Fuck, I need it so bad right now.
I want to wake up beside you some morning. I want to be lying there on a lazy summer morning with the fan blowing over us and without even opening my eyes yet feel your body near me in the bed. I want to lie there, still not opening my eyes yet, and just think about you ... like saving dessert for last, I want to delay seeing you, touching you a little bit. Just let me lie there, no covers on, only wearing my boxers, and think about you -- about the generous curves of your body so near, about the shading of your skin from where the sun touches it to the places that only I see, of your hair and your eyes and those lips that drive me mad. And it's thinking of your lips when my cock begins to swell.
I can feel the air against it when I begin to escape the front flap of my shorts. Air circulated from the fan swirling around the lengthening shaft, the sensitive head, air adding to the sensuality of the moment. I imagine that the air is coming from your lips, that you are blowing playfully across my body. I stretch, arching my back, pointing my cock directly at the ceiling though I have not yet looked. I feel myself lengthen even further, I feel my skin quivering with excitement. And the air changes subtly, becomes warmer, more intermittent. I can't help but look now and ...
You are sitting up in the bed beside me, bent down toward my cock, your lips pursed and blowing across the head. When you notice my eyes are open, yours sparkle with glee. You lie back in the bed so you can kiss me, but as you do, your hand closes firmly around me. "Mine," is the first word from your mouth.
The last one for a while, too, as we kiss slowly at first, but the speed and passion builds as you raise the stakes each time. When I open my mouth to you, you plunge your tongue in against mine; when I move mine against it, you suck it into your mouth and take most of my breath with it; and when I pull back, gasping and crazy to dive right back toward those lips I dream of, you grin and start to ripple the fingers of that hand holding me, lifting one after another and letting it fall, like playing arpeggios against my cock. Involuntarily, I moan and raise my hips, and you close your fingers again, allowing me to fuck your hand, but holding it loose enough that it's mostly teasing.
You lean back in toward me, and I'm ready to kiss you again, but you start turning yourself around so that your lips reach me below my chin, and you are kissing me downward from that point. Your lips are slightly open and you use your tongue, wiggling it against my neck, my chest as you kiss down ... twirling it in my hair as you move toward my nipples, kissing each one and flicking it as your hand slowly slides up and down me, closing a bit tighter but controlling the pace. God, you are driving me so fucking crazy, and I reach out, trying to touch any part of you I can, trying to let you feel what you are doing to me, and without my noticing you have completely turned yourself around, and my hand falls squarely between your spread, naked thighs.