Keep score along with her as Ondra, a 28 year old slut in denial, graphically catalogs every ounce of semen and every drop of vaginal fluid from her sexual exploits in her remarkably descriptive sex chronicles. She discloses everything to her readers, from photographic details about past and present fucks to her own quirky personal hygiene and grooming habits.
Some women are repulsed by the idea of sucking a man's cock. Not this woman. It's one of the first things I'm prepared to do when I like a guy. At twenty-eight years old and single, I meet men that I find attractive all the time, many of whom become sexual partners.
I'd say that counting vacations, business trips (although I just quit my job to go back to college full time) and mere random encounters, I'm good for hooking up with about ten to twelve guys a year, meaning that just about once a month I end up with a dick in my mouth that's never been there before.
Over all I think that's a good thing.
Nevertheless, as much as she might enjoy a mouthful of cock, every woman also has a mouthful of questions before she gives head to a guy for the first time. Questions like:
What is this guy's cum going to taste like?
How much of it will there be?
How long is it going to take him to cum?
Just how much effort is this going to require on my part?
Just a few days ago, I once again found myself with the same set of inquiries, as I was about to be intimate with someone new. As I prepared to give him oral sex, it struck me that men have no clue what really goes through a woman's mind when she's sucking a new guy's dick for the first time, that is until now!
The dick in question belonged to a nineteen year old guy in one of my classes. I knew that I was sexually attracted to him, but I didn't realize just how much until I caught myself memorizing the license plate number on his car. I had plenty of time to memorize the number because that afternoon I had agreed to follow him back to his dorm after an off-campus observation assignment.
We had been flirting with each other a little in the past, but this course was a real pressure cooker, so we didn't really have much time to talk during class. We were able to get to know each other a bit more during the observation and he asked me if I wanted to come back to his dorm room for a drink. After being bored to tears for two hours, I figured I needed a stiff one and agreed to follow him back to the university.
Although I was a full time student, at twenty-eight years old and the owner of a townhouse, I was not about to live on campus, so I had still not set foot in any of the dorms. I felt a little self-conscious about going to this guy's room.
As I drove behind him, I tried to assess just how "okay" I was with doing this. I mean, a couple of months ago a guy invited me to follow him home from a bar and as I drove behind him, my pussy was wet with the anticipation of impending sex. That time, however, I already had a few drinks in me and the guy was my age.
I'd love to say that I was experiencing the same vaginal wetness this time, but this guy was just nineteen, so all I felt was nervousness. I gave myself a wry smile as I looked at my reflection in the rear view mirror.
After we were in his room for a while, he made me a vodka drink and asked if he could give me a hug. I thought that was sweet. I put my arms around his neck as he reached down and wrapped his around my waist. Soon we were making out and I began to feel like this guy was more my peer than just some nineteen year old kid.
By now I was expecting him to be grabbing me all over, but so far he had only groped my tits for a couple of obligatory moments. As I pressed up against him, it was difficult to tell if he had a hard on through the puffy coat that I was wearing, so I sat down on his bed and started to unzip his pants. I felt the same eagerness I usually feel when I'm about to see a guy's cock for the first time.
Luckily, up to this point in my life my sexual partners' penis sizes have been perfectly acceptable. None of them have been too small to satisfy me and one was actually rather large. Sex with the large guy was always dominated by doubt. My doubt in the ability of the particular bodily orifice that he was impaling at that moment to accommodate his huge size. Yes, this chick definitely prefers a nice, run of the mill, average-sized dick.
I could see that this college guy's cock met my size requirements as I slid his pants down and scooted forward on the bed to take him into my mouth. At that point I wasn't even sure if he was looking at this as a prelude to us having intercourse, or if he just expected me to suck him off to completion and leave.
But, what I did know was that he still had his shoes on, his pants were still around his ankles and I hadn't even taken off my coat. By now most guys would be trying to open my blouse and take my tits out of my bra at the very least. He wasn't doing any of that, so it was beginning to look like our first time together would merely consist of him getting his rocks off courtesy of my mouth.
