I've had great fun with this, imagining what it would be like to have sex on acid or some other hallucinogenic. It came from a story idea posted by VixenValkrane and is based on two characters from one of her own non sexual stories. I hope I do them justice. As always, comments, votes and contacts very welcome.
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It all makes sense now. All the shit, all the hurt, all the pain he has caused himself and others, all the negativity and terrible feelings, they were all just stumbles on the path. Kristian lain, as he had been for hours, staring upwards, thinking. His senses, once heightened and deformed, were settling. His thoughts although disjointed, are crystal clear. He finally understands how he perceives and the nature of self. He has to tell Val.
Val looks at the caller ID on her phone; surprise, delight and suspicion all flash through her brain. She hasn't heard from Kristian in over a year, a year in which she's thought about him everyday, thought about and worried about. She presses the red Call End button. Why is he trying to phone her at 2am? Is he in trouble? Has he had another breakdown? Where is Alan, the friend he lives with? Allen, that's what she'll do, she'll phone Alan. She tries Alan but can't get through. She thinks' about Kristian, a feeling of unease beginning to rise within her.
He was the love of her life, five years together, five happy, tumultuous, topsy turvy years. She'd known from early on that Kristian could be erratic, calm and level headed one day, down and anxious the next, the smallest details being blown out of all proportion; but it didn't matter, they were young and very much in love. They partied a lot, which in hindsight maybe wasn't the best thing for Kristian, all the booze and drugs adding to his deteriorating mental health. Then one day it happened, he tried to kill himself. She visited him the whole time in the hospital, but even when the psych doctors said he was improving he kept pushing her away. He eventually told her that he loved her too much and couldn't put her through a life with him. Despite her pleading with him not to, he broke off their relationship, moved out and moved in with Alan. She was heartbroken and took to burying herself in her work at the bar and regularly drowning her sorrows. She was a stunning redhead, who despite too much booze and regular drugs, still had a killer body. Her looks combined with a quick wit and easy going nature meant that she was never short of tips and drinks or admirers. She could have had numerous men but didn't, she still loved Kristian.
She nervously dialed Kristian's number, "Hi Kristian, sorry I missed your call, what's up?" trying to sound nonchalant and calm, which she most definitely wasn't.
"Val, Val I've worked it all out, I have to tell you everything." He sounded groggy and a bit spaced. She had heard through mutual friends that he was drinking and doing a lot of drugs, on top of, or maybe instead of, the ones his doctors had prescribed.
"Are you ok Kristian, you sound a bit wasted." Val was aware that she'd had a good amount to drink herself, but was so used to it she didn't think it showed.
"I'm fine, best I've ever been, everything is clearer now, I understand it all. I'm trying to remember some Buddhist saying, it explains it all. You have to come over, I have to tell you." He didn't sound groggy, instead becoming increasing animated and hyper. Val was really worried, he was making less sense than he ever had, maybe he was having a psychotic episode.
"Kristian it's 2 in the morning, I can't just come over there. Where's Alan?"
"I don't know, please come over, I love you, I need to tell you everything I know."
Val thought for a while, she'd never forgive herself If something happened. "Ok I'll be there shortly, just sit and wait for me, I'll be there soon."
Kristian was coming down now, his thoughts slowing. The doorbell rang and he thought he'd better answer it, it took him a while to get out of his room but he eventually made it to the front door.
"Kristian you haven't got any trousers on, what's going on?" He gave a goofy smile and looked down, before turning and heading towards the kitchen. Val looked at him, he was paler and a bit skinnier than when she saw him last, but despite herself and all that might be going on, a bit of her heart melted. She followed him through to the kitchen where he was drinking some water, wearing only a t shirt and his dick flapping around in his loose trunks.
"Kristian what's this all about? Sit down and talk to me." He just stood there smiling.
"God, you are so beautiful." He said, the smile getting wider but the eyes not really focusing.
Val raised her voice, "Kristian sit down and talk to me, now."
This worked and he moved to the table and sat, Val sitting and facing him.
"Kristian none of this makes any sense, have you taken something, do I need to phone a doctor." He put out his hands a took hers.
"You don't need to phone a doctor, I took some acid last night and it's amazing, I know it's not really real but everything seems so right. Everything seems to make sense."
This was the most lucid Kristian had sounded all night and Val felt herself relax a little. "When did you take it?"
"About six I think, I'm coming down now."
"Why did you phone me?"
"Because it's amazing and I want you to experience it." Before Val could say anything Kristian went into a stream of conciseness detailing all the things he could remember about his trip and the way it made him feel. As he was finishing Kristian paused and said.
"I know this is freaky but I love you so much, I have two tabs left and I want us to trip together, to share this freaky, wild experience."
Val had spent the whole time Kristian was talking just staring at him; it was as if the last year, all the hurt, all the heartache, hadn't happened. She loved him and she knew he loved her. She had never taken acid but enjoyed other drugs, she was tempted.
"Will we do it?"
"Yes."
They took their tabs and waited and talked. Kristian was calmer but still much more effusive than he might otherwise be. Val asked him if he remembered the Buddhist thing he was trying to remember earlier.
"Sort of, it's something like 'live lightly and love each step along the way, any step not loved is a stumble' I think." Val thought it was beautiful and wanted to cry.