All day I walked around with the feeling that I had really fucked things up. Whatever this was up until now, Al did not owe me anything just as I did not owe him anything. He could walk away at anytime and I would be powerless to change that. However, being a decent human being should be automatic and last night I fell a little short. I definitely wanted the chance to make it up to him and would do so if he was not done with me.
I did not hear form him all day and then finally at about 9:30 pm, as I was climbing into bed, my phone pinged.
"Hi." Al started.
"Hi baby, how are you? How was your day?" I asked.
"It was ok. I did not do much but that reminds me, I went to John and Stella's to pick up the plate we brought our appetizer on and ended up grabbing yours and everyone elses who lives in your area. I will drop them off this week, maybe Tuesday after work." He was a sweet guy like that, always willing to help people out.
"Well that was nice of you." I replied and then came to the realization that Tuesdays was sports day and asshole took the kids and was gone from 4:30 pm until almost 8:00 pm with them. An idea started to form in my head.
"What did you do all day?" He asked.
"Not much, after I grabbed the kids we did some shopping and then came home and we got under some blankets and watched a movie." I told him. "I did not have the best day Al, I feel like an asshole and want to make this right."
"It's fine Natalie, I am over it."
"I can tell just by the way that you are talking to me Al that you most certainly aren't."
"Emotionally I am, I just need to mentally get past it and I will, just takes a little bit."
I was wearing the tiniest and thinnest of little white tank tops and pulled down my duvet and snapped a pic. I looked at it before I sent and it looked as if my hard nipples were trying to break through the fabric and you could see just a hint of areola through the top. I pressed send.
The screen told me he had received it and there was a long pause. "Looking good as always babe." Al replied, but without the usual gusto that accompanies his replies. I obviously had some work to do here. "Your bed looks comfy and I am heading to mine, I will write you in the morning?"
i was not sure if that was an actual question or what it was. "Yes please baby, I hope you sleep well. Sweet dreams! XOXO" I replied and he gave me a simple you too Nat.
We talked back and forth a few times on Monday but again nothing spectcular. From talking to him I knew he was a sensitive man and was not shy about talking about his feelings but he had seemed to shut down a little here.
When Tuesday morning rolled around we talked on his way into work.
"So are you going to be around after work today, probably around 5:30 or 6:00 I am guessing? I will hit everyone else on the way to your place and stop in there last if that works for you guys?" He asked.
I did not tell him that I would be the only one here. "That should work just fine babe, I am looking forward to seeing you."
He got to work and we said goodbye and then talked a little bit at lunch time and I tried to flirt a little but he just did not seem to be open to it. Patience Natalie, give him some time but let him know you are still his.
I thought about what I wanted to do all afternoon and finally said fuck it and decided that I was going to give Al a surprise that he surely could not resist. I showered in the late afternoon and did my hair and put on a little make up and got ready for him. He sent me another message at 5:35. "One more stop and then your place, see you in about ten minutes." He continued. "Of course I will be on mybest behavior." He said with a wink no doubt not knowing we would be alone.
I sent him a kiss emoji in reply, I certainly was not going to be on my best behaviour.
Five minutes later I was sitting on the shoe bench by the front door waiting for him. I heard a car pull up and a door shut and then the sound of the car beep as the doors locked. Through the stained glass I could see a figure approaching and then the door bell rang. I sucked in a deep breath of air and unlocked the door and opened it.
I peeked around the side of the open door. "Hi." I said.
"Dish delivery!" He announced.
"Come in." I said, pulling the door open further and hiding behind it.
As he entered I shut the door and then he turned and looked at me.
"Jesus Christ Natalie!" He exclaimed, quickly looking around the main floor in search of others.
I was standing in front of him in nothing but a pair of 6" black heels. Naked as the day I was born, nervous but excited. I took the dish from him and put it on the bench.
"I hope to fuck you are the only one here!" He continued.
"I am baby, for the next couple of hours."
"Natalie I can't stay for a couple of hours, I have to be out of here in the next 10 minutes."
My heart was beating faster than it should be. "I know baby, I just wanted to apologize again and I wanted to bare myself to you Al, this is all yours, nobody else's."
"You have already apologized Natalie, doing it again is not necessary."
"I know I have, I said it with words, now I want to show you with actions." As i said this I stepped towards him and cupped his clothed cock and balls in my hand, firmly. He let out an 'umph" but did not move back or push me away.
I stared into his eyes for a few moments and then began to lower myself onto my knees. I started to work on his belt and button and zipper and fuck he looked good dressed for work.
"Right here?" He asked, staring down at me.
"Ummmhmmmm." I replied as I eased his pants and boxers down his legs.
His cock sprung out, not yet fully hard but easily half way there and now inches away from my face and I was staring right at it this time.
I leaned back so he could see my tits, "I want you to know how special you are to me Al." I spoke and then leaned in and took the head of his cock between my lips. As I sucked him slowly I felt him growing rapidly and before a minute passed he was at full mast as I slid my lips up and down his thick shaft. I was sure I had his attention now as I worked myself into a rhythym and took more of him sensually and hungrily.
'Wait!" He said, reaching down for me, kind of pushing me away.
I stood up, "Do you want to fuck me Al, I could lean over the...."
"Just wait." He interrupted. "Do you know how much I fucking like you Natalie?"
"I think so Al." I replied, licking my lips and tasting his skin on them.
"Good, so don't take this the wrong way." Then continued. "You acted like a total whore at the party and then I show up here and you ambush me naked. I am NOT complaining about that at all by the way, and then you want to give me a soft romantic blow job?"
"I am sorry, do you not like the way I suck your cock?" I asked, I am sure I looked rather surprised and perplexed.