I wasn't crazy about the fact that he seemed to take my role in this encounter as a foregone conclusion, but he had been a perfect gentleman up to that point. So, unable to deny that I was enjoying the experience, I began to bob my head back and forth more quickly so that his dick was sliding in and out of my mouth in longer strokes and at a faster pace. I also increased the tightness of my lips around his cock, as I thought he might appreciate a little more friction.
I know that sometimes men have a difficult time climaxing from just a blowjob and they have to finish themselves by jerking off at the end. I experienced that with the big-dicked guy that I dated. He was so girthy that I couldn't keep his cock in my mouth for more than a couple of minutes at a time without my jaws getting tired. I could never maintain a rhythm long enough to make him cum. He would usually just end up jacking his load all over my face or tits at the end. But, other than that one exception, I've found that I'm pretty good at making a guy cum when I'm giving him head.
My new friend's dick was fully hard by now and I finally had some moisture building between my legs. For a second I almost stopped blowing him to ask him what he thought about us giving my mouth a rest and getting that dick of his inside my pussy. But I hadn't been sucking him for that long, and he was finally beginning to assert himself a little more by grabbing my head with both hands and aggressively shoving my mouth onto his cock.
Having my head thrown around like that was making me feel a bit like a rag doll and I gagged a couple of times as he forced the head of his cock down my throat. His dick was just a little bit beyond the length that I could comfortably swallow to the balls and I felt tears begin to run down my cheeks as I struggled.
In the past, my ability to deep throat a guy's cock has always been hit or miss. That guy I followed home from the bar a couple of months ago is a perfect example. That night, I spent quite a while giving him head before we fucked and I was repeatedly sliding his entire cock into my mouth all the way down to his balls. He shaved his pubic area, so he had a lot of stubble on his stomach right above his dick. I was swallowing him so deeply that my nose kept squashing up against that stubble and getting all itchy. It was actually pretty funny. I probably could have even handled a guy whose dick was a couple of inches longer that night. But when we had sex the next morning, (same guy, same cock) I had trouble deep throating him without gagging. I was having that same difficulty now.
It was getting hot in the dorm room and I needed to take off my coat, so I pulled my mouth off of my college guy's cock for the first time in several minutes. As I pushed away from him, there was a band of thick, stringy saliva from the back of my throat bridging from my mouth to the head of his dick. It finally snapped and was hanging from my chin as I slipped my arms out of my coat. After I got my blouse unbuttoned, he reached down and stretched the lacy material aside as one breast and then the other popped out of my bra.
I really don't spend a lot of time agonizing over whether or not people would consider me a slut, but whenever I find myself in a certain stage of undress, I always seem to feel like one. I'm referring to having my bare breasts slinging around outside of my bra while I'm still wearing it. It just seems that whenever my tits are in that state, it's always a situation where I'm fucking and running, or I'm GETTING fucked and the guy's running, or where the sex is one sided (kind of like THIS situation!).
But my slutty feelings really hearken back to something that happened to me in high school. I was fooling around with someone else's boyfriend in my car. We didn't have sex, but he did undo my shirt and pull my breasts out of my bra. After we finished, I buttoned my blouse, dropped the guy off at his house and drove home. Although my blouse was buttoned up, I never pulled my bra up, so my breasts were still out and were bouncing and jiggling around during the whole ride home. I had decided not to bother putting myself back together completely until I got to my house.
I pulled into the driveway and turned off the engine. While still in my car, I unbuttoned my blouse, pushed my tits back into my bra and buttoned up again. What I didn't realize was that my mom had been watching from the second floor window and had seen me do this!
When I walked into the house I got questions like, "Why were you fixing yourself like that?" and "What are you up to missy?" My mom didn't really press the issue any more that day, but I'm sure she knew that my tits didn't just jump out of my bra on their own. She became a lot more strict with me after that. Her strictness did make me calm down a little, but I still couldn't manage to make it to graduation a virgin!