All characters in this story are over 18 years old.
This story may be viewed as a coming-of-age story for Jim Richardson. Jim is a 20 plus something male who comes from a caustic family upbringing. His dad was a terrible father figure and a worse husband figure. This caused Jim grow without any kind of understanding of women and their needs in a meaningful relationship. His outlook on life prevented him from seeing what role his mother played in his upbringing. As a result, Jim is a frustrated young man who chooses to run away from his problems and try to find a new beginning in the small town of Steamboat Springs, Colorado. Follow along as Jim learns about himself and developing relationships with the women he meets.
Part One, The Journey Starts
Steamboat Springs was my first home away from home. Like most young men out of high school and skipping college, I didn't have much of a plan for what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. I just knew I wanted to get away from Denver and live someplace else. I was tired of the parents always getting in my business and the big city rat race. After a couple of years of this shit I started web searches on small towns near ski areas and Steamboat Springs kept coming up in the top ten results and usually in the top three. Crested Butte and Telluride were also interesting options. Oh, and Big Sky, Montana.
I had skied at Steamboat several times and I knew it was a great mountain. The champagne powder snow from the bitter arctic temperatures was the fluffiest snow on earth. There were no crowds like Winter Park or Breckenridge, but the terrain was every bit as good. The town had a nice western vibe that was honest and laid back. There were always pluses and minuses for each ski area and town I looked at. Steamboat just seemed to be at the top of the list whenever I rated places to live. I finally made the decision to move to Steamboat Springs and start my own life. It was time to get away from mom and dad.
I worked hard and saved as much money as I could over six months. I collected items I thought I might need like camping equipment and hand tools. After amassing enough money and tools to last me a couple of months, I announced that I was leaving home and moving to Steamboat Springs. Mom was worried about me leaving home. Shit, I wasn't a ten-year-old. I had a job in Denver, for Christ's sake. I assured her it wouldn't be that hard and I was only going to be 4 hours away. Dad was less than interested in my decision. He told me to stay out of trouble. I could always come home if my room didn't get repurposed. After those farewells it was a lot easier to live with my decision.
Dad was never involved with me. Never did sports, never went fishing, never went to parent-teacher conferences, hell, never even talked to me about much of anything. He did complain about and argue with mom a lot. According to dad, mom was unmotivated and never did anything. He had to provide for the family. Dad rubbed off on me. I didn't have much admiration for mom either. She was just there harping on me. So, home life left me with an empty feeling. The only thing dad helped me with was co-signing for my old pickup truck. That was so he wouldn't have to provide me with transportation.
So, my die was cast. I was going to leave my useless, dead-end life in Denver and move someplace else. Time to live my own life, for me, free from the burden and inconvenience of living with mom and dad. There was nothing to tie me down in the Denver area. I was free and ready to go.
I packed my truck with everything I owned and made ready to leave. I had one more night at home and then I was gone. I got introspective and looked back on my life. Nothing special stood out to me. I know I felt more affection with mom than I did with dad, but it wasn't that much more. Maybe that was because dad played the unemotional role and that men weren't supposed to be wrapped up in that nonsense. Men had to be able to make decisions without being influenced by having concern for how other people felt. Maybe that's where I was at. That's kind of how I felt. I felt a little empty this last night. But not that empty.
Fran came over after everyone went to bed. She snuck in the house, got naked and climbed into bed with me. I was already naked and waiting for her. Her body was warm and she was wet between the legs. I was hard and ready for her. She wrapped her lips around my dick and began bobbing her head up and down, trying to suck my dick inside out. My hands were on her head guiding it up and down. Just as I was getting ready to cum, she stopped the blow job and climbed on top of me. Straddling me cowgirl style, she grabbed my penis and sat down on it. I slid all the way into her warm moist pussy and began to thrust up into her. Her tits bounced up and down and jiggled on her chest. Her hair fell in my face, tickling my nose and lips. She came down as I thrust up. Over and over again. I could feel my orgasm growing in my dick.
Then the God damned alarm went off. Not even 4am. Same fucking dream, over and over. I never got to cum. I was soaked with sweat and had a raging hard on. I was frustrated. I was pissed. I hadn't seen Fran for a couple of years. We broke up because she went to college and had no use for a dead beat like me. Screw her. I wasn't going to go to college. I had a better plan for my life and it didn't include four more years of formal education. Christ, I barely made it out of high school. What a waste of time. I'd never survive college. What a waste of money. I had to move on. I wish the "Fran" dream would move on and leave me alone.
