I'd always been drawn to older men, but never really had the courage to actively seek out my desires. I thought they might see me as too young, too inexperienced, too childish even.
But then I got curious and did some research, and found many older men love younger women. At 22 I might even be considered too old for some of these men. That's when I decided to look for my own sugar daddy.
I found a site that offered exactly what I was after. I wondered about what picture of myself to post. I'm very lucky (or some consider it unlucky) that I could easily be mistaken for being under 18 without my makeup. But I decided to go for a selfie I'd taken (with makeup) with a wonderful view in the background. After all, I am a country girl at heart. I wrote a short profile, describing myself a petite, a country loving girl, with simple tastes; but I do enjoy being spoiled every now and again.
I uploaded by profile late one night, then didn't logon again for a few days as I'd been very busy at work. When I did revisit the site two nights later, I was amazed at the response. Five messages were ready waiting for me. I opened the first with excitement. I started reading the message, I blushed. What on earth had I done. He'd written the most explicit sexual content. I quickly closed my laptop and paced around my flat. Oh my, oh my, what have I done?
I went to the fridge, poured myself a glass of prosecco, and drank about half of it in one gulp. Think, think, think. What shall I do? I can't ask my friend's for advice, they'll wonder what I was doing in the first place. I take a few more sips, my mind is racing. I'll take down my profile. Forget it even happened.
I open my laptop back up. There are two more messages waiting. I open my profile, go into the settings. find the "delete profile" option. The pointer is hovering over it. I wait. I hear a ping as another message flies into my inbox. Now there's seven unread messages. Curiosity gets the better of me. Maybe they're not all like that first message.
I click on my inbox. I open the first unread message. I start to smile. That's so sweet, he says how beautiful I am, how he'd like me to be his babygirl. I look at his profile, he's nice but I don't really find him attractive. I message back a polite "thanks but no thanks" response. I head back to my inbox, and check out the next message. I'm a little disappointed, it's not very well written, poor spelling and grammar. I check out their profile, he has a gorgeous smile. He's European and been living in UK for a few years. Ah that explains the poor English, not his first language. Maybe he'd have a sexy accent I think.
Now I'm starting to enjoy this, I head back to the fridge, refill my glass. Then open the next message in by inbox. Oh my, he writes so exquisitely, I find myself smiling and swooning all at the same time. I click on his profile. Wow, he's unbelievably handsome. I read his profile with interest. He's worked and travelled all over the World, speaks several languages. But loves the simple things in life. He divorced last year, they weren't really compatible anymore; as she wanted the fast paced jet setting lifestyle and he wanted to settle down.
I return to the message in my inbox, waiting for my reply. What shall I say? I type something, then delete it, type again and delete it. Nothing seems enough, or to match his writing. I put some music on, try to think. Just be yourself! I start to type a reply, I thank him for his message, say how I like his profile and would love to chat some more. Then I hit send.
I head back to my inbox. I check out the other messages, nothing really grabs me. I send more polite "thanks but no thanks" replies. What to do about that first message though. My curiosity gets the better of me, I check out his profile. It's a picture of him sunbathing on the beach. Creepy I decide. Then I notice a "block" button, and hit it with glee. Don't want anymore from that creep. Relieved I sip my drink and relax listening to some soothing music.
Blip, I turn to my laptop. Another message waiting. I click on my inbox. A smile lights my face. Mr X has replied. He thanks me for my response, says he'd love to chat a little, get to know each other. I ping back a response almost immediately, saying how that would be lovely and I'd love to know more about his travels and if he has any funny stories. We message each other to and fro like this for the rest of the evening. Before I know it, it's almost midnight and I'm starting to yawn. I message back saying, it's late, I have work in the morning, and need my beauty sleep. I get an instant response saying I'm far too beautiful already, but he's sorry he's kept me up, sleep tight Babygirl xx. Oh my, I quite like that endearment. I send kisses back and agree to chat again tomorrow night.