From the author: thanks always to KS without whom this stuff would not see the light of day. If you don't like religious people involved in sin, then please go and read something you will find more to your taste. I would say the Bible, but as an atheist brought up by religious parents who made me go to chapel three times a Sunday, I know the Bible and it does sin a fair bit!
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My name is Peter Phillips. I am thirty-two and a priest at a church in Suffolk, England.
I had wanted to be a priest since I was a teenager. I went to a theological college and from there, went through training to be ordained. I did this by the age of twenty-six. This was my first parish where I have been for six years.
I love being a priest. I am very happy in my faith and the things I have to do. I love helping people; from talking to people about their problems, to visiting older people in their homes, and doing marriages and funerals.
I have only one problem, which I have not managed to deal with. I am tempted by women. Every woman I see, makes me feel an urge; an urge which is given life in my trousers. I masturbate at least once a day. I look at pictures of naked women with big tits and hairy cunts on the internet.
Being a Catholic, I am nagged by guilt. My church says a priest cannot have sex, and that masturbation is a sin.
So I pray to my god every day, to stop me from sinning and absolve me from my crimes. I know God hears me, and every day I sin a bit more.
Then, last Wednesday afternoon happened.
It was a few minutes before the end of confession. I had only had two people in two hours. Then the confessional door banged. Someone took their seat and said the usual opening. It was a female voice.
"Tell me your confession my child," I said, in my most sympathetic voice.
There was a long pause.
"I've committed adultery, Father. My husband never makes love to me anymore. I love to fuck. I can't help it."
I hear lots of things in the confession. I had heard confessions of adultery before, but not this graphic.
"Why do you love sex?" I asked, feeling something growing in my underwear.
"I have always loved it, Father. I love the feel of a hard cock in my cunt and cum going down my throat. I also love a woman's tongue on my pussy. Just talking about it makes me very wet. I need to cum!"
Her voice was very husky by then, and there was a rustle of clothes.
"That's better," she groaned. "I've got my fingers in my cunt and I'm wanking myself."
I could hear the wetness of her fingers moving in and out. It was taking all of my self-control not to get my cock out. "You should try and resist this sin, my child!" I rasped, hoarsely.
"Oh god. I can't, Father. I need to cum! I need to cum! Oh, I'm cumming!"
She let out a little scream, and then there was silence, except for her heavy breathing. She spoke again after a couple of minutes. "I bet you're hard, Father. I bet you've been playing with yourself!"
"Of course not!" I tried to sound offended.
"I bet if I come round there, you'll have a hard cock to fuck me with!"
And the door banged. There was a minute's pause, then my door opened. A middle-aged woman with huge tits, wide hips and an incredibly hairy twat stood there.
"I knew I was right!" she smiled, looking at my crotch.
She moved inside and told me to stand up. I should have resisted, but my cock had total charge of me. She pulled my habit off my head and sank to her knees. Her mouth was so hot and wet round my cock, as she slid herself slowly up and down.
"Oh my god!" I groaned, in pleasure.
"Is that as nice as you thought it would be?" she asked, slipping my manhood out of her mouth.
"Oh yes, it's fucking amazing!" That was the first time I'd ever used the F-word.
"You'll hopefully like this more!"
She pushed me down onto my chair and mounted me. She briefly rubbed my head against, what I was sure was her clit, before putting my head at her opening. Without hesitation, she sank down.
"Oh fucking hell!" I groaned. Her heat and wetness was amazing. This was a hundred times better than I had dreamed it would be.
"You like that?" she grinned, starting to move up and down.
"Oh yes, I love it. I shouldn't, but I do!"
"God forgives sinners," she gasped, starting to move quicker. "Play with my tits!"
I got her blouse open and front-opening bra unclasped, even though I had never touched either before. Her tits were huge, round, and soft. I fondled and squeezed them. She kept asking me to do it harder, until she gasped with pain and pleasure.
She was now almost bouncing on my cock, and I suddenly felt my climax very close.
"I'm going to cum!" I wailed.
"Oh yes, give me your holy cum deep in my cunt!" she groaned.
Seconds later, I did just that. Seconds after that, she screamed and came. We sat there for several minutes, recovering.
"How was your first fuck?" she finally breathed into my ear.
"Very, very nice," I panted back. "Can we do it again?"
"Wait and see," she smiled, and got off. I watched a long stream of my cum run down her thigh. She felt it and rubbed her fingers in it, which she then licked clean. "I love the taste of cum!"
Five minutes later, she was gone.
For a few minutes, I felt great. I had finally had sex and loved it. But as I knew it would, guilt soon set in. I had rushed back to the presbytery afterwards, missing my evening meal to pray for forgiveness. It worked for about a minute, and then I was smelling my fingers that had been inside her, and then was stroking my cock which was still sticky with her juices. Kneeling on the floor in the position of prayer, I had wanked myself to a huge climax, which was repeated in bed twice later that night.
I had cum another three times the following day, but gradually I got a hold of myself. As wrong as it had been, I had begun to feel that god understood my aberration. And while he probably didn't forgive me, if I was contrite enough and did enough good work, he would in time have a place for me in his heart again.
So I put my heart and soul into both prayer and community work all week.
I had been half hoping and worrying that my virginity taker would come back for Saturday confession. She did not. I went home and made myself a meal; my housekeeper did not come in on Saturdays. It was eight o'clock, and I was just about to sit down in my living room when the doorbell rang.
I was used to being called on at any time, so I went to the door wondering what it was this time. Did someone need the last rites, or just need someone to listen.
What I did not expect—was the woman who had fucked me last week. She stood there, looking as innocent and nervous as she could, with her head bowed and her hands held together at her waist.
"I'm sorry to bother you, Father!" she said, almost in a whisper.
"I tried to get to confession, but could not make it. I really need your help to confess and cleanse me of my sin. Will you hear my confession, please?"
She looked up then, and her eyes were full of desperation.
"Of course, I will," I said, relieved that this looked like being nothing more than an ordinary confession.
I led her into my living room. I pointed to an armchair and sat opposite her on the couch. She sat there for a couple of minutes, with her head bowed. When she finally looked up, she had a worried look on her face.
"Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned," she said very quietly, and paused. She seemed to take a breath to compose her thoughts, then she carried on even quieter, so I had to move closer to hear.
"It has been a week since my last confession. I have tried very hard not to sin, but I've been weak, Father, so weak. I have fucked five men and three women this week. I've committed adultery eight times. I am such a poor sinner. I need you to... to absolve my sins, and help me get clean!"
This was something I had heard many times, but gone was the supplication and desperation in the voice that usually accompanied it. These words were delivered in a low, husky moan. Even so, my training and vocation briefly struggled to take over.