washer/dryer, and two bedrooms.
"How can I ever thank you, Bill? What you've done today would have taken me two weeks on my own, if not forever."
My mind began to wander off toward the bedroom I'd just put together. "Oh, don't worry about it, you'll get my bill when the weather warms up a bit." I said jokingly. "But you do owe me a fabulous dinner, tonight. Really though, a little of that wine and cheese will do me fine. We're both pretty tired."
"Not on your life," she said. We're doin' steaks and salad. You can open the wine and I'll get the cheese and crackers."
And a great dinner it was! But by the time we finished off the second bottle of Red, I was totally relaxed and desperate for sleep. I bid her goodnight and crashed hard when I hit my own bed. Carol left the next Wednesday for Rio on a ten-day tour assignment for some travel magazine. What a neat job!
After she returned and wrapped up her story, we met again and again, dating out about once a week and dining in at least every third or fourth night. We began to develop a pretty close friendship over the following three months. We'd share our stories and opinions for hours on end, even though mine weren't nearly as exciting or romantic as her's were. But we found that we had many common interests ...things like taste in food and wine, good conversation, our long-distance kids, our forgettable spouses. Anyway, we always had plenty to chat about and rarely left moments unspoken.
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Carol traveled a lot by anyone's standards. She's literally explored the four corners and seven wonders of the world and she had published articles in a wide variety of magazines, ranging from PLAYBOY to BOY'S LIFE. I was truly impressed by her talents and skills as a writer. But she also liked to talk about me as well (thank god) and I enjoyed sharing war stories about my previous career of professional photography. We never seemed to get bored with each other and the longer we knew each other, the more playful we got...tickling, petting, teasing, practical jokes, and personal jibes.
It wasn't long before I felt like she was becoming my best friend. But the longer I knew her, the more conflicted I became. The last time I'd had sex with any woman was about eighteen months ago. I got a buzz on and picked up a nice looking girl at the local Fire Fighter's Ball. We danced and drank. She took me to her place and we romped. We both knew it was just a three-hour thing. I've seen her a few times since, usually in the grocery store or stopped at street lights...no sparks at all between us.
I guess I was strongly attracted to her sexually, ever since the first step I took through her front door last March. When she was gone, my mind would run wild with thoughts of her naked in all kinds of situations and circumstances. I'd imagine her bathing nude under an African waterfall with the porters looking on lustfully, or I'd be making love to her on the prow of a great sailing yacht pounding the seas of the Fiji Islands. My favorite fantasy was being with her relaxing in the hot tub on my enclosed patio. Nothing else mattered but starlight, candlelight, and rich red wine, massaging her legs and arms, her back and her breasts. I would support her with one hand in the small of her back while she would float effortlessly, arms outstretched with her bare breasts pointing toward the stars and the cooler breeze keeping her nipples erect for only me to devour.
I was definitely wanting this woman as my lover, but I had so much respect for her as my friend, I didn't want to do anything to jeopardize the trust she had placed in me as her friend. And yet, I couldn't help wonder if she had any attraction towards me. There wasn't much difference in our ages, although I was older by a few. I'm not bad looking, 6'2" at 193 pounds, reasonably physically fit, at least strong enough to move her furniture around her house. Salt and pepper hair? I've been told by others that it looks pretty good. I decided to let it ride for the time being because I could definitely survive my fantasies but I knew I couldn't survive the loss of a good friend like her because of saying or doing something dumb.
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A beautiful Saturday morning in June, I was sitting at my kitchen window enjoying the morning sun, having breakfast and reading the paper. KAPAAK KAPAAK I had no idea what that sound was but it sounded like a large staple gun. I looked out my window and saw Carol out on her deck with a staple gun in her hand. I decided I should be nosey so I went out my back door and walked over to her deck. Looking up away from the sun, I said " Whatchya doin'?"
"Well, I'm tryin' to give myself some privacy for sunbathing. I found out that it's not too cool when a white woman shows up in Brazil to interview the natives, looking as white as the Tahoe snow". Both of our back yards back up to the local park with a basketball court and tennis courts. "I'm tryin' to tack up this green plastic sheeting so people can't look up and see me naked."
"Well," I said, " that's a good idea but you might not have to go to all that trouble. Wait! Did you say 'naked?'
"Yeah. My Ex and I joined a nudist club back in Oklahoma and I really got used to an overall tan. I hope that doesn't embarrass you, Bill."
"Well, I have to tattle on myself too. Ever since I've lived in that house, I've been sunning 'nekid' myself. Remember my enclosed patio where the hot tub is?" She nodded.
"In the Summer time, I put a large double chaise lounge out there. It's perfect...total privacy. You're welcome to use it any time you want. I'm not home most of the time anyway. In case you're worried. But, If you're using it and don't want me to stumble in, just leave the radio on and I'll holler coming through the garage entrance."
"That sounds wonderful, and it sure saves me a hell of a lot of work on this project."
"Look, if you want to give it a try, c'mon over this afternoon. I have to down the hill to Carson about one o'clock. I'll be gone about an hour and a half. The sun will be high and it won't take you too long to get your fill. Make sure you use plenty of SPF though. At 6500', it doesn't take much to fry."