She had been in a short relationship earlier in the year with someone who was leaving to go overseas to work, and the relationship had gotten more emotionally involved than either had thought it would. She had been hurt when her friend decided to leave without saying goodbye, and near heartbroken when she got his email saying he had gone and why. He emailed her from Houston, the message read:
"My sweet
I find myself still in Houston, finalizing the processing necessary for me to travel out of the country. I wish I was there now, but circumstances dictate that I have to fill out forms, get shots and wait...
I am sorry that I did not say goodbye...I know it must be tough on you, as it has been tough on me. However, I felt it to be the right decision. Sweet, we were moments from falling in love and I felt that under the circumstances, it would have been wrong to do so. You are such a beautiful woman...inside and out. I still hope that both you and your husband find some recourse and rediscover the love that both of you felt when you first met. That is my wish for you.
Still...I am a man and as a man...I want and need you as a man should want his woman. So, if you are not doing anything this next week, you could come down and spend a night with me. I promise to be on my best behavior.
Please continue emailing. I will not always be able to respond, but you are my special friend and I want to know how you are doing...only thing I ask is that I email from a company computer...so you have to be somewhat careful what you end. They can and sometimes do monitor email traffic (security reasons). I will send more later.
I miss you.
Love,
Me"
She wept openly as she read, tears streaming down her face, ruining her makeup. She was very glad to be in the office alone. Something deep inside her that she though had died had come alive in his arms, and she was devastated. Her heart was broken. So, she drifted.
She found herself continuing in some relationships she had ongoing that were purely physical, and enjoyed them, as she always had. Giving herself to be used for sexual pleasure had become something that gave her a means to cope with the frustrations in her life, and a way to relieve the stress of directing others at work. It freed her mind for moments of time and allowed her to surrender control to someone. Not to mention, to have great orgasms and get to taste some cum.
She was going to take a couple of days around the 4
th
of July, and had planned to spend all of her time off except one day doing things around the house. The last day, Tuesday, was her day. She was going shopping. She had it planned and then out of the blue, she got an instant message on messenger from someone who lived only about 50 miles from her. They swapped emails back and forth, getting acquainted, discussing likes and dislikes, wants, needs, desires. The relationship from the winter had left her somewhat empty, and had made her realize that she missed the closeness, the sense of belonging, that she had held so briefly. They made plans to meet for coffee on her shopping day, in route. She would stop and meet him at a convenience store, and then they would down to the lake to the day park area and talk.
She was early, as usual. She waited patiently, excited with the prospect of a day of shopping, alone, driving farther from home that she ever had alone. She was also excited, and nervous, about the upcoming meeting. Being a woman of little patience, she had decided to leave the convenience store and drive down the highway, hoping to meet him. Just as she reached the road, he pulled into the parking lot. She hurried to park her car again. He came over to her car window, she rolled it down, and they introduced themselves. Lord, but he was tall. He asked her to follow him to the park area.
