I'm thirty, and Rory is twenty-five, she says. I'd seen her around for a long time but only met her this year. She wasn't like the other girls around here. She said her family had come from some Pacific island whose name I could not pronounce, and though she had been here a long time she never became one of the crowd. It's not that she didn't fit in, it's more like other people always tried to fit in with her. When there was a group of people, she might sit quietly observing and commenting occasionally, and then the next thing you know everybody is talking about the thing she mentioned, and asking her thoughts on it. If she got up to dance, everybody got up to dance. If she decided to be smart and thoughtful, everybody tried to say something intelligent. If she went wild, everybody went wild.
I was your basic dirtball guitar player. We played the songs that people liked and had a lot of gigs and I drank a lot and fucked around a lot. I mostly stayed out of jail and usually had a place to crash. Women liked me because I was in the band, and so I had a choice of places to stay, plus sometimes the other guys would let me stay on their couch. This had evolved into a kind-of steady situation where I had a basement room in Tommy's house, the keyboard player. I had my own door and his old lady put up with me, so if I didn't have any other place I'd let myself in there. I had a bathroom and a bed, what else do you need?
But back to Rory. She had her own style, which the local girls did not try to emulate. They just couldn't. She was a little bitty thing, not five foot, and built like a brick shithouse, which if English is your second language means that she had a great body. Tits out to here, a fine round ass, she was an exaggeration of perfect. But then, on top of that, she had a fashion sense that, I don't know if there is a name for it, but she tended to wear clothes like a little girl. But not. Like, little short dresses with suspenders, and these round-toed patent-leather shoes, but with four-inch heels. It was kind of a Shirley Temple style, not lurid or overtly sexual, well who am I kidding? No man could keep his eyes off her.
I first met her, like I meet everybody, at a gig. She was sitting with some girls and they came out on the dancefloor and she did not look at me, which is, first of all, weird, but I took it as more of a tease than neglect -- I knew she was well aware of me. She was wearing one of her little-girl dresses, lots of skin showing, red lipstick, a big smile for her friends as she bounced around the dancefloor.
On the break I went to their table. "Hello ladies," I said. "Good to see you out on the floor. Is there something we could play for you?" Because, look, I'm in the band, this is easy.
"Wow, I don't know," one of them said. They chit-chatted among themselves and obviously didn't really care what we played, but they didn't want me to leave their table, either.
Rory was watching the others, smiling and enjoying their confusion. I caught her eye and said, "What about you? What do you like?"
Her dark eyes turned to me, her lips shining in a smile. "Who me? Oh, I like everything."
"Everything?" We were in flirtation territory already.
"Yes, everything," she said. "Surprise me."
I had a hard-on.
Of course she came back to the basement with me at the end of the night. My pickup truck has some trash on the floor, empty cans mostly, but that seat is wide and smooth, and I took a couple of sharp turns that slid her right up against me. "Wow," she said, "Smooth."
"Yeah, I been working on that," I said.
She put her dainty hand on my thigh and we drove back to Tommy's basement.
I won't go into details, but Rory and I saw each other quite a bit over the next few months. Maybe it was the island thing, but she had an approach to sex that was unfamiliar to me. She loved the pleasure of it, receiving and giving. Seemed like she must have missed out on the whole sin-and-chastity bullshit that the American girls got; Rory was the most sensuous woman I had ever come across.
She would go down on me but I don't think she ever finished me off that way. Sex for us was a kind of flow, we would go from one thing to another and then back, and maybe end up in some twisted configuration that just happened to work. I would eat her till she came, she would suck my cock or tickle my balls until I was ready to scream, then we would shift and do something else.
But fucking, man, I tell you. She had some moves. I figured this was some Polynesian native lore or something, something women learned in her culture, but she could move her hips in ways that squeezed your cock from every angle, all at once. On the bottom, on top, sideways, from the back, whatever, she was a ballerina in bed and we spent many hours late at night just fucking like time had stopped and the world had ended and there was nothing left but the two of us.
Did I mention she was a flirt? When we went out, she had guys drooling on themselves. With just a word, a look, she'd tie them up in knots. And not just guys, you would see women blush crimson after a smile from her. She was big on the hugging thing, and men usually tried to be cool about it but women loved to hug her, sometimes with big dramatic mooo-waah kisses at the end. We went out most nights that I didn't have a gig, well it's good for me to hear the other bands in town and also sometimes you can book a new gig just by being in the right place at the right time. Rory loved to dance and she would get everybody out there on the floor, so the chances of having a good time were high.
I would like to tell you about some of the times Rory and I had together, and I will, but right now I am going to jump ahead to a particular evening.
It was an early summer week-night and we were in the pickup truck headed into town, and I said, "I notice that women are always attracted to you."
"Yeah," she agreed. "That's nice, isn't it."
"Have you ever, you know, been with a woman?"
"You mean sexually? No, I guess not." Knowing her, I took into account the possibility that she was lying, out of mischief, but it didn't matter.
"Wouldn't you want to?" I asked.
She was quiet for a few seconds. "I've thought about it," she finally said. "It seems like it could be good." Her hand was on my thigh, which was our usual way to drive around. I had a hard-on, which also was pretty usual when I was with her.
"You want to try it?" I asked.
"With who?" she looked at me with a slight expression of alarm.
"I don't know," I said. "I have never given it a thought. Just somebody."
"I might," she said. "If you were there."
"That sounds amazing to me," I said. Did I tell you, I'm no fool? "Do you want to see what happens tonight?"
"What happens?"
"Yeah we're going to Hamster's, there's usually some girls there. Maybe there'll be somebody you like."
"Wow," she said, "Yeah, I guess there are. But I wouldn't know who, or what to say."
I had to laugh at that one. "I think you'll know what to say. I can help you pick out somebody."
Her hand moved on my thigh. "Wow," she said. "I never thought that would happen."
"Well nothing has happened yet. Let's go in and see what's up, and who's there. Maybe we won't see anybody we like."
I didn't usually like Hamster's very much. It was a college place, near the campus, and they had bands but they played top forty pop music, nothing good. Still, the college students went and partied and it all seemed fine to them. It was not the hippest place in town but it was a good place to hang out, dance, drink, and not a bad place to get laid, if you're twenty-one years old and go to Chatford University, or chat-chew-you, as they called it.
We sat at the bar. The band sucked, I mean they played all right if you like that kind of stuff. It was a Wednesday night so the place was not crazy but there was a pretty good crowd. Rory got me out on the dancefloor and that was fun. She was wearing one of her little dresses and her heels and her red lipstick and she was like there was a spotlight following her everywhere. Everyone's eyes followed her, as usual, and when she threw her hands up on the dancefloor and rotated in a slow circle, flipping her hips side to side, everybody else just about stopped dancing.
One thing about Rory is that she was not really an exhibitionist; that would be a little tacky for her. I think I would call her more of a tease. Maybe even a hard-core tease. She wasn't the kind of girl who goes out in a short skirt and no panties and flashes her pinkness at surprised passersby. No, she was the kind who sometimes wears panties under a short skirt, and sometimes doesn't, and everybody wonders and everybody hopes to find out, and nobody does. Even I didn't know what she had on under that little-girl dress as we danced and drank at that college spot. And even I wondered. The difference was, I knew I would find out at the end of the night.
Back at the bar, she leaned over to me and said, "Well?"
"Well what?"
"Did you pick somebody out yet?"
"Hmm, not really," I said.
"Okay," she sounded disappointed.
I turned on my barstool to face her. "Honestly, Rory, this is kind of hard for me. If I came in here as a single guy, I know who'd I'd like to meet. But that doesn't mean it would be somebody you would like."