Eyes half-closed, she leaned back in the chair, the constant buzz of her client's conversation little more than background noise for her imaginings. She really ought to have paid attention to what she was being told; honestly, wasn't that what she was getting paid for? Still, something stuck in her mind like a thorn, irritating her, driving her mad, rendering her completely unable to focus on the matters at hand. She jotted a note and nodded, feigning interest, and the client went on.
How long HAD it been,
she wondered, silently tallying the months. Three years. Three years since her husband had died after a long illness. And really, it was far longer than that. He was in no shape for such activities long before his death. And since he died, she threw herself into her practice, seeing as many clients as she possibly could so she wouldn't have to be home alone. Sex, dating... all of the trappings of romance were out of the question because she was a young widow.
There seemed to be something foreboding about a woman widowed at a young age. She was 23 years old when the casket was slammed shut and her all too brief marriage was over. Most of her friends hadn't married yet, let alone been widowed. Most people offered her their condolences, but really no one understood. Men that she met who might have been previously interested suddenly shied away, spooked, as if she was somehow responsible for her husband's death. Her parents kept encouraging her to go out, to meet someone new, to be active, but for a long time she didn't have any interest in anything, not even a one night stand.
Until today.
When she woke up that morning, something inside her was different. Her pussy throbbed, and crankily demanded some attention. She was a little bit bewildered at the way her body mutinied against her, and she hurriedly got up and began to prepare for her day. When she picked up the suit she'd chosen for work, she suddenly came to a halt.
I don't want to wear this prudish thing,
she thought.
I want to feel sexy today. I want to feel like all of me still works.
She rooted around in her closet, and dug out a knee length black skirt that she hadn't worn in years. Then she chose a white oxford shirt, a short jacket, and some strappy black heels. Hunting around in the back of her underwear drawer she grinned as she felt just what she was looking for. A garter belt and lace-topped thigh high black stockings. Perfect. Slipping on a low-cut lacy bra and the garter, she skipped panties and finished dressing. Perching her small glasses on the bridge of her nose, she appraised herself in the mirror. In truth, she didn't look overtly sexy, but she felt incredibly naughty, and it didn't matter to her if anyone else knew.
She shifted in her chair, coming back to the present, but remembering how she dressed caused a sudden rush of wetness, heralding her need. She cleared her throat and turned her attention to her client, who was making his final comments. She leaned to one side, nodding, then rose, shook his hand, and watched him go down the hall to the exit. Once he was out of sight, she leaned against the wall and let out a tremendous sigh.
I'm the only one in the office now, and I don't have anyone else to see today⦠I could just forego the paperwork and satisfy this craving I'm having,
she thought, and then nodded to herself. Retreating back into her office, she shut the door behind her. The office was fairly spacious, with a comfortable leather couch on one end, a long wide light oak desk on the other with a stuffed oak chair, and a few extra armchairs against the wall. She sat on the edge of her desk, aware of the sudden wetness between her legs.