I'd always been drawn to older men, but never really had the courage to actively seek out my desires. I thought they might see me as too young, too inexperienced, too childish even.
But then I got curious and did some research, and found many older men love younger women. At 22 I might even be considered too old for some of these men. That's when I decided to look for my own sugar daddy.
I found a site that offered exactly what I was after. I wondered about what picture of myself to post. I'm very lucky (or some consider it unlucky) that I could easily be mistaken for being under 18 without my makeup. But I decided to go for a selfie I'd taken (with makeup) with a wonderful view in the background. After all, I am a country girl at heart. I wrote a short profile, describing myself a petite, a country loving girl, with simple tastes; but I do enjoy being spoiled every now and again.
I uploaded by profile late one night, then didn't logon again for a few days as I'd been very busy at work. When I did revisit the site two nights later, I was amazed at the response. Five messages were ready waiting for me. I opened the first with excitement. I started reading the message, I blushed. What on earth had I done. He'd written the most explicit sexual content. I quickly closed my laptop and paced around my flat. Oh my, oh my, what have I done?
I went to the fridge, poured myself a glass of prosecco, and drank about half of it in one gulp. Think, think, think. What shall I do? I can't ask my friend's for advice, they'll wonder what I was doing in the first place. I take a few more sips, my mind is racing. I'll take down my profile. Forget it even happened.
I open my laptop back up. There are two more messages waiting. I open my profile, go into the settings. find the "delete profile" option. The pointer is hovering over it. I wait. I hear a ping as another message flies into my inbox. Now there's seven unread messages. Curiosity gets the better of me. Maybe they're not all like that first message.
I click on my inbox. I open the first unread message. I start to smile. That's so sweet, he says how beautiful I am, how he'd like me to be his babygirl. I look at his profile, he's nice but I don't really find him attractive. I message back a polite "thanks but no thanks" response. I head back to my inbox, and check out the next message. I'm a little disappointed, it's not very well written, poor spelling and grammar. I check out their profile, he has a gorgeous smile. He's European and been living in UK for a few years. Ah that explains the poor English, not his first language. Maybe he'd have a sexy accent I think.