And pluck till time and times are done,
The silver apples of the moon,
The golden apples of the sun.
W. B. Yeats
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I look down at the cool, glassy surface of the water beneath me. An old mining pit, nature had spared no time in reclaiming what was taken from it, rapidly replacing the ugly and industrial, with the breathtaking pocket of land before me. The sheer sides of the pit are verdant with richly hued grasses and moss. Jagged slashes of grey, pepper these sides as the slate beneath rents small wounds in the foliage. This contrast of soft grass and sharp stone, of warm and cold, does nothing but enhance the conflicting beauty of each. These cliffs plunge steeply, before spilling shards of slate onto a small beach, which in turn tumbles into clear pristine water.
The pool is still, aloof even and despite my familiarity with this place, that aching sense of yearning it instills has not diminished. Despite the early hour, shards of sun are already spreading out across the grass. It promises to be a glorious day, a rare enough occurrence in this part of the world.
I half jog down the slate path to the waterside and lay down my pack. I pull the towel out ready. Early morning there is never anyone about down here, particularly midweek and off season. It's a good hour long hike from the village to here and there are no decent roads or parking spaces near.
On a whim, I had picked up a fallen hazel twig on my short hike down from my cottage. Something about the shape of the tree that shed it had enticed me and I felt compelled to pick up it's offering. Reverently, I cast it into the pooI before starting to undress. This has become my morning ritual. I stand tall facing the water. Slowly I remove my shirt. A cool breeze jostles with the warm morning sun fighting for the attention of my skin as piece by piece it is revealed. Then follow my trousers and then underwear and I stand naked in the brisk air.
Standing there I tune in to the heartbeat of the place. The gentle, pulsing, undulations of the grass in the breeze, the barest hint of ripple on the surface of the water, the background hum of insect and bird, all layered into a characteristic, vital, rhythm. My breathing slows. My weight shifts to one side as I raise a foot, and then steadily place it into the water. Exquisitely bitter cold engulfs my foot and I fight the involuntary tension that constricts my body.
Step by slow step, I steadily descend into the pool, conscious of the sharp cold crawling up my ankles and legs. I continue forward, the water lapping higher and higher. Icy fingers caressing inexorably up my body, across my thighs, groin, stomach, chest. I feel the familiar rush as my body numbly melts into the pool, mixing with it. I stop, neck deep in the water and savour the sensation. The sharp coldness subsides to a cool embrace, but with the slightest shift of weight a new current pricks my skin with cold.
I start to swim, savouring each wave of cold between my legs but I've barely swam three stokes when I am pulled up short by a lilting laugh behind me.
"I didn't expect to find anyone else here!"
A tall young woman is stood on the bank, with a smile on her lips. I recognise her from the group of travellers who have set up camp below my cottage. They come every few years, a troupe of around fifty,
alive with brightly coloured tents and the music of fiddle and accordion. They walk across the heathland with their tents leaving their cars parked some miles away and they are met with joy whenever they grace the village with their presence.
This woman in particular had caught my eye. She has long dark hair, which cascades down her shoulders and a bright mirthful, beautiful face that seems constantly poised to laugh at some joke that only she is party to. As I watch her, she grins more widely and with a shrug and an effortless shimmy, she unclasps the colourful dress she is wearing, letting it tumble to the floor.
She is starkly, gloriously, naked beneath. The fabric falls away like stage curtains revealing a lithe body. A body of strength and softness in all the right proportions. Of delicate, graceful curves. Without noticeable hesitation, she begins to step into the water towards me.
"I hope you don't mind me joining."
"Not at all" I reply to her but it isn't a question.
By now the water is at her waist and rising quickly. She reaches her depth and with a toss of her head and a short, joyous, yelp, she dives under. Towards me. I see her shimmering silhouette beneath the water, closer and closer. I feel the fanning tendrils of her hair, brush my stomach and then, in what seems like an instant she is behind me. I turn to find a pair of large hazel eyes glinting at me mischievously. She nods at me, lips playing on the edge of a smile.
"You live in the cottage on the hill. I've seen you from our camp. I'm Faye"
"I'm Connor"
She starts to circle me in the water, gazing inquisitively at me and trailing her fingers over my chest and back. She looks back into my eyes and this time I match her grin.
"Perhaps there is something of the grey folk in you too?" she muses
I laugh, assuming her to be joking. Like most of the locals around here, I have grown up with tales of the fair folk, of the fey. She watches me thoughtfully and then the slightest shadow of concern crosses her lips.
"I think I've distracted you. You should get out, the cold is getting to you. I'll be right behind"
She is right. At these temperatures it takes mere minutes for the cold to seep in and I had missed the signs. Flushing, I suddenly become aware of the growing shivers which are beginning to hit me. Reluctantly I turn back to shore. With excited yelps and splashes she dives in and out of the water around me. Tantalisingly close. Then with a look and a coy smile, she composes herself and intertwines her fingers in mine to guide me back to shore. Her touch is electric and with the combined cold and arousal I am powerless to do anything other than follow her guiding tether to the shallows.
At the bank my warm robe is draped over me and she busies herself with my smaller towel, vigorously rubbing me dry. A voice somewhere in my cold dulled mind, is yelling at me to enjoy this moment, to remember it. Dried to her satisfaction, she lowers me to the ground and parts my robe letting the sun coax more heat into my body. She lays beside me, considering me, a slight look of contrition at the corner of that ever present smile.
" Sorry for distracting you. I got carried away."
I am at a loss for words, but she doesn't seem to be expecting any. She lays there on her side, gazing at me in silence. Small globes of water dapple her skin. She's naked still and achingly close to me.
A part of me questions the sense in this. She must be freezing! But a much larger voice drowns it out, urging me to savour this moment, desolate at the thought of this moment ending.