Danny made his way out of the church he went to every Thursday night. He wasn't a religious man, far from it but that's where the local AA meetings were held, so every Thursday he made his way to Saint Agatha's.
This particular Thursday he made his way out and saw the decorations being set up for town Saint Patrick's Day. It had always been a favorite holiday of his but now with his new found sobriety he was dreading the holiday. He usually went out and got hammered with anyone who was out, opting out of that he had thought about staying in but the boredom and loneliness might drive him to drink again.
His sponsor Luther told him he was in a precarious position, he was only a month sober and Luther was afraid especially around this holiday that he'd fall off the wagon. He'd invited Danny to go out with him but as much as he liked having Luther to talk to he felt they'd have little in common but the drinking.
Danny drank in the dank night air and looked around. It wasn't the nicest part of town but it was home, always had been. He looked down from the top of the church steps and saw a woman struggling to carry boxes from her car. Danny ran down the steps and grabbed the box before it toppled from her hands.
"Thanks," she said.
"No problem," said Danny taking the box, "lead the way."
He followed the woman back into the church and towards the food bank. He stored the box where he was told and followed her back out to her SUV.
"Need a hand with anymore?" he asked.
"No," she said, "it was a light haul, if it's not Thanksgiving people aren't as keen to give."
"I'm Danny," he said extending his hand.
"Molly," she said as they shook hands.
"What brings you to the church on this dank Thursday evening?" asked Danny.
"I volunteer at the food bank," said Molly.
"Not going to ask why I'm here?" asked Danny.
"I thought it polite to not," she said, "didn't want to pry."
There was an awkward silence before he finally spoke.
"Would you like to get something to eat?" he asked, "coffee and stale doughnuts will only do me for so long."
"Um," she said taken aback by his proposal, "yea, sure."
They walked around the corner to an all-night diner and took a seat at a booth.
"So Danny," she said after they'd ordered, "tell me about yourself."
"Well you know I'm a recovering alcoholic," he said, "I work for a shipping company, only child. How about you Molly?"
"I work in the fish market," she said, "and I volunteer at the church. I have six older siblings."
"That is a lot of family," he said, "especially since it was only dad and I."
They stopped and ate for a while before either of them spoke again.
"So how long have you been sober?" she asked.
"It will be one month this Saturday," he said.
"On Saint Patrick's Day?" she said, "that must be rough. What are you going to do?"
"I don't have any clue," he said, "I tried to pick up a shift at work but because of my past the foreman was loathe to trust me. Most of the people I called friends are alcoholics, can't understand why I wanted help and don't want any in return. My sponsor offered something but he's well-read and intelligent and I'm more of a buffoon."
"My house is a nightmare on Saint Patrick's Day as well," she said, "me my whole Irish family complete with aunts, uncles and cousins all under one roof. To put it kindly it's a shit show."
"I really don't know what to do without alcohol on Saint Patrick's Day," he said.
"Well maybe you need a friend," she said.
"That would be nice," said Danny.
"I'll be over at 10," she said, "give me your phone."
He did as he was told and she handed the phone back a moment later.
"I put my number in," she said, "text me your address and I'll bring food."
He said goodnight to Molly and walked her back to her car before turning to walk to his apartment. Danny flipped on the lights and locked the door. Thanks to Luther he had found a rent controlled studio apartment, better yet it was only a one story walk up.
Friday night after work Danny cleaned his apartment, he hadn't had a guest other than Luther since he moved in and he wanted it to look good for Molly. As he laid down to bed that night he thought about Molly. She had glasses and long dirty blonde hair which she had had up in a ponytail. Her eyes were bright blue and almost piercing, he fell asleep thinking about them.
He woke up the next morning, showered and shaved just in time to hear Molly at the door. He buzzed her up and waited for her. She came up with a very full grocery bag.
"Kitchen?" she asked.
He took the bag instead and led her to the kitchen.
"Traditional Americanized Irish food for the holiday," she said, "the corned beef will take a while so you can help me with it and it will keep us occupied all day."
