Many thanks to Red_Sky_Reader for helpful input.
This is an email I dug up from an old college girlfriend from a bit ago, after we reconnected via the social media business. Sweet slender girl, long thick dark hair. Was a nice memory from many years ago. She's okay with having this posted here, just with changed names and places. We attended different colleges but in the same town. Old (early) girlfriends are some of the greatest people in the world.
From Marla:
You reminded me when you wrote of the first time I stroked you to climax. It had to have been just a few months after we first got together, my second year of college. We had been on the long bus ride back from my home in Eastham visiting my parents on the Cape that weekend, a tiresome wasted Sunday afternoon of travel. I was going to stay with you that night before heading back to my dorm Monday morning to get ready for classes.
I had been daydreaming during the bus ride about your penis while you dozed or read your book on the seat next to me. Not sure how I got started along that line, but the more I thought about your penis, the more exciting it became for me. Of course we had fiddled around a little in those early days, but hadn't even had that many nights together, and you had usually just rubbed your penis on my leg to come, humped my thigh really, while we fondled and kissed and cuddled. So innocent!
You would finger me for my own pleasure, how nice that was! We hadn't moved much beyond that. Of course we were both small town kids before we met. My family were strong Catholics and at that stage, I was just plain not going to have you inside me and take the risks of pregnancy and everything else. Just wasn't ready.
But it had been fun to be intimate with you and feel your penis go from soft to hard and know that I had something to do with that. Kissing and having you rub my breasts and bum felt really good, it was too good to be something wrong or immoral.
My fingers had felt your balls, and your penis, so smooth and nice. I had only seen my brother's penis before, no one else, but not since he was twelve or so, before he got more private around me and my sisters, so yours was really my first.
You were sweet with me, kind, my first boyfriend. It helped that you laughed easily and were cute! It didn't matter that you were an inch shorter than me, you were rugged and handsome.
On the bus ride I kept imagining stroking you, and the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to take you all the way from soft, relaxed penis to hard excited penis and then get you to feel the pleasure of having your sperm come out.
I imagined you lying on your back and my fingers on you, stroking, pulling, making you feel good. I wanted to see your penis up close, every corner, every part. But mostly, I wanted to actually see what it was like when you came, what your body did then when you had your pleasure. All this was so new.
Thinking all this on the bus got me real excited. Real excited. It got so I couldn't think of anything but your penis, what the head of it looked like and felt, and how hard you would get, about how your balls would get anxious and all bunched up in their sack. I didn't say anything to you, just kept my penis-fantasies in my head, dying to enact them. I was beside myself with anticipation all the way back, and then making dinner and eating, which took forever, until we finally were ready to turn in.
I used the bathroom first, then took my clothes off when you took your turn. I was naked and sitting by the edge of the bed when you came in. You had a surprised smile, like it was obvious how excited I was. I pulled your shirt and pants off, which was more forward than usual for me, and you kept smiling more and more.
We laid out together on the bed. It was a warm Indian summer evening so we didn't need any covers. We kissed. Our hands traveled all over, which was nice and I never got tired of that part. You had nice strong shoulders and thighs and I liked your smell.
But I wanted your cock. I laid you out on your back. Your penis had already gotten a bit excited, and was lying out mostly full length on your stomach. It was soft enough to still be supple and I just knelt next to you and began playing with it, looking at your face and then back at your cock.