So, I was up early and got ready to leave. I was quiet as a mouse and thought I would get out the door unnoticed. Mom was waiting in the kitchen with a sack lunch and a thermos of coffee. I didn't want her to be there. It touched my heart and I felt a little pang of sadness as she gave me a hug goodbye. I tried to turn away, but mom held me tight and gave me a kiss on the cheek. At least dad hadn't gotten up. That would have really been fucked up. I just wanted to go and be done with all this shit.
"Be safe. Find happiness."
Those were the last spoken words I heard in that house.
It was still dark outside and only a few other houses had any lights showing in the windows. I got into the truck, closed the door and started the engine. I only heard the sound of the engine as I pulled away from the curb. No one was on the sidewalk watching me leave. There were no waves from friends or family. It was just me, a quiet drive down a deserted street, my world no bigger than the pavement illuminated by my headlights. I was a nobody, leaving nowhere. I felt empty and a little sad. This wasn't the last time that I would leave a place after many years with my world reduced to a spot of pavement sliding through the illumination of my head lights. It was always the same, empty feeling. It never got any easier.
I turned on the radio and tuned to KOMA-AM out of Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. They were the only all-night rock and roll station you could pick up when driving from Denver to Steamboat Springs at night. The signal drifted in and out as I pulled onto I-70 and headed west. There were a few tractor trailers queuing up on Floyd Hill as I hit the first big climb through the foothills. There were even fewer cars. So, my adventure started at 45 mph while trying to get around a City Market trailer headed for God knows where.
I had to appreciate the thermos of hot coffee mom packed for me. The smell woke me up when I removed the stopper. Steam from the cup fogged up the windshield when I set it on the dash. The bitter black coffee went down hot and after a few minutes, the caffeine began to wake me up. I checked the sack lunch and mom had put in nearly half a pack of pink sugar wafer cookies. My favorites. So, I started putting in miles in the dark, drinking bitter coffee and eating my favorite cookie snack.
I-70 finally dropped down into Clear Creek Canyon. The radio started to lose KOMA and soon, I just had static. I couldn't even get KOA-AM so I turned off the radio and listened to the sounds of the miles rolling by. I continued on, headed for Idaho Springs. The skies were getting a little lighter as sunrise was approaching. I was about an hour and a half into my journey and only making slow progress. But I guess there wasn't a big rush to get down the road. I had no place to stay in Steamboat Springs and no job either. So, it really didn't matter when I got there. Hell, this J.B. Hunt driver in front of me might get to Steamboat just a minute or two sooner than me.
I looked back on the life I lived in Denver. Hanging out with the same people in the neighborhood. Working a job as a delivery driver for Chicken on the Run fast food café. It really wasn't much of a life looking back on it. Everyone in the gang was in the same dead-end position. They thought I was the lucky one heading out on the road for a new shot at life. Maybe so, but it sure was lonely out on I-70, as the sun light was hitting the bottoms of clouds high up in the sky over the mountain peaks.
There were some lights in the house windows of Idaho Springs. More people were waking up for another day in Colorado. And there were more cars getting on the highway. I was able to pass J.B. Hunt to find an open stretch of road. But I soon caught up with a string of miners headed for the Henderson Mine a few miles ahead. They wore their hard hats and drank coffee out on the dark road. And there were more tractor trailers and gasoline tankers. I decided not to weave in and out of traffic. I just picked a spot in the queue and sat there. There was no going down this road to nowhere, fast, today.
The turn off to Fall River went by. I flashed back to the weekends when the gang would get the skis and coolers of beer and drive up to St. Mary's Glacier for some hike up, ski down exercise. God, we had fun doing that. Skiing in the middle of summer with 10 or 15 other hard-core skiers from the Front Range. We did that nonsense for years. Those were good times.
The sun was getting close to coming up and dawn was only minutes away at Dumont. The pink lighting on the surrounding mountains was quickly turning gold as the new day was starting. I finally got to the junction of I-70 and US 40. Going left would take me over Loveland Pass and on to Grand Junction. Going right would take me to US 40 over Berthoud Pass and on to Steamboat Springs. I stayed to the right and headed to the town of Empire. My plan was to stop at the Hard Rock Café for breakfast.
When I reached the Hard Rock, I found a parking spot on the north shoulder of US 40 behind a couple of semis that had the same idea as me. There were a couple of other cars parked on the south shoulder in front of the café. It was a dash to cross the highway and not get hit by traffic. In spite of the early hour, there was a good breakfast crowd inside. The waitress showed me to a table on the east wall.
"Coffee, Hun?"