"Your family won't miss you?" he said.
"If they notice I'm gone I'll be surprised," she said, "either way I think you need me more here."
"That's nice considering you barely know me," said Danny.
"What can I say?" she said, "I'm a good Catholic."
She gave him instructions for the corned beef and put the vegetables in the fridge for later. Once they were done she went into his living room area and put on the parade.
"You want a drink?" asked Danny before joining her.
"What do you have?" she asked.
"Water, orange juice, milk," he said, "and coke, lots of coke."
"That's your crutch?" she said.
"Yea," he said, "I always liked Jack and coke so the coke by itself helps."
"Just water please," she said.
"I actually didn't eat breakfast so I'm going to make myself some eggs too," said Danny, "you want any?"
"Sure," she said, "however you're having yours."
He came in when he was done with two plate of eggs and then got a glass of water for Molly and a glass of orange juice for himself.
"Eggs in a basket," she said looking at her plate, "my Nana used to make eggs like this when we visited her."
"I saw it in a movie once," he said, "I tried it and I just like it this way when I have the time to make it."
After breakfast he did the dishes and Molly helped him check on the corned beef. They had a few more hours before dinner was ready.
"So I don't have a lot to do around here," said Danny, "I didn't have a lot to my name before I got sober and cards remind me of the gambling I did when I was drunk."
"So then tell me about yourself," said Molly, "other than what I already know."
"A lot of it after I turned fourteen was a blur," he said, "I was raised by an alcoholic father. Tried hard not follow in his footsteps but here I am."
"You're picking yourself up though," said Molly, "I have a lot of family that are in denial about their problems, some have come out ok, some I'm not so sure about."
"You see this every day and you're still here looking after me?" said Danny, "You really are a good Catholic."
"I try," she said with a smile.
Once the corned beef was almost ready Molly had him help her with the cabbage and potatoes. They were pretty straightforward, mostly boiling. After dinner was ready they sat down in his dining area to eat.
"So what do you do for fun?" asked Molly, "now that you're sober."
"I haven't really found a hobby," he said, "I work and other than that I go to AA meetings."
"Well you have to have something you want to do other than wallow," said Molly, "have you tried reading? It's cheap and all you have to do is find something you like."
"I could give it a try," he said, "any suggestions?"
"James Joyce is one of my favorites," said Molly, "he writes about Dublin and I've always wanted to go."
"I've never done any travelling," said Danny, "other than Atlantic City."
"That's not really travelling," she said, "I want to experience other cultures."
"Oh it's another world in Atlantic City," said Danny, "but it's not a good one."
"So where have you always wanted to go?" asked Molly as she cleaned her plate.
"London," he said, "I don't know why, I just love seeing it in movies."
"A lot of history in London and Dublin," said Molly.
After they cleaned up dinner Danny walked Molly out to her car.
"I'll bring you a few books," said Molly, "somethings you might like."
"Thanks," said Danny, "it will be nice to have something to do other than watch TV."
Molly got to her car and turned to smile at Danny.
"You're really great for spending the day with me," he said, "I've never had someone I can count on before."
He leaned in and placed a soft slow kiss on Molly. He had never kissed someone while he was sober before and he loved the feeling of her lips on his.
"Wow," said Danny.
"Wow," said Molly as she smiled back at him, "I haven't been kissed in..." she trailed off.
Danny pulled her in for another kiss this time he pressed his tongue into her mouth. The second kiss was for lack of a better word intoxicating.
"I don't think I've ever had a sober kiss," said Danny, "it's like..."
"The first time," she cut in pressing her lips back to his.
Once the kiss ended they both caught their breath.
"I'll wait for you outside the church Thursday night," said Molly.
The rest of the week was arduous, Danny focused on his work and picked up a book from the library. It was The Hobbit a book he remembered his grandfather reading to him before he passed. By Thursday morning he'd finished the book and returned it to the library.
He made his way into work and no sooner had he punched in then the foreman Mason asked to see me in his office.
"Shit," thought Danny as he followed him in.
"You alright lately?" asked Mason.