I awoke early as usual, but I couldn't go to him. My morning routine usually had me preparing for the day after my husband left for work. I didn't dare break it.
As I dressed, I couldn't help but touch myself. I was so hot, both from yesterday and for what I planned to do today. It was a thing that no woman ever wants to do. I guess the fact that it excited me tremendously meant that I was made of different stuff.
When I finally arrived, he enveloped me. Oh, what kisses. His tongue licked around and into my mouth. His hands pulled up my skirt and touched my pussy. He lay me back on the bed and pulled down my panties.
Giving myself the first time
He leaned in and began to lick me. Oh, it felt so good, but I forced myself to stop it when I almost gasped, "Marcus, Marcus, please stop. Don't let me cum yet. I'm so excited. I want to give myself to you completely. I'm afraid that if I cum, I won't do it as well. Please."
He stopped and looked at me questioningly. I asked him to take off his robe and told him that I wanted to use my mouth on him. When he revealed his hardened cock, I asked him if he would like to be in the bed. He said that he would rather sit in a chair that was near the bed.
He threw a pillow on the floor in front of the chair, and sat down. I knelt down. His cock was fully erect and looked luscious to me. I took both his hands and put them on my head. I looked him right in the eyes and told him that I wanted him to show me how he liked it. It was his turn to groan. He gently pushed me down, and I gagged. Saliva spilled out of my mouth and coated his cock. He pulled me up, and I took a deep breath. He pushed me down again, this time more forcefully. I gagged, but I only wanted more, and so I went right back down, taking as much as I could. Was it painful for me? It probably was, but that was not at all my overriding response. I was as hot as Marcus was, his hotness fueled mine and I wanted more and more of it.
I thought that most women would have avoided this, but I want you to understand my soul and how I felt about this man and my experiences with him.
First, from our initial kiss that first night on the couch together, I was on fire. There was no planning or plotting on my part. I was literally walking on air, flying, driven by the fire of desire and passion that Marcus had awakened in me. Every time Marcus came to my town I flew to him. I was utterly swept away by our sex, by his sexiness. Every single time it was as if he unleashed layer upon layer of passion in me that I never knew I had. Yes, I wanted sex in my life and I was missing it, but I never ever in a million years dreamed it could be like this. Both of us were on fire and yes, while I craved his pleasure and his joy, the pleasure and joy he gave to me was beyond measure.
Second, this man and what we had shared so far had thrown a switch in me. I was different. Dare I say that I wanted him to use me for his pleasure? Yes, a thousand times yes. Nothing seems more obvious than this. I was and I am his.
I gagged again and he held me there for a moment, and then pulled me back. I took a breath, and pushed down. This time when he tried to pull me back, I refused. I would not be pulled up. I pushed down, gagged and gagged, and flooded his cock and balls with my saliva.
When I finally pulled back, I gasped for breath. I sucked in oxygen once, twice, six times, with great gasping breaths. Then, I bent back to his cock. I took one of his hands and placed it on the back of my head. I put my hand behind his and pushed my head down as I gasped, "MORE."
He pushed me down until I was gagging continuously. Then, he wanted something more and asked me to lick his balls. This was another thing I had never done. He slid forward in the chair and pulled his cock back. He hadn't showered that day or the last and he had a musky, male smell. You probably won't believe that it stoked me, but it did. I inhaled deeply as I coated his balls with my saliva. He stroked his cock as I tried to reach every bit of him. I thought to myself that I'm going to ask him to avoid washing this place for several days before he comes to see me next time. I wanted the smell. I wanted the raw saltiness.