Chapter 04
Our romantic love continued to blossom. We were now speaking on the phone most of the time with some letters when talking was not possible. The conversations were often quite hot. I won't relate all of those or all of our romantic liaisons.
We began to move into hotter, and in some ways, more extreme directions as we opened up about our fantasies and our desires.
You may remember the scratching of my thigh and the rough fucking by Marcus. I said that I wanted to continue to wherever that might lead us. I didn't tell you what it did to me. I felt his passion and it stoked mine. I was as wet from the roughness as I was from many other things.
That passion and desire took us to this place next. We were in a hidden alcove at a conference. Marcus took a doubled over computer cord out of his pocket. He told me that he wanted me to try something. He slapped his palm with the cord and handed it to me. I slapped my hand. When he asked me if it stung, I nodded. I was excited and frightened because I thought I knew what was coming. He said I'd like to use this on your leg and asked me if I would allow it. I nodded and pulled up my robe exposing my thigh. He whipped it with the cord and asked if it hurt. I nodded. When he asked if he could do it again, I knew that he wanted to hurt me. I nodded. He hit my leg very hard. I felt a different kind of excitement and some fear. I knew we were entering a different place.
The next time we were together at the hotel and we were both naked, I wanted him to know that I was prepared for this new phase. I said, "Did you bring the cord?"
He nodded.
I didn't know what I was getting into, but I knew that I had asked for this. When I asked him if he wanted to use it on me, he nodded and told me that he wanted me to suck him while he used it on me. I felt that what he really wanted was to know how my mouth on his cock would react as I was being hurt. I was afraid, but I knelt down in front of his chair.
He told me later that how I reacted over the next half hour was one of the most exciting things that ever happened to him. It moved him and made him cum in his lifetime even more than when I said that I wanted every bit of his cock in my ass. It was certainly harder for me.
He was sitting on the chair that he liked so much. His cock showed how excited he was. I took it into my mouth. He asked me if I was ready, I nodded. I was afraid and excited.
He leaned over and put his hand on my shoulder. He struck my ass very hard. I was shocked. This was much more difficult than I thought it would be, but I didn't stop. He struck me again five or six times. I was overwhelmed. I stopped sucking him and put my head down on the floor. I wanted to do what he wanted, but it hurt too much.
As I huddled at his feet I thought about how I had asked to be taken here. I had wanted to do anything for him, but now...
I decided that I would do this. I literally steeled myself and came back up to his cock, nodded and took him back into my mouth. He struck me again. It actually felt harder than the other strokes. He struck me twice more and exploded into my mouth.
I want to tell you a little about how I felt afterwards. I didn't like the pain at all. At the same time, I felt good about it. Each time he struck, his cock gave a little jump. Here was the question. Did I want a relationship that would be pleasant and probably last for quite a while, or did I want the thrill of exploring, opening, and giving? I knew the answer. I wanted to go with my lover to wherever we both could imagine. I was happy and quite excited to be on my way with him.
He pulled me up to him. He said that he was so sorry. I covered his lips and told him some of the things that I just told you.
He said that that was one of the most exciting things that ever happened to him. He helped me stand and we climbed into the bed. He whispered his thanks over and over. He held me for a long time. I was in a cocoon with him.
Then he began to make love to me with his mouth. He kissed me in all of the places that I have always loved. Then, he fluffed some pillows behind me and asked me to sit up.
He said, "I want you to watch me make love to you."
He moved his tongue down to my nipple. The sight of his tongue on my nipple made my pussy tingle. And then he started to suck. I almost came.
He moved down between my legs. I thought I knew how good this could be. Then, as I watched, he put my hands on his head. He looked up at me and told me to take control.
He said, "Move me however it feels good to you."
If you've never had this experience, you haven't lived. I moved him slowly between my clit and my labia and back. I was gentle at first. I was hungry at first, but I wanted it to last. Gradually I became greedy. I pushed him deep into my pussy and then hard onto my clit. At the end, I may have crushed him against my clit, To say I exploded is an understatement. The volcano blew and lava soaked us both.
This time, when he gently pushed his thigh between my legs, I grabbed it and held it tightly against my mons as the shuddering continued for minutes.
Oh, I was sure. I wanted to go with my lover to wherever we both could imagine.
The next time I was kneeling in front of my lover, he drew his knees up and asked me to lick his ass? I didn't even think about it. I went lower, found his ass, and began to lick. He was clean, and it was no different from licking his balls. EXCEPT THAT IT WAS TOTALLY TABOO. I felt the excitement that comes with the taboo. He really liked it and came hard within seconds.
I moved up and sucked whatever was on or in his cock. Then, I moved up his body and licked up all the cum. He had shot almost to his chin. When he was clean, I kissed him deeply and we shared the residue of the cum that coated my mouth.
As we were lying in bed just before we had to separate for the night, I said that I wanted to talk about the cord. He tried to tell me that he knew that it had been too much, but I again touched his mouth to silence him.
I said with emotion, "No, no that's not what I want to say. That was very hard for me but I made the decision that it's what I want. I told you that I want to go with you, and to be with you. I never want you to stop that. If you want to make it harder then please do that. Do you understand how I feel about this?"
He said that he thought he did, but that we didn't need,,,
I touched his lips again and said truthfully, "That's what I'm trying to tell you. I want it. I've thought about it. I want it. Would you like to try something other than the cord?"
Clearly, he had been thinking about it because he told me that he didn't want to tell me. I prodded him to tell me and he finally asked if I had metal shirt hangers at home.
I told him that I did, he asked me to bring one in the morning. I assured him that I would.
Chapter 05
The next morning, as I prepared to leave the house, I picked up a metal shirt hanger and put it into my big black bag. I was thinking of ways that I could convince him to use it on me. Maybe I would strike myself with it to show him that I could take it. I needn't have worried.
When I arrived, we kissed and felt each other as we always did after being apart. He was wearing a robe. I reached into my bag and handed him the hanger. He bent it into the shape of a short whip and placed it onto the bed.
He sat down in the chair and quietly told me to undress for him. His approach had changed. He wasn't asking me if I would mind doing it. He was taking control. I felt myself begin to get wet. My body is not that of a model, but I could see that it excited him. He was stroking a very hard cock. Somehow, standing before him as I undressed was different from other times. I felt much more exposed. He was watching every part of me as it became revealed. I usually wear a camisole that I like to keep on to cover some of my body. When everything but that was gone, I asked if he meant everything. He nodded. I got wetter.
